/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>37935204
For the entirety of 2021 I tried finding the perfect boyfriend for me, Let's see how many times I have failed (I had only had 1 relationship before 2021):

1- Guy from the same country as me, very nice, suddenly out of nowhere after a few weeks of talking, he says he has to go on a trip to a place with no internet because "his sister is giving birth" for a whole MONTH, and so I waited patiently... when he finally came back, he just wasn't even bothering to talk to me, and one day he vanished.

2- I believe this is the worst one, I made a thread on /v/ looking for someone to play Grand Chase with, I met a very cute guy who lived in Texas, pretty far from me but it didn't matter, we had a lot of fun playing Grand Chase together (even though the game sucks) and acted pretty lovey dovey, even ERPed quite often, he is also the only one who showed me his face, he looked pretty cute, but then, one day, I don't know why but we played Pokemon Unite together I just got really mad, full anger issues and started being mean, after a while when I calmed down I realized what I had done and thought to myself "I am fucking insane and am going to hurt this guy if we keep dating, I need to break up with him" and so I told him I thought we should break up, he kept saying stuff like "we can get through anything together don't worry" and it brought me to tears, but after a day had passed he ended up accepting the break up, at the moment I had thought I did the right thing, but nowadays I kind of regret it, maybe he was right about us both being able to get through everything if we believed in each other and I just didn't believe in him enough...

3 - The first 2 are the only real interesting ones, after breaking up with the second guy I got really desperate and started accepting boyfriend requests from anyone, third guy I think was some guy who lived in greece who only talked about sex, I broke up with him

4 - then the fourth guy was like some american who also only thought about sex, I broke up with him

5- Fifth one was someone who ghosted me literally the day after we started dating

6 - sixth and last one was some guy from /g/ who broke up with me because he was from fucking SLOVENIA and didn't think long distance relationship would work (when he told me I had to google it because I didn't believe it was a real country)

Now... about the one relationship I had before 2021, it's pretty funny and actually 07th expansion related, it was in 2020 and it was my first relationship, somehow I met some guy from spain on a jojolion thread on /a/, and we started dating, we watched anime and ultraman for a few months together, he thought too much about sex which bothered me and also he called me "kitten" which I fucking hated but since It was my first relationship ever I just tolerated it, until, I don't know why, I became OBSESSED with Rosa Ushiromiya for a while, I had her as my phone and desktop wallpaper, profile pic, I talked about her on here, I even went on a "no fapping streak for Rosa" where I tried to go 7 days without fapping to in the end masturbate to Rosa (I failed at the 5th day sorry Rosa), anyways, I was convinced this boyfriend was useless, and that all I needed to have a healthy romantic relationship was my then waifu Rosa, so, I broke up with him while using the "dating just isnt for me..." excuse, when in reality I was cheating on him with Rosa Ushiromiya, but, anyways, as time went on I stopped being obsessed with Rosa and nowadays she isn't even my favorite anymore, I still like her though, and I'm glad I broke up with the guy because he was weird

I wrote a lot so I'm not going to check for typos
>>37935218
Yasu I guess, I have long shaggy dark brown hair and I'm skinny, though I have a normal penis and no fake boobs
>>37935222
I thought about doing it to get attention, but just the thought of being anything close to a 3dpd woman repulses me