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>> No.46969236 [View]

>>46969169
If you want a maker with a website storefront, the only ones I know of are Dame, GKO, Heyaoheyao, and Lucky Larus. Lucky Larus is a vendor for their own masks as well as a few other makers. I'm planning on ordering my first through Larus soon.

Tuzi has an Etsy page, though it has inflated prices.

There's some makers that take Paypal who you can order from via email or Twitter DM. Shinkai Workshop and Xiuji (lightning) for sure, there's others I don't have written down as well.

>> No.46969134 [View]

>>46960591
>Don't ever trust the wiki on the first day after maint
Yeah... does Inagi actually drop from 1-3?

>> No.46968274 [View]

Because the people I like were able to do it on the Internet, my friends were also on the Internet, and I was already on the Internet all the time, and Mashiro's consulting partners are all on the Internet. It was all on the Internet now.

Everyone is like that anyway, right? Yeah. I guess it's like that. The person you like was also on the Internet, right? Yeah, I'm sure you'll be curious about the reason. Somehow, it's hard to explain...

There's no such thing as a clear reason... Well, but everyone has something like getting out of the Internet that will come someday.

Yeah. "( Viewer comments) Is your boyfriend also on the Internet?" That's right. That's right. Mashiro's first boyfriend is on the Internet...

Yeah. What? Oh, I told you. Mashiro, when I was in the second year of high school, the first person I liked was on the Internet. I told you.

About a year and a half. About 2 years, 1 year or 2 years. For a long time, no, I've never met him, but I've never met him, but, yes, when I was in high school, yes. Even though I haven't met him, my boyfriend.

Yes. That's what online encounters are like. But in my case, it was a long time ... when I was in high school ... that person ... I loved ..., ... that's right.

After that ... more than that person ..., well, there is no one who burns up, Mashiro is up to now. ...Don't pull it! ...Yeah...

"(Viewer comment) What do we want from listeners after retirement?" Hmm, please look at Namanushi as a human being (Echo)

Well ... moe voice ... like this ... don't put it all at once, if it's 110, 110, like this ... well, look at it, I think.

Mashiro was a little lonely, so there... Well, it's impossible, but for you guys. Yes.

"(Viewer comment) First love is crazy about everyone, so no matter what kind of scum the other person is."

That's right, that's right. That's it, that's it. "( Viewer comments) Since when did you start in the online world?" Is it the 6th grade of elementary school or the 5th grade?"

>> No.46968069 [View]

>>46964507
Only interested in satsujinki but I doubt anyone will share anytime soon at least on a-s. Not a single request for it, meanwhile hairo has 2 already. I'm from the people who first plays then buy if I end up liking the game. Too expensive to buy something I might drop and not end up liking.

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>>46967567
And if you want to get REALLY out there, you could even suggest that they had complete thinking brains before the first chemical life ever emerged. I haven't fully considered the likelihood of this, but if it were true, it would explain one of the biggest plot holes in CNS theory: how life came about in the first place.
It's hard to imagine how the first primitive lifeforms could have started making black holes (and therefore been a useful adaptation) before making the massive jump to consciousness and technology. Even basic chemistry doesn't seem all that useful until humans are factored in. This kind of massive jump is extremely unlikely; evolution progresses slowly, each step providing a slight improvement.
But it's easy to imagine quantum intelligences evolving this way. All the way up from single particles that link two quantum events together, any slight improvement in their sensing, processing, or influencing ability would lead to leaps and bounds in the efficiency of black hole formation. Reasoning would have an even easier time emerging in such an environment than it did for animals on Earth, and once it did emerge, further improvements in intelligence would have MASSIVE impacts on universe reproduction.
A human brain with only 100 billion neurons and a mere 200,000 years of culture beind it can easily imagine creating life as a way to aid black hole production. We have no idea about the number of "neurons" in a quantum "brain," and their culture in just this one universe is at least 8 billion years old. Who knows what they might have planned for us?
Really puts creation myths in a new light.
And again, why should we be similar to them mentally? Because they're the most intelligent beings possible, and we're literally made in their image.

