/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

So i'm either an idiot or not good at self directed learning. I've been drawing for maybe 7 years and feel im hard stuck at perma beg level.

I've given a half arsed crack at loomis and attempted a lot of the wiki resources and even tried pumping out furry NSFW bile for commissions as an attempt to make me art better. Nothing is sticking. I think maybe i need my hand held.

Any of you recommend any good free or paid for art courses online? Something where the teacher kinda breaks concepts down like its kindergarten or something? My art is depressing me man.