/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

[Anonymous No.4806402]

The reason you draw you don’t tell?

[Anonymous No.4806410]

I want to make a videogame someday. it's grandiose. it'll be the best thing ever. and i'm gonna make it from scratch all on my own. and the most important aspect of it is going to be absolutely STELLAR and ON POINT Art direction and atmosphere, so that's the first skill i'm honing right now.
I don't even care if no one plays or no one likes it. the only thing that matters is that i get it out before i die in a condition that pleases me in every way imaginable. I'm so hard just thinking about it.

[Anonymous No.4806411]

>>4806402
>that pic
Basically it. While not that specifically, I have some incredibly degenerate desires that I would feel ashamed to even illustrate under a pseudonym. So once my skills are there I might make some and release it, under a pseudo pseudonym. Oh, and I guess I just wanna be the best at something, and this feels like I could do it. Plus, it offers an amazing escape from the horror of life.

[Anonymous No.4806413]

>>4806411
You and me brother. Might we both make it

[Anonymous No.4806414]

Nobody reads novels anymore, so I draw comics

[Anonymous No.4806415]

>>4806410
I believe in you

[Anonymous No.4806416]

>>4806410
What type of game are you talking about? I always wanted to do some sort of 2d strategy/simulator game with optional storylines and waifus.

[Anonymous No.4806428]

>>4806413
Grazi anonazi, I hope you make some good coom shit or at least lively expressive art, I noticed today my intuitive understanding of perspective had improved and I no longer feel like dog shit when trying to sketch vehicles or environments

[Anonymous No.4806430]

meet an old and crusty Todd Howard as I concept the most cool main Bethesda IP armors known by man

[Anonymous No.4806446]

it's gotta be a 2d action game that has mobility options similar to this:
https://youtu.be/gROZNRf0gMM

but the combat complexity of something like Ninja Gaiden or a fightning game, as well animation as fluid as SF3 or Garou Mark of the wolves:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ya6MX-uSX2A

the Art Style, setting and Atmosphere are going to have to invoke similar feelings that the ikaruga art invokes in me (pic related)
and you'll get to choose from at least 3 characters with different gameplay styles, appearances and campaigns that when played back to back make a cohesive story.

Oh and there will be a Huge emphasis on Boss Battles. None of that DMC sandbag bullshit. You'll be given a huge moveset to combo enemies, but the Bosses will also be given large toolkits to deal with you and will try to counter you if you start just doing dumb flowcharts or playing it safe.

this is my dream game basically.

[Anonymous No.4806447]

>>4806416
>>4806446

[Anonymous No.4806452]

>>4806446
>this is my dream game basically.
>this is my dream
>dream
GMI for sure

[Anonymous No.4806462]

>>4806446
sounds kino. hope you make it in this lifetime.

[Anonymous No.4806466]

My main (or atleast first) art is Music, and I love doing it too. I really want to get good that way I can have artwork for covers, merch, etc and be proud of it.
I also really enjoy a certain type of porn, and I want to be able to draw it myself so I can potentially have a limitless supply.

[Anonymous No.4806467]

>>4806402
I'm drawing until someone told me I'm non-/beg/ so I can tell the crabs to suck it for calling me NGMI because I posted a drawing when I first started.

[Anonymous No.4806468]

>>4806411
>I guess I just wanna be the best at something, and this feels like I could do it
breh if you are who I think you are, you might wanna curb those expectations

[Anonymous No.4806535]

>>4806402
Because paying artists to draw is fucking expensive nowadays. Every tard who picks up a pen/pencil thinks they are "undercharging" and should price themselves in the triple digits and above.

I'm better off learning to draw and saving money than paying some random smuck.

[Anonymous No.4806548]

>>4806535
I'll draw your OC for 99.99 burgerbux how's that sound

[Anonymous No.4806566]

I just want to draw cute girls

[Anonymous No.4806568]

It's the only time when I don't feel lonely and terrified of the future because I don't think about anything at all while drawing

[Anonymous No.4806574]

>>4806402
I tell it to this board often but not to people irl but it’s to get my crush to notice me and ask me out.

[Anonymous No.4806576]

>>4806410
I know this feel, wish you make it asap brah
godspeed

[Anonymous No.4806578]

I just want to draw big muscle men and fat asses/tiddies.
that's it.

[Anonymous No.4806583]

I wanna draw anime dudes like yusuke murata

[Anonymous No.4806588]

>>4806402
I tried to write music but had too high expectations, hated everything I came up with, didn't finish a single song or piece, gave up and decided to pick up a hobby I didn't care so much about.

