How do I finally start drawing?

[Anonymous No.7030489]

I'm 24 years old. I've wanted to do artwork for my entire life but have never been able to commit myself to it. This was thanks to being discouraged from my shaking hands, autism, ADHD and learning disabilities. Even when I was a teenager locked up in my room, I could never bring myself to do it. All of the methods and construction looked way too complex for me and I couldn't figure it out. The only thing I could do was type. That's it.

Fast forward to now and I'm still having the same problem. I'm having trouble comprehending any guide I look at it or following it. Whenever I can't understand it, I just give up and go look at my phone again. It keeps happening. Every time I think about the fact that I can't draw it makes me feel depressed and hopeless.

How do I finally become an artist?

[Anonymous No.7030490]

>>7030489
>believing he has autism, adhd, learning disabilities
already ngmi

[Anonymous No.7030493]

>>7030490
I was clinically diagnosed at a young age. That's how I went to a pediatrician and got medication in the first place.

[Anonymous No.7030495]

Literally just draw. Copy art your like for a little while. It will look like shit at first but at least it'll get you started and give you a foundation to work with. Later, refer back to those guides and try to apply what they're telling you to the art you have copied. No one cares that you're a retarded adhd zoomer like 90% of your peers. You won't get anywhere if you don't actually draw.

[Anonymous No.7030496]

well in your situation learning to draw with construction and shit, probably with some shitty paper and pencil, sounds painful af
what is your end goal?

[Anonymous No.7030497]

chris-chan can do it and you can't? think about this

[Anonymous No.7030499]

Begine Howie

[Anonymous No.7030501]

>>7030489
wh*Te subhumans , how does this make you feel?

You could have a completely homogenous community of middle class wh*Tes. A nice town with almost no crime, an all round good community. However because of the weakness of the wh*Tes all it would take to destroy this community is one BLACK bull?

Just imagine, it's a nice sunny Sunday afternoon, imagine the bustle of this 100% wh*Te town until suddenly a couple of BLACK bulls walk up. Women would feel more attraction to these superior, strong bulls infinitely more than their pathetic wh*Te husbands. Every woman would be begging, grovelling to be impregnated by these overlords, the new kings of the town who earned this position with nothing but their superior presence. And these bulls wouldn't stop until every girl was carrying their children, the wh*Te women's original children would probably be neglected. Who the fuck would want to raise these inferior children? They are only going to turn out like their fathers.

The Men? The men would flee after realizing how futile their attempts at winning back their wives attraction would be. They would flee to Japan where they will try to win over FAS looking ugly Jap girls because they are the only things disgusting and lonely enough to accept them. Many would probably be rejected after the Japs hear of their shameful and dishonorable display, even they probably would have killed themselves to avoid the shame.

Back home in the once nice town, every woman will be raising their BLACK children and will be queuing up for their second or maybe even third pregnancy. They wont stop until they hit menopause, because they know deep down that their purpose is to populate the world with superior BLACK bulls who will then move on to destroy other towns. This is REAL colonization. You can't take over a place without winning the attraction or respect of the people, that method will always collapse

[Anonymous No.7030502]

>>7030489
STOP MAKING THIS THREAD MULTIPLE TIMES PER DAY
YOU ARE BEYOND HELP
FUCK YOU

[Anonymous No.7030503]

>>7030501
great post

[Anonymous No.7030505]

>>7030496
I tried the first upside down sketch on the IC Google doc, but I fucked it up and never want back to it. I couldn't understand Loomis' body construction method, nor could I understand "Keys to Drawing." I still haven't even finished a single line exercise. Even on adderall, I can't draw.

[Anonymous No.7030507]

>>7030505
FUCK OFF NODRAW SCHIZO

[Anonymous No.7030511]

>>7030493
how did you learn how to read and write to begin with? it's not an easy feat if you really think about it but i bet you didnt have a parent and a doctor telling you to give up on learning how to read at such a young age. keep thinking you're broken and nothing you do will change that for a long time and it will for sure make you think you're really broken or instead you could struggle like everyone else did when learning something completely new.
i fucking hate zoomers, get a nice rainbow colored rope and figure what to do with it

[Anonymous No.7030515]

>>7030495
I can never bring myself to do it even when I really want to. All I can do is think about doing it. Not actually doing it. I don't know what else to do. No medication or motivation seems to work. I've tried copying other artists, but I don't know what art style I actually want to adopt.

