/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>46950439
ayo gimme yo wallet an yo essence humie boi

>>46942533
>mundane "magic"
That could be its own discussion frankly, especially considering how self-talk, language, and certain chemical interactions can fundamentally rewire the brain.
>I think you could do with something practical and accessible though.
For as much as I have interest in the occult, I'll be quick to admit I have basically zero idea of where to start in terms of practical application.
>basicaly said "hey spirits, it's me, ya boi, please show yourselves".
Sounds unpleasant to experience, but described this way honestly kinda funny. The way you speak of it, unironically the answer was just to double-down and go on with it.

I suppose if I take any interest in attempting anything remotely similar, my first concern would simply be ensuring I can distinguish between my own thoughts, and any external influences.

>>46942111
>the average person has a lot more power and influence than they'd be comfortable being aware of
This is true even on an extremely flat, banal level too. We have a lot of power in how we carry ourselves in our daily lives. How do we act towards our fellow people, animals, plants? Do we succumb to temptations or try to think long term? Do we blindly repeat the past or try to learn from it? How do we perceive events that unfold in front of us? Do we just react or do we reflect on them? What kind of narratives we construct? Do we sink into despair or see crisis as an opportunity, painful experiences as catharsis? It can be hard, extremely hard, but we have real, genuine power to do things differently that alone in itself can feel magical.

And in certain situations, even without wielding any kind of "magic", you can do things that really feel like they bend reality around a bit. Being in the right place at the right time, talking to the right person the right way can turn your life around completely.

Imageboards are an interesting places when it comes to this, I think they sit at the intersection of this type of mundane "magic" and something more.
>finish reading the Corpus Hermeticum
It's extremely fascinating. I think you could do with something practical and accessible though.
>Would you be alright if I asked for a bit of elaboration on what you believe you did wrong with your initial attempts to make contact with the aforementioned entities?
Well, I wasn't back then trying to contact the kami. I hadn't even played any Touhou games back then. My first foray into the occult started about six years ago. I got into it via paranormal research.

I basicaly fucked everything up. I tried to prove to myself with extreme haste and urgency that the supernatural is real. I had no real aims beyond that. I mixed incompatible stuff from different traditions. I was in a terrible headspace. I was really drawn to very "edgy" materials but also exposed to other material contradicting such. I tried using magic to influence other people

However, the one, final crowning absolute total complete idiot mistake after which the bad times really begun was: I made an attempt at summoning spirits without specifying who, when and where I wanted to appear. I walked into the woods, in a really fucking awful headspace, a snap reaction to an unpleasant event, burned some precious things after showing them into a space formed by tree roots and basicaly said "hey spirits, it's me, ya boi, please show yourselves".

And they sure did show themselves.

With the kami, I basicaly panicked after I realized that I am dealing with a genuine spiritual phenomena, especially after someone told me that I'm dealing with entities hostile to humans. They didn't even do anything bad to me. There were no constant sleep paralysis experiences, no constant barrage of hellish imagery, no weird minor paranormal activity, just two nightmares and some slightly scary mental imagery that felt more like they were annoyed and frustrated with me than that they were hateful or wanted to hurt me.

At this point eclipseanon told me that my subconscious is being overwhelmed from them recognizing that I recognize them and advised me to try to make contact. I made contact with them, we talked things over. They still communicate to me via dreams every now and then, but they are polite enough to do it just before I wake up instead of shouting into my ear in the middle of night.

Regarding the mental images, as I've said before in this thread, I have extremely hard time generating mental images on my own, and during both of the times I have been contact with spiritual entities one key manifestation has been extremely vivid mental imagery accompanied by a kind of transmission of information or sentiment. With the kami sometimes when I ask them simply yes or no questions I can faintly "hear" them, a bit like how your brains sometimes generate random garbage noises when falling asleep. The activity overall has toned down, I think this is a sign that they are satisfied with status quo for now.

Fun fact, the kami manifest in extremely colorful mental imagery, and the hostile spirits six years ago projected mental imagery that was mostly different shades of blues. Sometimes the kami appear as anime girls, sometimes in more abstract forms, like their outlines made out of colorful glowing wireframes or circuit board like structures. Coolest one was Okina which looked like she was made out of plasma, complete with the stars on her tabard looking like real stars.

>>46924832
Looks like a gay boi

>>46853899
Newsflash spergy boi: We're all cringe here.

I really love this playthrough, Aqua cares a lot about the lore and is going out of her way to see the stories to the end.
Too bad she skipped most of best boi Alexander

Big boi obliterated

Fat boi

>>46621740
the last six months have been kind to me in both regards things are lookin up for ur boi papi

>>46557135
>he's hiding some big guns under that shirt.
they're 1/3 scale big guns, it's probably like a mosquito bite
you cannot hurt me, SMOL BOI

>>46553029
typical asian boi

>>46550403
If digits dictate, the sound effect must be a Boi-oi-oing!!

>>46476428
for real we speaking in neologisms and ebonics & shiet my boi. dunning krugers represent.

Why not sk8ter boi

>>46306320
i'm a slow boi so my pacing is one a day at the absolute fastest, but more often i take 2 days to read one so 0.5 a day

>>46279100
Ebonics is the future yt boi.

oh boi jamal is gonna have a field day with you guys when he see's this

>>46196113
am a german, and let me tell you that bestiality is a-ok here. As long as the natural reproduction of the animal is involved and it is not harmed at all in the process.

so fucking a cow or sheep while its munching down some grass, minding its own business would be fine. A dog would depend on the size honestly. some big boi maybe ok too, but a small dog most likely not

>>46196079
Japan has the same laws ha ha

>>46181763
>You got a purty mouth there city boi

>>46140974
>I think he's mad I told him to fuck off and is actually calling the sport conversation off topic. I'm 99% positive that he's one of the pest's buddies since their spamming earlier in the thread was ignored in favor of the discussion.
Looks like his current tactic is pretending that fun monster girl sport discussion and "le based necromancer boi dindu nuffin" whining are the same garbage.

rate my coom

>be me, fapping daily all week long
>coom just drizzling
>todays fap session, feel like i'm onto something big
>chinpo rock hard
>DOCP235 with Nene
>not that much into ecchi photo shots, but oh boi the way they seduce her was something else
>channeling my inner tabuchi
>blast like the biggest load to her wobbling tits
>still hard
>"you sure we are doing this old friend? we hadn't had back-to-back cooms in like years"
>chinpo just nodded
>here we go for round two
>nene tits still jumping up and down like crazy
>litreally am in a fapping frenzy, possessed by narcissus demon himself (pic related)
>cant stop wont stop
>blast another big load, all over myself for I cant control my body anymore

brb gotta shower

Just did it to Ai's gripping lips strangling my anon and her wild tongue lashing my anon like it's being punished for being a bad boi.

>>46038349
That's one of the twinks from your gay boi collection yassir

I missed you shark boi