[Anonymous No.4806590]

I want to draw little girls

[Anonymous No.4806591]

I daydream a lot and want to bring some of the shit in my head onto paper.

[Anonymous No.4806619]

I ran out of goblin/monster raping women material to fap to so I make my own now.

[Anonymous No.4806625]

Post more feederism art

[Anonymous No.4806632]

I just want to people to feel like their day is better from looking at my art

[Anonymous No.4806635]

>>4806632
My shitty art already accomplished this. Unfortunately it's not because I'm good.

[Anonymous No.4806640]

I want to draw cute girls, bloody, beaten, bruised with their guts hanging out.

[Anonymous No.4806662]

>>4806402
I want people to jack off to my art and tell me how good it is so I can feel good about my degeneracy.

[Anonymous No.4806664]

Because I don't always have the right words

[Anonymous No.4806666]

>>4806411
What’s the fetish?

[Anonymous No.4806702]

>>4806402
I like money
i loooooooooooooooove money
and i'm making good money

[Anonymous No.4806705]

>>4806588
thats kinda sad but ganbare i guess

[Anonymous No.4806712]

>>4806410
BASED

[Anonymous No.4806714]

>>4806402
I wanna make quality fan art of my husbando

[Anonymous No.4806753]

>>4806714
Who is he?

[Anonymous No.4806793]

>>4806402
I wanna be good at something

[Anonymous No.4806825]

>>4806410
I believe in you anon.
It's basically the same for me, except I want to make porn games.
With lolis.
I already have all the programming skills necessary, working on the drawing part now...

[Anonymous No.4806833]

>>4806414
this

[Anonymous No.4806835]

>>4806402
To make a living creating comics, or at least be the artist for them.

Also, sauce?

[Anonymous No.4806838]

>>4806825
not that anon but I'm interested in your goal. Do you have a plan on how to advertise and distribute your videogame given its contents?

[Anonymous No.4806845]

>>4806402
vanity.

[Anonymous No.4806848]

>>4806838
I am aware that this content will impossible to sell or advertise for, which is why I'm planning to make it for free.
Then I'll be posting it on game and loli-related sites and forums, hoping word-of-mouth will do the rest.
If I'm lucky enough, maybe put up a pixiv fanbox afterward for potential suporters

[Anonymous No.4806851]

I want to be validated and praised by others. Dont really care about drawing that much for other reasons

[Anonymous No.4806879]

>>4806848
Sounds doable.
What engine do you plan to use? and what genre will the game be?
Anyway, I wish you success

[Anonymous No.4806880]

>>4806410
Same, I have several magnum opuses in my head. I'll make everyone experience catharsis with my stories

[Anonymous No.4806887]

>marcelinebro is actually a fat-loving philistine
Should have quit when you made that thread.

[Anonymous No.4806890]

>>4806879
I have no set story in mind yet. A few ideas, but nothing set in stone yet (storytelling is another thing I'm reading a lot about on lately. It's another skill I need to acquire).
I'm not ruling out any game genre, I'll skip anything 3d of course (too much for a single person), and I want something more elaborate than a simple visual novel. The engine I'll use will depend on what I'll do, but I know how to use unity, godot, ren'py, or if really necessary I can go back to basics and do it in C/C++ from scratch.

Realisticly though, I'm still a couple years away from being a decent enough artist for it, so I still have time to think about it

[Anonymous No.4807036]

>>4806402
I had a lot of cool images in my head I wanted to create, unfortunately I don't get a lot of those ideas anymore.

[Anonymous No.4807041]

>>4806753
Presto from the Dungeons and Dragons cartoon. Hopefully i can draw him right someday.

[Anonymous No.4807043]

It's the only thing I see myself doing for the rest of my life that I can get good at

[Anonymous No.4807058]

I want to make rpgs basically. there's activities i'd be better suited to than drawing but i'll stick with it

[Anonymous No.4807414]

>>4806402
cause, i dream to be a cartoonist since i was a child, since cartoons were the only think that kept me optimistic in my life. I want to draw happy go lucky adventure drawings, comics and cartoons.

[Anonymous No.4807420]

I want to make porn so great it makes you cum just looking at it for a moment

[Anonymous No.4807428]

>>4806666
Based quads so I have to respond. But it’s not even one specific fetish, rather, it’s an amalgamation if several different degenerate fetishes to provide a sick, potent rush to me. It’s what I think of in my head when I’m jacking off sometimes since there’s nothing exactly like it. But it’s degenerate and I’d be ashamed to admit it to anyone.

