I want to get back to drawing but it feels silly to do so

[Anonymous No.7072407]

I've quit thrice in the past and i havent made that much progress during either of my attempts so i feel stupid trying to get into it again.
I do want to it just makes me feel a ton of shame and anxiety whenever i do.
I'm not asking for advice because there's literally nothing here to adviae upon other than
>Just draw
>Power through
>Set a minimum of one minute
Sry a good thread had to die for this.
I hope i'll finally get through this and start working tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.7072408]

>>7072407
ok

[Anonymous No.7072410]

>>7072408
Sorry

[Anonymous No.7072415]

>>7072407
Forget about progressing or getting better,
Just draw what you like, when you want.
Do what you feel is engaging.
Don't torture yourself with practice schedules.

[Anonymous No.7072417]

>>7072415
>when you want
I would do 0 work then because its a dopamine deficient hobby and i get anxious just thinking about it.
It may become fun in the future but i need to power through at first or else i'll never do anything.

[Anonymous No.7072421]

>>7072407
It's fucking you again, STOP MAKING THE SAME POINTLESS THREAD OVER AND OVER AGAIN YOU ASSHOLE.

[Anonymous No.7072423]

>>7072421
Won't happen again. Sorry.

[Anonymous No.7072425]

>>7072421
We need to bring back the vent/confessions threads. So people had a place to post their thoughts that really doesnt need a new thread.

[Anonymous No.7072429]

>>7072423
YOU LITERALLY SAY THAT EVERY TIME

[Anonymous No.7072430]

I will change it up starting tomorrow. This is the last whine thrrad i'll ever make.
I'll just stfu and draw

[Anonymous No.7072431]

>>7072425
ONLY IF YOU ALSO POST YOUR WORK
'REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Anonymous No.7072432]

>>7072425
technically that’s wct

[Anonymous No.7072433]

>>7072429
This time i mean it for real.
I can swear to you this is the last time.

[Anonymous No.7072440]

>>7072433
>>7072430
You better

[Anonymous No.7072442]

>>7072440
Have we met before off 4chan?
I recognize the catposts.
If we did then this is really embarassing because you would've seen me say the exact same shit five months ago.
I'm so glad this is the last one.

[Anonymous No.7072443]

>>7072417
Why would you even want to do something that;s not engaging to you?
That's some dumb shit like forcing yourself to play a game or something.

[Anonymous No.7072447]

>>7072443
>Why would you even want to do something that;s not engaging to you?
My head gets ideas that i then want to realize.
Idk if this is passion or whatever there's just like four things that i'd really like to draw and to learn how to do that i'd have to learn the skill in general.
Also it is engaging it just loses when compared to how easy it is to extract dopamine from beating off and family guy clips.

[Anonymous No.7072448]

>>7072442
>I'm so glad this is the last one

[Anonymous No.7072450]

>>7072448
Its gotta end someday and i'm choosing today to be that.

[Anonymous No.7072452]

>>7072442
I've been cat posting since the beginning of time, whoever you're talking about was copying ME.

[Anonymous No.7072454]

>>7072452
Thats a relief because if i were right i would've gotten ridiculed and shittalked for not having done anything for the past half a year.

[Anonymous No.7072455]

>>7072450
Instead of making a thread you could've picked up the pen and the paper. But you didn't. Therefore you won't do it tomorrow. If you had wanted to do it then you would've done it tonight.

[Anonymous No.7072456]

>>7072452
I've also been catposting since the beginning of time. We are many.

[Anonymous No.7072461]

>>7072455
I was going to but it was far too late to do anything of substance.
I decided to postpone it till tomorrow.
Also that's a defeatist attitude.
>If you were to do it you would've already done it
Basically means thst
>You'll never do it unless you already have
I can also make it s reality by judt drawing tomorrow so it doesnt matter what you say
Closing the thres now sry for shitting up the catalog.

[Anonymous No.7072462]

>>7072461
>but it was far too late
How convenient. Just like all the times ever when you made these threads.

[Anonymous No.7072464]

>>7072462
Doesn't matter so long as i break do it tomorrow. Nothing stops me from being able to do that

[Anonymous No.7072466]

>>7072464
Do it NOW. You are trapped in the forever loop. Do it now or do it never.

[Anonymous No.7072467]

>>7072454
Think less about what people think about you and more about how you're actively sabotaging yourself.