[Anonymous No.7030516]

>>7030515
SHOO SHOO SCHIZO
YOU DONT DRAW
YOU NEVER DRAW
YOU DON'T WANT TO DRAW
FUCK OFF

[Anonymous No.7030517]

>>7030515
Then you're hopeless, sorry. Pick up a more structure hobby that's impossible to fuck up like granny crocheting or something.

[Anonymous No.7030524]

>>7030517
>>7030511
This is what it's like for literally ever hobby I've ever tried doing. Even stuff like writing which I'm adequate at least. I've given up several artistic hobbies as a teenager.
>Gave up on Source Filmmaker
>Gave up on Photoshop
>Gave up on GameMaker
>Gave up on writing for a while
I couldn't understand any of them or figure out even the basics of the UIs. This is what it's like for every artistic hobby I've ever done. Don't give me this bullshit.

[Anonymous No.7030525]

What do you think of this "progress"?
Why did I fail to improve despite practice?

[Anonymous No.7030526]

>>7030505
what endgoal tho
anime tits or something?

[Anonymous No.7030528]

>>7030526
I want to make things to entertain myself. I just want to be creative and make worlds for myself and others. But I've never been able to come up with anything creative, even as a kid.

[Anonymous No.7030532]

>>7030525
>>7030524
>>7030515
>>7030489
SHOO SHOO SCHIZO
YOU DONT DRAW
YOU NEVER DRAW
YOU DON'T WANT TO DRAW
FUCK OFF

[Anonymous No.7030533]

>>7030524
>>7030525
FUCK OFF
YOU SUCK
STOP MAKING THIS THREAD AGAIN AND AGAIN

[Anonymous No.7030534]

>>7030528
Walk to a bridge, stare at the river, let your imagination flow, act upon it

[Anonymous No.7030535]

>>7030489
>This was thanks to being discouraged from my shaking hands, autism, ADHD and learning disabilities
You'll never be and artist unless you let go of your snowflake make believe disabilities, little zoomie

[Anonymous No.7030538]

>>7030532
>>7030533
tell me why I have no talent
for 6 months I drew, meanwhile others surpassed me. Why? A cruel joke of nature?

[Anonymous No.7030539]

Friendly reminder OP will make this thread for months and weeks on end and will not draw or take up any of your advice.
>>7030538
FUCK OFF

[Anonymous No.7030540]

>>7030525
Even just doing this looks impossible for me.
>>7030535
I'm 24 and was diagnosed when I was like 5 or so, long before the age of Tiktok zoomers faking their mental issues.

[Anonymous No.7030541]

>>7030524
but...you know your way around those programs
drawing is no different
how are you too adhd to draw
but not too adhd to post

[Anonymous No.7030542]

>>7030539
why?

[Anonymous No.7030543]

>>7030540
>doctors never lied to make a buck or two either

[Anonymous No.7030545]

Wait. Are we getting BOTH schizos in the same thread now? This is horrible.

[Anonymous No.7030546]

>>7030541
No I don't know my way around those programs. At all. That's literally what I was just saying.

[Anonymous No.7030547]

>>7030524
Not our fault you're too retarded to function. All else fails you could become one of those autists who fills out adult coloring books.

[Anonymous No.7030549]

>>7030546
Not our problem. Fuck off.

[Anonymous No.7030550]

>MFW zoomer-kun is too retarded to hold a pencil and slide it around a paper
Thank AI for being able to do what you can't or civ would fail miserably in a few decades

[Anonymous No.7030553]

>>7030538
You want the truth? You won't get better in 1,2 or even 5 years. Getting good at art requires willpower, requires you to suck it up and being trash for a decade without giving up. Then only then you'll start seeing improvement. Younger artists also go through this, but they start early when kids aren't that self conscious about being shit and just do it for fun. Just take a look at deviant art.

[Anonymous No.7030556]

>>7030549
I'm bringing my problem here and looking for help to fix it.
>>7030547
Then should I just give up on pursuing literally any creative hobby ever, and just be a mindless worker cog in the machine?