[Anonymous No.4807450]

make art for strangers online, basically i just wanted attention. going further in though, i now just want to do big awesome art. and maybe a comic or two

[Anonymous No.4807456]

Everyone in this thread who wants money or attention is ngmi

I like drawing, I want to get better at it because it's satisfying for its own sake

[Anonymous No.4807459]

>>4807456
>m-money and fame don't matter
biggest /beg/ cope out there.

[Anonymous No.4807488]

>>4807459
they literally don't, there's absolute trash art out there that sells for big bux. I just wanna be good at drawing

[Anonymous No.4807503]

>>4806410
exactly this but animated film instead of vidya

[Anonymous No.4807523]

>>4806402
Drawing stupid and weird things is fun as hell to me for some reason.

[Anonymous No.4807694]

>>4806402
Post chubs

[Anonymous No.4807707]

>>4807694
Ew no, fuck off

[Anonymous No.4807712]

>>4807428

Come on man, tell us

[Anonymous No.4807751]

>>4807707
Don’t be afraid of the left wing

[Anonymous No.4807778]

>>4806705
Thank you, anon.

[Anonymous No.4807806]

>>4806410
Hello me.
Glad to see that there are so many others like us here. Somehow it makes me feel comfy and like it's not all a waste of time, even if I still know there's a 99.99999% chance I'll fail.

[Anonymous No.4807870]

>>4806402
I want to get gud for the person I knew a long time ago. It’s only a small part of the reason of why I draw but I keep coming back to it. She had real natural talent and everything about her glowed. She was just so broken, and I was too young and immature to handle it all. There was a lot of bad blood at the end of our relationship and I know I should really just grow past it but I dunno, it’s one of those feelings that come back to me when staring at the ceiling in the middle of the night. I want to live a good life for her.

[Anonymous No.4807877]

>>4807712
Ok.

I have... the most extreme elements of sadomasochism. I think it’s in part to how jaded I am. On the masochistic side, I like things such as femdom or NTR or reverse rape. I especially like the concept of the woman being beneath me, in terms of her humanity. I’m not trying to brag whatsoever here, but I’m an attractive, fit person and I see myself as intelligent at least. So it turns me on to think of a chubby, stupid, 4/10 bitch taking advantage of me and hurting me. I’ve been mostly unhappy my entire life. So the idea that no matter how hard I try, I’ll never be good enough and that’s all I deserve is quite arousing. That regardless of who or what I become, women will always see through me as the scum I am. I’d love for a a less attractive girl to put a leash around my neck, that in spite of all my cleverness and strength, I’d be so easily tamed by a woman that’s technically beneath me. In the case of ntr, I see ugly bastard stuff as the best. That no matter how much I outclass a woman, or other guys, she’d rather take a fat, ugly, unemployed rapist loser with a smaller cock than me.

On the sadistic side, I find the idea and execution of hurting women to be an intense thrill. The thought of slapping them, raping them, choking them, pinning their fragile little wrists on the cold hard floor as I take them by force, pullling their hair and getting them into a chokehold as I force them into getting fucked doggystyle like the animals they are. And all this would easily be preceded by me getting them into a corner, alone, and coaxing and coaxing them further till they can’t escape, or resist. This is actually more likely to happen irl desu. I remember I was playing RDR2 and I chased down a prostitute and beat her to death, and I felt myself getting hard in my shorts. Porn doesn’t do it for me here though, I feel like I could only enjoy it irl, unlike my masochism, which seems strictly fantasy.

[Anonymous No.4807883]

>>4807877
Additionally, I find the thought of actual sex to be disgusting at times. The idea of a woman touching me, wanting me, it sickens me. I don’t truly have issues with making friends or talking to girls beyond not liking most people.

I can only imagine the spectacular shitshow if I ever got together with one of those Ramona flowers BPD girls. Pain, heartbreak and plenty of orgasms on both ends.

[Anonymous No.4807948]

>>4807877
Based beyond human capabilities.

[Anonymous No.4807961]

>>4807877
this genuinely made me upset..

[Anonymous No.4807985]

>>4807948
Thanks, I guess my fucked up mental state might make for some interesting artwork once I develop enough skill, and I’m getting closer with every passing day.
>>4807961
What about it was upsetting, if I may ask?

[Anonymous No.4807987]

>>4806410
>I want to make a videogame someday. it's grandiose. it'll be the best thing ever.
>and the most important aspect of it is going to be absolutely STELLAR and ON POINT Art direction and atmosphere
Pretty much this.
Good luck, anon.

