/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Well, I used to chat with someone on Skype like every day. Then one day, she just stopped responding. I felt like she got sick of me or something, so I stopped responding to her back. I hope she doesn't think that I'm angry at her or anything, but I don't want to bother someone if they don't want to be bothered. This is the same towards the rest of my online friends too. I don't like to bother people, so I won't keep nagging at an attempt of a conversation. I admit, I do get lonely sometimes though . . . It really sucks. So I hole myself up in my own room and just twiddle my thumbs while trying to think of things to do as I listen to music. I've been on a major slump of random depression again too, and started smoking a lot. I don't know how to stop this, but I just can't help it if I smoke, /jp/. I've been cutting back down on that shit though. I feel like life is really hopeless sometimes, /jp/.