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>>46967350
>replace the probability of ending up in a timeline with gods and you have a sound theory once again
Have you heard of the Penrose Interpretation? Penrose suggests that wavefunction collapse is a non-deterministic yet ordered process. A non-computable function of the current state of the universe, if you like. He calls this mechanism Objective Reduction - the probability space is Reduced based on some Objective criteria, though not necessarily deterministically.
Incidentally, Penrose is one of the founders of the quantum theory of consciousness. He suggested that by orchestrating massive amounts of wavefunction collapses in certain ways, the brain can somehow access some para-mathematical power of quantum mechanics, allowing it to compute non-computable functions such as proving the limitations of mathematics. This symphony of specially-coordinated quantum coherence is called "Orchestrated Objective Reduction," which lends the overall theory of quantum consciousness its name.
But how does this quantum coherence lead to useful thoughts? Penrose throws his arms up here. This is where I believe the "Kami" come in. If there were, say, a class of elementary particles that don't interact with normal matter in any way, and only serve to manipulate the probability of certain objective reductions; yet are able to interact with each other in a way that can form neural networks; that would be a fantastically useful way of manipulating the gas clouds in primitive universes to maximize black hole formation. And it wouldn't even be that hard to evolve - much easier than chemical life.
Already being present in pre-life universes, these entities would have had no trouble starting to interact with the first cellular lifeforms. The quantum-resonant structures in the human brain (called microtubules) are also used by even the simplest single-celled organisms as a kind of skeleton and mobility device. I can't see this as anything but a universal adaptation to strengthen the interaction between Kami and life: an EXTREMELY precise tuning of the laws of physics such that a structure essential for basic cell survival happens to also act as a quantum antenna.
Once life and Kami started to interact, this would kickstart a process of coevolution where each one becomes more similar and able to understand the other. By the time the first brains rolled around, the Kami probably already would have had some kind of survival-reasoning ability. And since similarity to a brain is the most important criterion for effectively interacting with it, things would have only converged even more strongly from then on. This is why I suspect they aren't all that dissimilar to us mentally.

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>>46963408
>at the end of a 3-ish hour read-and-partial-skim
Oh. It's gotten that long hehe. I wonder how many pages of printed text this would make at this point.
>>46963438
>divination
>tarot
I've had and used a deck myself for almost six years now. I did so every now and then even during the time when I tried to not believe in magic, because it was such a good tool for sorting out my thoughts when I felt clueless. I tend to use it mostly on special occasions these days.
>shamanistic spirit medium
>Shinto-derived arts like "takusen"
You gotta tell us more at some time, somewhere.
>a few traditional kami
Which ones, if you don't mind telling us.
>daily prayer around a very roughly-assembled kamidana
What kind of prayer? I'm really foggy on what the general practice is even like. I change the water daily and then I do the bow, clap twice, tell them that they are seen, heard, remembered and spoken for and then bow twice. It feels right?
>overall interest in everything Touhou had to offer renewed in an extremely refreshing way
Yeah it's very interesting to see how these things feed into each other. The games become more enjoyable and more manageable to play.
>PCB
>it made a very big impression on my subconscious
Yeah I started with PCB and it the spiritual dimensions shine through already there. Mountain of Faith is in my opinion where things really kick off.
>my first touted "Gensokyo Dream"
Still waiting for mine. I have seen some of the kami in my dreams though, and Reimu once.
> for the first time in any dream I had ever experienced, I wasn't in my own body
Very, very interesting
>I now suspect it has to do with her inclinations against certain types of possession
That's super fascinating.