[Anonymous No.7030557]

>>7030556
Yes, bye mr cog

[Anonymous No.7030559]

>>7030553
I WAS DOING EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME
IT DIDN'T WORK
WHY ARE YOU LYING TO ME? DO I HAVE TALENT OR NOT?
>>7030542
>>7030539
answer my question

[Anonymous No.7030561]

>>7030556
Your problem is not our problem. Fuck off, terminal nodraw.

[Anonymous No.7030562]

You had your chance to turn a new leaf and continue drawing not less than a week ago, but you chose to go back to your old ways. There is no hope for you Howie.

[Anonymous No.7030563]

>>7030559
YOU SUCK
FUCK OFF
YOU DONT DESERVE ANSWERS

[Anonymous No.7030564]

it's another failure, failure after failure
So follow me up cause this shit 'bout to go (Down)
I'm doing 500, I'm outta control (Now)
But there's nowhere to go (Now)
And there's no way to slow (Down)
If I knew what I knew in the past
I would've been blacked out on your ass

[Anonymous No.7030566]

>>7030561
My problem involves drawing, so I'm going to a board about drawing to discuss my problem with drawing.

[Anonymous No.7030567]

>>7030556
>Then should I just give up on pursuing literally any creative hobby ever, and just be a mindless worker cog in the machine?
Yeah

[Anonymous No.7030568]

>>7030566
YOU DONT DRAW
YOUR ONLY HOBBY IS MAKING THIS THREAD
FUCK OFF

[Anonymous No.7030570]

>>7030553
I don't want to spend 10 fucking years making shitty drawings. I want to make good drawings.

[Anonymous No.7030571]

>>7030570
Sucks to be you then.

[Anonymous No.7030572]

>>7030571
Well I'm not making 10 years worth of shitty drawings. I want to get good quick to make up for all the time I wasted not drawing.

[Anonymous No.7030575]

>>7030546
are you this lady?

[Anonymous No.7030576]

>>7030570
you won't get black belt in a week
you won't get to play in an orchestra in a week
you won't make good drawings in a week

stop scrolling and go crack a neck

[Anonymous No.7030577]

>>7030575
Are any of you actually going to give me any real advice instead of these blithe non responses?

[Anonymous No.7030578]

>>7030572
Not my problem. Enjoy sucking.

[Anonymous No.7030579]

/ic/ - where regulars cannot even help a complete beginner

[Anonymous No.7030581]

>>7030577
No. Fuck off.

[Anonymous No.7030582]

>>7030489
Are you retarded?

[Anonymous No.7030583]

>>7030581
Then get out of my thread if you don't care.

[Anonymous No.7030584]

>>7030579
We can draw. But we can't help others draw. You're out of luck. Now fuck off, Howie.

[Anonymous No.7030585]

>>7030579
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3Xa7wh81Wo You're welcome

[Anonymous No.7030588]

>>7030583
You don't draw and you never will. Get off the drawing board.

[Anonymous No.7030591]

>>7030577
A suitable answer was given to you at the top of the page
>>7030495

go talk to an AI and see what happens
i got a great start for you

[Anonymous No.7030593]

>>7030576
>>7030582
>>7030568
Tell me what the fuck to do then. A higher dosage of adderall, anti anxiety medication. This is on top of a booster dosage I'm taking each day too. My mind and my body locks up and prevents me from actually doing anything. Usually either out of anxiety or my mind and my body simply just locking up and telling me "What the fucks the point"? And just making me look back at my phone again or just stimming and staring at a wall.

Legitimately NOTHING has worked. I felt better for a week and then nothing. This has gone back all the way since I was a teenager too. I had thyroid problems that got fixed, but this never got any better.

I don't know how to get the motivation to do anything. Even when I do happen to try my hardest in doing something, it's always half as good or even just 2% as good as anybody else doing the same thing, because me being purely retarded and unable to learn or focus. Even when I try, nothing good happens. My entire body feels sore and I rest for the whole day. I've been working out for 2 years and lost 20 pounds as well.

[Anonymous No.7030596]

>>7030593
>Legitimately NOTHING has worked.
And nothing ever will.
FUCK OFF

[Anonymous No.7030603]

This thread was moved to >>>/adv/30622120