/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>36459672
Thank you. It was an intense recurring search on some days of some weeks for some hours but I almost expected it to end like this, that I randomly find her when not even trying. This is the power of luck. Maybe if I was a little more superstitious, I'd say the luck was enhanced by the nostalgic music I listened to while browsing Cuteladypic, but, of course, this can't be proven so it's speculative and probably not true. It also wasn't the most nostalgic and I listened many times on specific searches, so probably there was no effect. But, still, maybe I'd like to believe that.
>she's far from the foxy type you were describing though
Not sure if I agree. You're right, her "features" are not the foxy type I remembered, but in some of these photos I fapped to the most and again fapped to now while listening to another very nostalgic song by a different band, her "energy" is half "smug" and half "foxy", isn't it? Look at her eyes in pic related. You can say it's only the "smug" and "spunky" energy coalesce, you're not wrong, but the illusion it creates is several times more "foxy".

What dawned on me after finding out her name was Sayuri, is that subconsciously she must be the reason I like that name. Also other names of any resemblance like Saori, Sayoko and Shuri...
>>36460505
Somehow I have a vague memory of seeing this video too before! It was uploaded in 2008, which in fact means it could be exactly the same video on Youtube I saw all those years ago. It doesn't give me the same nostalgia because if I saw it, I only saw it once or twice, because there was one specific adult video on Youtube I always fapped to when I first began to fap to videos but still didn't enter porn sites. The video had two women in nurse outfits kissing and rubbing their legs and pussies. I found it again some years ago, there was much nostalgia and I had a similar cum. It counts as porn, technically, but didn't involve nudity so at the time my teenage brain wasn't perceiving it as betrayal of my mother's words.

I always will remember the first definite porn video I fapped to, that I found again a long time ago but only four years ago in full. It was also lesbians, a threesome of Elly Akira (who then called herself Yuka Osawa), Erin Tono and Aoi Hatsune. Of them only Elly Akira made the impression on me, to her I've fapped countless times but the others I had to again check their names because I don't even want to remember such boring women's boring names. At the time, it was in 2008, the absence of a man made my teenage brain think it would be less offensive to my mother if she would find out. She never found out anyway. I'm sure both my parents know I, a full grown adult man who has never even had a real girlfriend, fap all the time. They're not angry conservatives who'd confront me about it, that'd be very weird as an adult man for your parents suddenly to demand you tell them about fapping. Maybe they judge silently or discuss how I need to find a girlfriend and marry and have children but never tell me this anymore, it's not that I wouldn't get married and have children if I found the right woman but by now I don't believe the right woman even exists.
>>36462038
It took a long time but was worth every second of the search and calls of obsession by those who don't understand the power of nostalgia. It can shatter mountains of sadness. For the two hours of the ultimate nostalgic fap, my worries about health and the future vanished. There was an illusion of being a middle schooler again, the future bright and full of possibilities. It's not that I'm regretting my life, many things I wanted to do I've done, some things many only dream about, but maybe if I got a second chance to start from middle school, I'd focus on finding a girlfriend and marrying and having children instead. But, this is pointless because my life has been good even if now it's boring patterns with uncertainty and I miss the good times. In the end my wife and children would be left sad if the worst possibility happens and I die, anyway, so better they don't exist. Very unlikely to die, saying I'm more likely to die than any other poster in this thread would only attract doom and distract from hope, maybe it's true but maybe it's not. I will decide it's not. I fapped to Sayuri's photos again and it was the same nostalgic cum, only a little less and this I suspect only was because I did it before having to do something so my fapping time was limited. Right now I'm not fapping, but the next time I fap, it will again be to Sayuri.

Sorry for my autism and wall of text. But, as you know, this is a peak of happiness. Nostalgic fapping is the best, and when it's the first real woman ever fapped to...!! The power of nostalgia is tremendous!