I hope to hear more from you sometime, someplace

>> No.46964063 [View]

>>46958676
>Any recommandations for hard onaholes?
heaven's fall nine ex hard
ride japan is my favorite ona manufacturer, I have a bunch from them and they're all great, including my all time fav gekihen slow revolution
i'll be amazed if that thing doesn't break the first time you use it, and I guarantee it doesn't have funscript functionality.
you won't regret buying a Handy, I certainly don't.

>> No.46963438 [View]

>>46963408
(2/3) For a small number of years now I've been honing my greater metaphysical efforts towards practicing various arts of divination in accordance with some rough fundamentals of cleromancy and a developing understanding of "greater-communion" as a whole through tarot & other such mediums. I've cared for & actively used my deck for years longer than these current sustained efforts mind you, but only in recent times have these efforts been especially specialized. Currently, I tentatively consider myself a sort-of rough "reibai", or an active shamanistic spirit medium, in-training involved with some more archaic & traditional (typically) Shinto-derived arts like "takusen", or voluntary spiritual possession, under a few traditional kami and other similar entities (more on that later...). Older than my time with even the cards however has been my various incidental interactions with many different Touhou girls in the form of passive web-media consumption. Kids with enough unsupervised time on the net can stumble into anything of course, but I just kept running into fairly-famous community videos or AMVs involving the SDM crew or the maiden & the witch and others over and over again. They were transfixing in a way I wouldn't be able to articulate in any way for a long time, beyond just "ooh pretty anime girls in funny places", and I honestly didn't even know what a 2hu really was at first anyways, but that initial exposure carried on with me until I first played EoSD and finally started rightfully understanding more. Fast forward through a few years of me torturing myself with that game and no other game entries/official media for really stupid reasons and I find myself continuously "pushed" in small ways to start seriously buckling-down with my spiritual efforts. I follow through as I see fit, ease of communication increases as does confidence in received information, and eventually I find myself drawn towards polytheism & paganism through the specific lenses of Shinto/Daoist/Eastern-animism-based expression. I began daily prayer around a very roughly-assembled kamidana with regular consumable/burned offerings provided, on top of keeping up with increased meditation & astrologically-synchronized tarot readings, and I naturally found my overall interest in everything Touhou had to offer renewed in an extremely refreshing way. I resolved to break free of yet another unnecessary cycle and actually play a Touhou game where you can fucking see the dAMN HITBOX-(ahem) Regardless, this brings me to that story I teased way earlier and its influx with my first experiences playing Perfect Cherry Blossom. The clear differences & immediate relief I felt with the inevitable gameplay improvements aside, it made a very big impression on my subconscious. I spent a good few nights doing my damnest to get past Yuyuko-san after just scraping by the gardener but I needed more practice, something I sought with other subsequent mainline titles. A little less than a week after making this commitment on top of my other continued efforts towards those traditional kami, I had my first touted "Gensokyo Dream". It was quite brief & isolated but I do remember things fairly clearly, something I've luckily had a knack for with my highly-vivid dreams overall but also something I haven't had the privilege of experiencing terribly consistently as of late (much to my mild chagrin). I was somewhere deep in Patchouli's library, with the librarian sitting at the other end of a book-cluttered table staring at me. It took me a moment to focus on the specifics of my surroundings at first coming into the dream, but I quickly realized I was actually sitting there on the table with someone talking next to me, almost as if I had been placed there as a demonstration of some kind. Marisa was sitting in a chair to the left of Patchy while Reimu was standing off to the right, gohei at the ready. I couldn't then quite internalize whatever the Particular Woman standing to my left was saying, but I knew whatever she was explaining to the others had to do with my then-fresh presence from their perspectives. Patchy seemed to come to an understanding before very casually beckoning me over, something that made me realize that, for the first time in any dream I had ever experienced, I wasn't in my own body. A conscious internal acknowledgement of ("my") puffy-sleeved, red-clawed arm now stretching into an FoV framed by brown bangs & a green cap rim quickly tipped me off towards the greater insinuations however. The librarian gave a few careful pats on the head once I was close enough with the witch eagerly following suit, saying something to the shrine maiden I also couldn't catch. Looking over at Reimu, I could see she had taken another step or two back away from the table looking nervously on-edge. I now suspect it has to do with her inclinations against certain types of possession, but I digress. My increasing heartrate likely woke me shortly thereafter.

