/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Hey, fellow NEETs. What do you do when you're depressed?

I haven't been depressed in months. Life in general sucks and the next thing I know, my heart feels heavy. What do?

>tfw not in good terms with family..
;_;

/jp/, I haven't played a touhou STG for ages, and I'm afraid my skills have atrophied away.

What do?

Life is suffering.
Depression general?

Alice and her dolls

Several. First was at pizza hut, because I liked the idea of driving around in my car which I loved, listening to music. And secondly being away from my other co-workers most of the time sounded ideal. I quit because of school work and my boss was a jerk.

My second job was at a TGI Fridays, which my best friend hired me for and paid me $1.50 more than the standard hourly wage, to sit around most of the time and wait for To Go orders, which didn't happen that often. The business was shut down about 2 months after I started, but it was a good experience. Very easy and laid back.

The third was my first real job which was at an architecture firm, but it was just a contract paid internship to assess my value to the company. I had to compete with someone with a Masters in Architecture while all I had was an associates degree in drafting and other random certifications. I didn't last even 2 months. I had almost no idea what I was doing, and my chronic pain condition and anxiety absolutely traumatized me while I was there and I haven't had a job since. I've been a NEET for 1 year and 4 months now, with little hope for my future at this point if I can't find a cure for my illness.

So many Alice/unhappy threads.

Alice is a whore.
Alice deserves nothing better than a daily betting and reminder of how worthless and lonely she is.
She is to be raped twice a day.
She is to be tortured once a week.
She is to be cut once a month.
Alice deserves nothing better than death, and she should be thankful we are treating her so well.

how does /jp/ deal with depression?

I'm uneasy.
I'm afraid of being disliked by everyone.
I'm afraid of being hurt.
But I'm even more afraid of hurting other people.
But I've already hurt them.
I've already hurt the people who matter most to me.
That's why I can't let myself like other people.
That's why I hurt myself.
And so, I am disliked.
And so, I am hated.
I mustn't let myself like anyone.
That's why I hurt myself.
Tenderness is the greatest cruelty
If I entrust my heart to another, I'll be devastated in the end
If another heart touches my own, that person will be hurt
And so, I can only be devastated
All I can do is return to nothing

>local arcade

I have one, but we live too far away to have sex ;_;

here's one

>>9028666
Damn... you got my hopes up

sick trips

>>9015064
The word itself is overused. It's was coined here as far as I am aware, and then /v/ adopted it, and then those people who hate fun moved to /vg/ and now that word is probably in the top 50 words you'll see. It's hard to not use the word too, because we see it so much and it could apply to pretty much anything you don't like. That's why I'm trying my best to get out of the habbit of using it so much.

the janitor is bullying me again please help okay thanks

>>8926638
Ahhh suicide... ;_;
I feel very tired and a bit depressed. It's because I am tired of REPORTING YOUR SHITTY BAWWWWWWWWWW METATHREADS

The unhappy person resents it when you try to cheer him up, because that means he has to stop dwelling on himself and start paying attention to the universe. Unhappiness is the ultimate form of self-indulgence. When you're unhappy, you get to pay a lot of attention to yourself. You get to take yourself oh so very seriously.

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But how do you expect me to talk to these people out of the blue?? One time I spent almost an entire day with a girl in a Suwako costume sitting within a 1 meter radius. She just sat there looking a bit bored, sad or sick, not talking to anyone or doing anything. I wanted to talk to her ;_;, but what the fuck could I say? I couldn't say anything, I knew I would come off as a fucking creep... and even if I didn't, I know I would get too nervous and anxious about talking with someone about my real interests and the conversation would basically play as
"uhh so you like Touhou?"
"yeah"
"that's cool, me too"
"..."
*INSERT AWKWARD SILENCE*
"sorry, I have to go"
It was impossible for me to talk to her, even though it really seemed like she was sitting there waiting for someone to recognize her costume and befriend her, getting sadder and sadder as everybody ignored her.
I am sure I was just another stupid normalfag to her. I then realized that was exactly how I felt about the whole club thing...
After that day, I refuse to go to anime cons. That was a sad and regretful day. I think about it and I want to hug her ;_;
I don't want to feel like that again, I feel like I can't break my normalfag shield and reach to kindred spirits like her.

I love them.
But they hate and ignore me.
It's okay though...

>>8468845
>>8468850
Poor little Alice...

>tfw feel when there's a group of loud 3D whores right outside your door being loud 3D whores

>>8372028
Funny, that's what my dad did. Except now I'm everyone of both genders and have severe trust issues.

>>8270889
They should play this in the background during the vote for SOPA.