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>>46169314
miru had a depressing diary entry yesterday
>miru diary
>2024/02/21
>Yaho everyone! How are you?
>Sorry for updating late
>I felt a little depressed today, and when I feel depressed, my physical condition also deteriorates, so I was feeling a little depressed all the time
>But little by little, I found ways to deal with situations like this.
>If I'm alone and don't look at my phone and clean up my room, then go to sleep, wake up, eat a light meal, and take a shower, I feel much better, and even if I'm not feeling well, I can heal by doing this (don't overdo it if you have a high fever). But it doesn't work)
>I think it's important not to think too much about the outcome of everything.
>I feel amazing that the mind and body are connected
>This is inside Miru-chan's mind, so if you don't want to see it, please don't watch it.
>It's just that I haven't reached my true potential yet.
>Since last year, I've felt like the five years I've been working on have been denied (I don't think the other party feels that way!)
>But that's just how I feel...
>I know that it can't be helped that my actual results are so low, but I can't help but think that I've worked hard. But I'm so frustrated
>I felt a little hazy.
>And then the mess started again.
>I want to go back to last year! next year! There were a lot of people who tried their best and clumsily moved away in their own way, but I still had new fans and people who always loved me, and I was able to get through it.
>I did my best, I endured a lot, and I had a lot of fun, but I had a lot of fun and made lots of memories with everyone.
>Finished in 2023
>And then, in 2024, this haze has come again.
>Last year, I was depressed because I had to try harder, but now it's like a switch has turned off.
>Ah, my stage isn't here. It's okay. It's becoming.
>What I should value
>that's
>It's not about reviews, it's about everyone, filming S1, and selling AV.
>This is it, this is the starting point. Why do I have to look at other evaluations, ranks, and people around me?
>What am I doing worrying about everything and getting depressed?
>Today was the day I woke up and realized it in a good way.
>Times change, and so do fashions and trends.
>There are people who still love me, and I will continue to do my best as an AV actress.
>This is the only world I see
>I don't need anything else. Working hard means loving yourself and everyone else.
>Thanks to everyone, I won't have to think about this all the time and get depressed.
>I'm not a girl who is independent from the beginning and has a high self-esteem and is good at standing in front of people, so I worry a lot.
>origin
>I feel like I'm gradually accepting my clumsy self.
>That was today.
>Weak voices, true feelings, and learning
>Isn't it okay to have a day like this?
>It would be boring if people were happy every day!
>We all had days like this too.
>Write a complaint in DM and send it to me
>I haven't returned your Instagram DMs, but I'm watching them.
>thank you
>I hope that everyone's tomorrow will be filled with happiness, and I hope that tomorrow will be a good day for you too.
i just want to hug her and tell her she's #1 to a lot of people