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I, Cuckter-sama, JOBBER of the Rokkenjima humbly kneel to:

Jooji-sama, prince of all Ushiromiyasand my master.

CHAD1-sama, my one and only true love and other master.

Erika-sama, who I shall never become smarter than.

Kyrie-sama, who my daddy warned me about.

Shannon-sama, who easily manhandled me in his Kanon form.

Kinzo-sama, who anally raped me and first awakened my wish to become an analslut sissy.

Jesshika-sama, who beat the shit out of me so hard I started being attracted to femdom almost as much as I am attracted to men.

Ooishi-sama, whose incomparabily forceful punches crushed my ass-womb entirely to the point I cannot bear CHAD1-sama's children anymore like I wished to.

Mion-sama, whose hour-long pegging gave me uncontrollable orgasms so massive even the anal rape from CHAD1-sama can't compare.

Bernkast-sama, who is literally me but better in every way and is not a complete BITCH like me.

George Jr-sama, for he has my DNA AS WELL AS the superior Hideyoshi genes of my Jooji MASTER.

Maria-sama, whose power I was scared of (I am glad he didn't kill my beloved masters, as I was too scared to help them...)

Krauss-sama, who didn't revenge-rape and mindbreak me from the sheer pleasure of being made into an onahole (I was so sad about it)

Rosa-sama, for he will fuck ME up once he finds out I revolted against my daddies (God I hope so...)

>> No.46960594 [View]

>>46960525
Ciel and Roa list some things.
Small+Heavy:Arc
Large+Heavy:Luminary, Cathedral
Small+Light:Humans
Large+Light:Ghosts, Information, Rumors. Stuff that spreads out.
So first category is actual "Size" of the container and the second its "Weight"

She also mentions mass and magical generation for determining their placement.in the scale. Arc is small but has a ton of mass from all her magical energy.
Think that's how it works

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>>46959804
>The earliest known use of the phrase comes from William Shakespeare’s play Richard III, in which Lord Hastings, who has been condemned by King Richard to be beheaded, is told by Sir Richard Ratcliffe to “Make a short shrift” as the king “longs to see your head.” Although now archaic, the noun shrift was understood in Shakespeare’s time to refer to the confession or absolution of sins, so “make a short shrift” meant, quite literally, “keep your confession short.”
>However, since at least the 19th century the phrase has been used figuratively to refer to a small or inadequate amount of time or attention given to something.
literally the first result in Google if you bothered to check that instead of looking under the bed for imaginary niggers

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>>46896954

I stare at the skies—rocky stalactites that litter the Underground's roof—with hands restlessly resting on my belly and eyes wide open, focused on nothing. The red eye on my chest reflected the exhaustion in the faces around me… Minus Suika’s, who looked rather amused as she drank copious amounts of sake, though I vaguely remember eyes of sorrow when we arrived from Eientei—maybe whatever she talked with that creep Okina and Satori-sama made her feel bad…?—; Yuugi’s shows kind concern and a bit of sympathy while Orin slept together with Kokoro. Here, on top of a soundly sleeping Koutei, I breathed in… Then uttered, after hours of thinking: “If I catch a big group of storks…” Yuugi sighs and slaps her face, making my heart race with righteous fervor. “No, no—listen to me: I can mutate their brains after exposing them to various types of radiation poisoning, making them smart enough to begin mass-producing babies! That could work, right…?”