[Anonymous No.7072469]

>>7072466
2:30AM and i'm in my bed
>>7072467
All i do is think

[Anonymous No.7072470]

>>7072469
>2:30AM and i'm in my bed
How convenient.

[Anonymous No.7072473]

>>7072470
Its the facts. I'll do it literally the first tging tomorrow. Nothing stops me from that

[Anonymous No.7072475]

>>7072473
>Nothing stops me from that
You're going to stop yourself. You will find a way. You always do.

[Anonymous No.7072478]

Closing thread now. Gn and sorry.
WILL do it tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.7072479]

>>7072478
Sure, buddy.

[Anonymous No.7072486]

>>7072425
Ah yes, the vent threads. The ones regularly over taken by the most pathetic suicidal faggot crabs trying to talk as many other people as they can into killing themselves with them so they won't die alone.

I do miss those.

[Anonymous No.7072489]

>>7072475
Well then what am i supposed to do? If i just do nothing then i'll do nothing and there won't be a way or hope for sny other outcome.

[Anonymous No.7072490]

>>7072407
Shame? Why shame?
Do you draw porn too?
It's okay to be a piece of shit. I've thrived on being a piece a shit for the past 20 years. The only thing you have to sacrifice is your dignity. Once it's gone, you will never miss it trust me just draw.

[Anonymous No.7072491]

>>7072425
That's pretty much water cooler at this point but tards like OP want their own special thread because they want attention. Actually, seems like there's been more whining attention seeking crybabies in every thread now.

[Anonymous No.7072492]

>>7072489
>said he's closing the thread
>doesn't close it
>says he will do it tomorrow
>doesn't do it
:|

[Anonymous No.7072499]

>>7072490
>Do you draw porn too?
No. I'm just ashamed of procastrinating fot several years and no good reason.
My skills are still at a pre,-beg symbol drawing bs so i don't even feel like i havent made any progress despite tormenting myself with this maybe-working for a long while.

[Anonymous No.7072501]

>>7072492
I will and am

[Anonymous No.7072659]

>>7072407
> because there's literally nothing here to adviae upon other than

There is. Life is grinding. Simple as.
Your anxiety is irrelevant. So what if you feel it? If you're afraid of feeling emotions you're already dead.
I'm getting into it myself and I haven't really drawn since childhood lol. I've improved massively on various features (eyes, lips, hands, etc), but rn struggling with skulls, but I'll get that done as well with practice + various approaches. Stop avoiding it and just do it.

[Anonymous No.7072663]

Ai makes drawing pointless. It's a dead skill.

[Anonymous No.7072664]

>>7072663
A.I. is soulless

[Anonymous No.7072678]

>>7072663
I'm not going to convince you otherwise. Less competition is good.

[Anonymous No.7072988]

>>7072407
pyw at least? If you quit 3 times then you should have made significant progress 3 times.

[Anonymous No.7073073]

>>7072988
I said in the op that i havent made significant progress during any of my attempts.
I dom't wanna post my work because it'll be associated with a whine thread forever. Sufficiwnt to say i'm not very good, basically a pre-beg level.

[Anonymous No.7073075]

>>7072988
I miss x months schizo

[Anonymous No.7073089]

I will be drawing shortly.

[Anonymous No.7073092]

>>7072663
They said the same thing about martial arts when guns were invented
"Its a dead skill"
Like you know shit AIjeet you can't even make a toilet

[Anonymous No.7073096]

>>7073089
update?

[Anonymous No.7073099]

>>7072417
>dopamine deficient hobby
stop playing video games for like 5 days and don't watch internet media
you'll stop making this dumb excuse and find drawing fun just from the sheer boredom alone you had before

[Anonymous No.7073102]

>>7072417
The >>7072415 anon is right.
>I would do 0 work then because its a dopamine deficient hobby and
You make it diamine deficient by having unrealistic expectations and pessuring yourself for not meeting then
>i get anxious just thinking about it.
exactly because of your perfectionism and expectations of result and not doing what feels fun at the moment
>It may become fun in the future but i need to power through at first or else i'll never do anything.
again - that's your perfectionism and unrealistic expectations speaking
they mask themselves as a solution but they're the cause of the problem

[Anonymous No.7073103]

>>7073096
Still not drawing but i will.
I have 8 hours left and my goal is to do at least two.

