/jp/ - Otaku Culture

What? Do you believe sage is nullified if you post an image, or something?

How new are you?

Say /jp/ what are your experiences with drugs?
Lately i've been doing this every weekend. Starting at like 7pm friday until ~4am saturday. Taking 20 pills with strong coffee, after some time 10-15 more. From regular drugstore, don't even need prescription. And im sitting in the chair, later just lying on the floor. Sometimes reading some H manga or plyaing vidya for 15min b4 alt+f4'ing. If I stop concentrating, with eyes open can't see anything. Or when closed i'm seeing bullet-like touhou patterns, all moving and forming amazing shapes. Always with headphones on and listening to some music, like lately innocent key or syrufit. Seriously feels like best music ever made, while it doesnt even seem any good normally. And i'm like the happiest i've ever been in my life, grinning mindlessly, hugging my pillow or just head/body. Feels like i'm one with the universe and understand it completely.
Anyway i'm wondering if it's bad for your health. Every day after i'm pretty much mindbroken and depressed but on weekdays it's back to norm. But really it's one of few reasons i can get myself to work mon-fri. And there's nothing else that could give me this kind of feeling

Yakui.

I dunno, maybe you should ask >>>/int/?