“That's a good plan~” Suika offers, these hopeful eyes of mine turning to her while Yuugi shakes her head in disbelief. Why's she— “If ya desire to cause some mayhem by poking holes into ecosystems, that's it—heh, you need to accept it, Utsuho-chan~” the oni guzzles from her gourd with joy. “Either you do the deed and let a man poke YOUR ecosystem, or you let Eirin-chin poke you with some chemical syringes. No baby comes to Earth any other way—that guy Jesus? He's all special, so he doesn't count.” I grumble, then pout, and let my wings cover my body.

That doesn't make any sense!

Everything I knew—the respect I withheld for my white brothers and sisters who honorably delivered babies—gone! And to replace that magical idealization…? S-Some confusing act of putting together no-no spots!

Maybe the world needs some nuking and bionuclear mutation to fix itself; the actual way of making babies is just too silly! “Why does that affect you so much, Utsuho?” Yuugi asks, shifting closer and giving me this expectant gaze, my pout hardening and feathers ruffling…

… Well, that's all I have because putting it in words is just so, ugh…

From the frying pan to the thermonuclear bonfire.

“Look, I understand being upset about getting to know, well…” The dragon's breathing beneath me—so soothing~—is what prevents me from storming out as her cheeks redden and her massive hand inches closer to me. “… H-how baby making is done. Let me tell you: the first time I got… taught about it, I didn't, er, react very well too; it sucked, it really did!” Suika laughs out loud and Yuugi groans, a brief peek towards the petite oni revealing a gaze brimming with nostalgia. “But it's no big deal. It's just how the world works… The more you learn about it, the more confusion and, well, a bunch of other emotions you feel. Sadness, anger—curiosity even, heh.” Her hand finally reaches my head, patting there…

Ah, feels nice~

“Just know it’s all okay, Utsuho!”

… Ugh, I think I was being unreasonable again.

Satori-sama talks to me often about such behavior and how childish it is… Satori-sama was always so quick to scold; to stop but never, ever did she think about explaining things to me? What's not telling me about the origin of b-babies protecting me from?! Memories of these specific moments I never took seriously return to me, and a dense layer of bitterness spreads inside, hands on the dragon's iridescent scales firming with anxiety that resonates like the pounding of thunderstorms.

Like drip-feeding a bucket, away from tipping over by mere surface tension—

A loud huff from below shakes the Underground like an earthquake, waking Orin up instantly; the hell-cat, wide-eyed, jumped on all fours and hissed, every hair on her body erected. Kokoro blinks, looks around and pulls the scared cat down, mumbling Koishi's name before resuming sleep. Orin followed suit, too tired to care for Armageddon. I was too busy staring at the dragon's claw that, much to Yuugi's shock and subsequent smirk, also gently patted my head to care about the duo or Suika's laughter, arms wrapped around her stomach, face all red.

Don't think I can ever tire of this~

… My pouting continues even as the massive claw retracts, my brows narrow, and my wings gradually drop and brush on the veridian scales. A brief silence followed as Yuugi's laughter died down to a kind smile. Fine, ugh… “S-Sorry for all this! Utsuho feels like she's becoming a waste of time; she doesn't like to be a b-burden when she's sulk—”

“Nope; no excuses~! It's all okay, Utsuho.” The big oni says it clearly and with no hesitation, a light in her eyes bearing strong pride. I smile fondly. It looks like Satori-sama's~

“Heh~” Suika giggles. “So it's all well—”

“—NO! Nothing is well because of impassive cretins like you!” The abrupt but familiar voice erodes Suika's smile, all eyes moving to the floating wound in the form of a door, Satori-sama entering it with a fire in her eyes.

Beyond the door, for a split second, I see—amidst others—Reimu Hakurei.