[Anonymous No.4807995]

>>4806402
I started drawing as a kid because this motherfucker could draw cyndaquil better than me. Now im better than him and he draws furry porn

[Anonymous No.4808033]

>>4806402
I think this is more common then not but I just draw all the degenerate shit I think off but remove the adult aspect so Im just left with the mundane /tg/ fluff like scenes and people and objects

[Anonymous No.4808091]

I want to draw fetish comics and make passive income through sales one chapter at a time

[Anonymous No.4808304]

>>4806416
>>4806446
>>4806576
>>4806825
>>4806848
>>4806880
>>4807058
>>4807806
>>4807987
We're all gonna make it /v/idya Brahs...

[Anonymous No.4808312]

>>4806411
Nice, very impressive. Now let’s see Paul Allen’s reason to draw.

[Anonymous No.4808319]

>>4808312
I want to make lots of low effort furry commissions that i can sell for Over 5000 dollars a pop.

[Anonymous No.4808325]

>>4808319

[Anonymous No.4808468]

>>4807995
py cyndaquil

[Anonymous No.4808508]

>>4806410
Same honestly, that's whynive been practicing my coding and drawing

[Anonymous No.4808510]

>>4807877
I love reverse rape too, especially if the girl is thicc and she makes you creampie her

[Anonymous No.4808670]

I wanted to create something that I could point to and show that it was mine. I had played around with drawing for so long that one day I just snapped one day and told myself that today was going to be the day I actually fucking got serious about it.

It eventually morphed into a desire to tell the story that's always been bubbling inside of me that I want to get out, that I NEED to get out and tell others. It's my dream to get a comic published that other people can enjoy, and I'm not going to let life or myself stop me anymore.

[Anonymous No.4808678]

>>4808319
You wanna draw a dog? A little chow or something?

[Anonymous No.4808707]

>>4808670
Are you me?

[Anonymous No.4808749]

One of my reason is that I like drawing, but I like just as much annoying people I know. So if I'm going to bother them, I may as well make something of quality. The other one is to surpass my brother so that he gets off his lazy ass and starts taking drawing seriously. Dude's got potential, but it's all being wasted in nothing

[Anonymous No.4809040]

>>4808304
I would say we should all team up, but our interest in games seem too different...

[Anonymous No.4809099]

seems like making video games is a huge motivation for a lot of artists.every single artists friend i have wants to make a video games but sadly i have to decline every time, they have no experience but want to drag me into it.i have few failed collaboration under my belt and i can tell my friends and almost everyone in this thread that want to make games is delusional.they will commit the usual mistakes and waste years stuck in making shitty prototypes(the game dev /beg/ hell)

>>4809040
>but our interest in games seem too different.
even if we had the exact same idea doesn't mean we would succeed.i have a real life example
>team of 3
>same idea,very motivated but quite bad in our field of expertise
>after 3 years of working for free on our game we give up
1ma is the only way and getting good at art is just the beginning

>>4806825
i am a coder too. same idea but with loli monstergirl, coming out in 2050

[Anonymous No.4809110]

>>4809099
I have tried teaming up with various people on multiple occasions and the issue is always the same:
disparity in motivation level.
Either the less motivated people will drag everyone down and the project will stagnate or, a team leader with too high motivation will burn the team out by asking for constant update/progress reports.
There's a sweet middlepoint that seems impossible to achieve. That's why I chose to go solo for my loli games and therefore, I have to learn to do everything.
Can't wait to see your loli monster game in 2050 anon, mine's scheduled for 2049

[Anonymous No.4809113]

>>4806535
This is the dumbest thing i have read all day, i hope you'll make it only to realize that you should have just paid the artist

[Anonymous No.4809181]

>>4809110
>a team leader with too high motivation
>by asking for constant update/progress reports
yes that's basically me,luckily i realized i was too demanding very early and decided to ask for updates only once every 1 or 2 weeks, it made the project live longer but seems that it wasn't enough to keep the project alive.working for free is such a problem

>Can't wait to see your loli monster game in 2050 anon
thanks anon i can't wait either
>2049
oh noes time to re-schedule my game for 2048

[Anonymous No.4809211]

>>4809181
>for free
that isn't even the issue either. When I was working on one of those projects, I decided to try commissioning an artist. I had $3k set aside for it, planning to spend it all on it.
Yet the artist still dropped me midway through it, leaving me with half-done assets, empty pockets and a burned out sense of trust.
Hence learning to draw myself. I'm so bad at it but I've tried and fail too many times now... it's sad, but that's it

>2048
then mine is now set for 2047!
...
maybe rather than a joint effort, a competitive/support system would work better?