[Anonymous No.7073105]

>>7072407
if you actually have a desire to draw, you will draw eventually

[Anonymous No.7073107]

>>7073105
Or i never will and keep bitching until i'm a hundred and two years old. That's a possibility as well.
I guess it's up to me to avoid that though.

[Anonymous No.7073113]

>>7072447
Your rational brain has a very bad idea of what really should be done to actually learn.
Would a child plan their language acquisition curriculum?
Be like a child, dumdum, see that your strategy failed three times and learn at least for the fourth time to do things differently - to do what feels engaging and not what you think is right.
Your ideas about what is right clearly failed you, time to do it differently.

Be compassionate towards yourself, be humane, do not expect superhuman feats and dont beat yourself to the level of dirt. Dont be neither ubermensch nor untermensch. Be a human and remind yourself every time you'll have perfectionistic tendencies that you're only human. You're limited in both good and bad. You're imperfect. And it is absolutely alright. Let yourself be imperfect, give yourself the right to be an imperfect human being.

[Anonymous No.7073127]

>>7073113
All of my previous failures didn't lie in strategy but personal failings(inability to stick around without instant success)
Humans can do a lot and i haven't sone nothing at all.

[Anonymous No.7073147]

It's 6 PM.

[Anonymous No.7073163]

>>7073147
I woke up three hours ago so its not that late.

[Anonymous No.7073173]

>>7073163
DRAW NOW YOU LAZY FUCK

[Anonymous No.7073188]

>>7073173
Will do but i'm not posting my work becaue i don't want it to be associated with my whine bullshit.
If i stop replying you can assume i've drawn and its all over.

[Anonymous No.7073229]

I hate jannies more than anything

[Anonymous No.7073241]

>>7073188
YOU POST YOUR FUCKING WORK
YOU CANT JUST WHINE FOR WEEKS AND MONTHS AND NOT POST IT
IF YOU DON'T POST YOU DIDNT DRAW

[Anonymous No.7073356]

did he draw?

[Anonymous No.7073359]

>>7072407
You don't like art. You like the idea of making art. But you are creative. You want an outlet for your creativity. Fear not, child. For there are many other outlets to display your creative talents. You just haven't found the right one. Give up on drawing. Pursue another creative medium, if just as much creative freedom. Like writing. Go pick up a pen and paper and begin writing. If you start learning now, you'll become a best selling author later. Continuing to pursuit aren't further will only cause you to regret it later. Become a writer, anon.

[Anonymous No.7073366]

>>7073356
He didn't. As always. He never draws.

[Anonymous No.7073413]

>>7073359
Tried writing and it went even worse than drawing lol.
Also none of my art issues are with the medium itself. Its all about work ethic and mentality which do not change with time at all.
>>7073356
I did but nothing worth showing. I'm just going through Loomis again so i did the goofy heads from the very beginning. On a break cureently but i plan to do an hour more for today.

[Anonymous No.7073416]

>>7073413
>nothing worth showing
POST IT YOU FUCKER

[Anonymous No.7073419]

>>7073416
I don't want anything i draw to be associated with a whiner thread sorry.

[Anonymous No.7073544]

>>7073419
POST YOUR SHIT
YOU DIDN'T DRAW ANYTHING

[Anonymous No.7073547]

>>7073544
i just sat down to it but my pen is out of charge due to the fact that i haven't touched it in months.
I'll draw an ant 20 mins from now when it has some charge.

[Anonymous No.7073560]

>>7073547
YOU BETTER POST IT

[Anonymous No.7073591]

>>7073560
Man i'm bad as fuck at this.
Back to Loomis. Not gonna post anything like that ever again though seeing as my procastrination streak is done.

[Anonymous No.7073600]

I should postpone anything digital this feels like shit to work with.
Idk its way harder to put stuff where i want it to be when i'm not physically touching down on a piece of paper

[Anonymous No.7073604]

>>7073591
You posted something! Nice. :) Good job!
>>7073600
Yes, just grab pen and paper. It's much nicer anyways.

[Anonymous No.7073827]

>>7073127
No, and you're going to learn it the hard way or not learn it at all.

[Anonymous No.7073831]

>>7073413
>I'm just going through Loomis again
Must be so enjoyable.

[Anonymous No.7074076]

I thought this was a good Kaguya thread.

[Anonymous No.7074168]

>>7073831
It is