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>>46959799
This was the first thing I saw from her and it made me realize that I've been sleeping on her music this entire time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=93pQ1v4b_T0

>> No.46959527 [View]

I would gladly trade the life of a third-rate holo like chama for regular streams from a first army member like Aqua

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>>46952542
Here's my headcanon:

Renko goes to the past with Maribel, decides she's going to join Maribel despite not transforming into a youkai like her, and vows to help Maribel fulfill her dream. Maribel Hearn adopts the new name Yukari Yakumo, while Renko replaces at least her surname, becoming the first Hakurei (spelt with characters that mean "esteemed companion"; Merry's idea).

Renko Hakurei works as an agent ostensibly for the betterment of humans surviving against all the evil youkai, but is really conversing with her old friend Yukari and having her punish uppity youkai. Renko presents herself as a shrine maiden, and is happy to get away from modern life and settle down in the past, even if she does feel a little guilty for the deceit.

Renko's firstborn daughter adopts her shrine maiden duties, and due to both Hakurei Jr and the wider human population believing that the job includes youkai extermination, the youkai are genuinely affected by the junior shrine maiden's earnest attempts at youkai extermination. Renko teaches her daughter about some balance stuff that mostly amounts to not exterminating youkai willy-nilly.

As the generations go by, all the Hakurei descendants inherit Renko's shrine maiden job, as well as some degree of Renko's time- and location-finding ability, with Reimu's float ability being an unconscious manifestation of an ability to find the path of least resistance, like following a GPS route. Yukari, despite the long time since being with Renko, still sees small flickers of her esteemed companion Renko in all of the Hakureis, including Reimu, not that she'd ever explain why she takes such an interest in the Hakureis beyond the importance of the Hakurei Shine Maiden as a job description. It's too embarrassing.

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>>46952622
>I feel bad for writing all this feedback without having been the person to actually make the archive
No problem man! I already encouraged sharing your opinions in the post. Added some of the stuff you suggested like Ending tags. Thank you for the inquiry!
Anyways, Barring the Yuyuko story (Figured I'd wait for the apparent Youmu follow-up first) content from threads 3-4 have now also been added to the Rentry. feast your face.
https://rentry.org/hongfever

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>>46958229
It's been so fucking long since I read it, but from what I recall it's a very loose sequel that takes place in the same world after events of the first but with a mostly new cast and there's cameos and references and the like but you don't need to have read the first to understand it.

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>>46958142
The neat thing about having a shrine is that the ofuda isn't technically required for it to be "proper". You can use an item or object that is deemed suitable for the Kami in question, and this can be anything from a special rock or object such as a mirror, to even a literal anime figurine of said Kami, so long as it's in good taste. For best results, obviously try to discern if they find it a good vessel first, but even a picture or drawing of a form of them will work-for instance, there have been some people that use a fan art drawing of Inari in place of the "required" object. I hope that helps.

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>>46956859
>anything specifically you didn't like?
I wanted her to "match" my other doll but also to have a listless expression. Since I couldn't find anything on YAJ using Obitsu's base faceplates, I went to parabox and got that which, while not bad, is a different head size, and the eyes aren't even similar (that was a tough act to match, specially with how reflective Shino's eyes are). Although I like how good the "looking at you from any angle" effect is.
And finally there's the wig, first I ordered some the wrong size and even this correctly sized one is too stiff for what I envisioned (but that might still be fixable).

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>>46950714
I believe the anons here have been seeking and finding help all along.
>>46950960
...the numbers?
Discussions, much like magic, ebb and flow. It's a low tide before the sunset. Everybody is waiting for the curtain to fall, but nobody wants to drop it.
>>46950984
What now indeed? I'm very curious about this all, but I also feel like I need to take a break after this gets archived. There has been so much to take in. There is a lifetime worth of study in this thread alone, if you would really dig in. That said, I can't resist the scent of a good mystery, would love to read the lore document and I will undoubtedly eventually be compelled to make something like this unless someone else gets there first...
>>46951692
I very much believe in the power of the backdoor. >>46952436
>I feel like I'm starting to notice some overarching patterns across some of the belief systems mentioned
You're already starting to see it? You must have either done quite a substantial amount of research on these belief systems, or then you really have an amazing natural talent for this.