[Anonymous No.4809258]

>>4809211
>empty pockets and a burned out sense of trust.
that sucks,i heard a lot of horror stories about commissioning random artist for making assets/games, that's why i discarded the idea long time ago.the only solution i can come up with is finding a popular artist that worked on few games already and ask if he wants works for you
>Hence learning to draw myself.I'm so bad at it but I've tried and fail too many times now..
we are on the same boat anon

>a competitive/support system would work better
i think you would need someone as motivated as you otherwise there is no real competition and the drive created by participating in this little mental game would just go away.same goes for art,you need someone around your level kicking your ass everyday so you are forced to get good fast

>2047
cmon thats not fair, 2046

[Anonymous No.4809271]

>>4806402
I just want to make my own furry porn.

[Anonymous No.4809281]

I want to make a story that people want to know and ask questions about...

Also makes me feel wanted

[Anonymous No.4809301]

>>4809258
And that's not even my only horror story... just the worst one.

>you need someone around your level kicking your ass everyday so you are forced to get good fast

Problem is, with the subject being lolis, there's just no easily available groups to join for that.
The only one I found is people being kinda lazy and goofing around with no will to improve. And despite being really motivated myself, I can't really make things move.

So I kick my own butt by drawing everyday, and every morning I look at what I did the previous day and think it's horrible, swearing to myself to do better that day...
I dunno how long I'll be able to keep it up without burning out, but I just don't want to give up now.

>2046
2045 then. damn, gonna be quite the tight schedule!

[Anonymous No.4809314]

>>4806402
I claim to draw lewd shit that panders to horny dudes "for myself". but really I'm just doing it in the vain hopes that he'll finally pick me

[Anonymous No.4809377]

>>4809301
>Problem is, with the subject being lolis, there's just no easily available groups to join for that.
thats true lolis are a sticky argument especially nsfw lolis and i feel you.having friends from 4chan helps in this specific situation since there is a bigger chance you find people that can stand it

>So I kick my own butt by drawing everyday, and every morning I look at what I did the previous day and think it's horrible
having self discipline is the hardest thing in this world and something that people should value more,at this point i am curious to know what your art look like anon do you mind posting something?we could be friends but no promises

>2045 then
30 december 2044 some serious cut will be made but the audience will surely understand

[Anonymous No.4809385]

>>4806535
>learn to draw for 5 to 10+ years instead of paying an artist to just draw what you need in 5 to 10 hours
yeah big brain move

[Anonymous No.4809402]

>>4809377
I'm not really confortable sharing my art here, as both the subject matter is tricky and my /beg/ level will be trashed right away. Shoot me a mail at [e-mail] if you're really curious.
And come on, at least aim for a december 24th 2044 release, to give everyone a christmas present

[Anonymous No.4809715]

>>4806411
Brother

[Anonymous No.4809734]

>>4809385
This is why I spent 10 years in medical school

[Anonymous No.4809744]

I want to create the most degenerate coomer art I can imagine because nothing gets me off more than utter depravity and Immorality. But recently i've been having alot of internal conflict because i'm noticing that PC culture and censorship is beginning to reach every corner of the internet and I don't feel safe or comfortable expressing my darkest desires anymore. So i'm becoming depressed because of it.

[Anonymous No.4809809]

>>4806574
you must be at least 18 to post here

[Anonymous No.4809812]

>>4807985
I think you should work on your mental issues if you ever want to have a healthy relationship and feel loved instead of furthering it by drawing

[Anonymous No.4809825]

>>4809715
Moshi moshi? Nani desu ka, onii chan?
>>4809812
I’ve been to (((therapy))) and I don’t see much point besides them just spoonfeeding you optimism. I’ve already resigned myself to a life of loneliness and cynicism. Regardless of what choices I make, there’s pain and misery in store. Drawing is a great cope tho.
There’s more beauty and satisfaction to be found in one badly drawn anime girl than all of humanity combined.

[Anonymous No.4809830]

>>4806402
it's the only shred of attention I can get that I feel like is actually deserved

[Anonymous No.4809843]

>>4809744
create a site on neocities and dump your shit there. this site will be your own little piece of world were nothing can stop you from doing what you like (at least if it stays in the legal spectrum).
i don't want to draw porn like you but i'm thinking about that, i don't care about recognition, i just want to have my little piece of universe were i can post my art, far from the norman world..

[Anonymous No.4809856]

>>4809744
Might as well kys

[Anonymous No.4809872]

>>4806402
I want to illustrate the things I like and my imagination. Ultimately it would be good to translate it to writing, comics or games but having a few pages of cool mechs do too.

[Anonymous No.4809993]

>>4809843
Also if he does want recognition he could perhaps post softer stuff on social media but make it clear he draws dark shit usually