Be warned though, the hunt for the One True Theology is a lifelong mission. You can do as you please, but I for one would love to read even a more limited form of the lore document.

Thank you for your effort and it was very nice to find someone to pass the torch on to in some sense, especially since you seem to have your heart in the right place. You are going to have an amazing time.
>>46952797
I'm glad you were here, whoever you were.
>>46953146
Cute.
>>46954194
There absolutely is, both in the sense that there are a lot of ways to self-study and a lot of systems explicitly focused on self-improvement. What you are probably looking for is some variant of left-hand path system. Of course, as with any occult, you might end up questioning who this "individual" is, some would argue that it is the end point for both of the "handed" paths.

I would like to take this opportunity to post 100% pure unadulterated cringe, so let's go. This thread has exceeded my wildest expectations. Based on the previous discussions I knew there were anons who would be receptive to this, but I think we truly had something special with this. Some of you are just so unbelievably smart and able to commit to a healthy discussion culture. Both are traits sorely lacking everywhere, and to see such bloom in what is often regarded as some kind of "gutter of the internet" is amazing. Not that I ever believed that to be a true characterization.

I wrote to my diary recently that "for the longest time I felt like my mind was a lump of coal, now it has cracked open to reveal a gem, and in time the gem may become polished, or even be revealed to be nothing but the refraction of light in it, perhaps to completely vanish". This thread has helped me to chisel off some of the remaining coal and maybe even polish the gem a bit. I'm extremely thankful to you all.

I'm sure that some of you may not fully believe what I am going through, and the extent of changes in me that would prove it is impossible to provide without disclosing my identity. I especially thank those who at least have entertained the notion that I am speaking the truth and supported me along the way.

The kami would probably like me to proselytize more, so I will say that I am 100% sure if you called out to them and gave them respect that they would be willing to support you too. I don't know if they can work miracles, but they have given me so much support, even in very hard things. You deserve this kind of support too.

But whatever you may choose to believe in or not to believe, you, yes you, even if you didn't post here, even if you came here to just tell us we're retarded, you are fundamentally part of a much greater divine nature. If that's too cringe, then just think of yourself as worthy. And when you start thinking of yourself worthy, you will see others as worthy too. And when you think of others as worthy, then you will start seeing you too are worthy.

Stop making self-deprecating comments and disconnect from things that make you feel worthless.

And most importantly, keep on learning. The more you learn, the closer to things you become.
The closer you become to far away things, the closer you become things close to you.
The closer you become to big things, the closer your become to small things.

I know it's hard, but hardest things are the most worthwhile. You have to climb the Mountain of Faith.

I love (agape) you all so much. There. This thread is never beating the "gayest thread on /jp/" allegations now.

Midsummer is coming soon. It's an important day in many cultures. Do you think you can try climbing the Mountain of Faith untill then? Do you think you can try meditating 10 minutes a day? Do you think you could pick up litter, be kinder to others, less beholden to your impulses? Change your routines, live healthier? Maybe you don't think you can, but I think you can do it, anon.

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>>46956990
you are fuckin slow
its obvious from the first moment he appears

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>>46955717
What do you know about Tewi's leadership position from before SSiB? That manga was the very first time showing her as some sort of leader, how do you tell that it doesn't fit?
>schemer we see later in LoLK or WaHH
All she wanted to do was making money and looking out for her kin. Like she always did.
Mastermind? Tewi has always been smart. She's the smartest in Eientei right after Eirin. She's directly inspired by the White Hare of Inaba myth. Her very first spell card is called "Ancient Duper" for fuck's sake.
You're literally just complaining about nonexisting retcons and ZUN giving her more depth. I hate this place.

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>fujiyoshi's first round sales struggle compared to honosu
>y... you came up with those numbers from thin air
why kirakarinfag is like this?

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