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>he acts edgy, rude and autistic
>but actually is a sensible person who wants to loved and desired by millions of people
>he is too shy and npc to become a youtuber or streamer, so his only chance to be become someone remotely relevant to his goal is to become a trendy-artist like sakimichan or jazza

will (You) make it? It's okay you can show your real face here

>> No.4039520

;_;

pls, im just so horny and lonely

>> No.4039523

>>4039517
Be honest. If you've used the internet for more than 10 years minimum you would know how many came and left, long to be forgotten and replaced. Only for the cycle to repeat itself. No matter how big you become you will be forgotten unless you end up like Bob Ross who genuenly is loved by millions.

>> No.4039526

>>4039523
Nobody is going to love some animefag drawer number 10000048.

>> No.4039529

>>4039517
i just want to be good enough to be proud of my art and get paid to not have to work in some braindead job

>> No.4039531

>>4039517
I might actually be autistic, I'm not sure.

>> No.4039551

i just want to be an art teacher and harshly scrutinize lazy students doing realism portraits for reddit upvotes until they quit.

>> No.4039657

>>4039517
I have crippling depression from incessant violent bullying and sexual assault as a kid and the social fear and anxiety I built up in my childhood have prevented me from achieving anything later in life
I'm not even a beta faggot by nature, there's a functional part of me that is confident and wants to be successful but it's like a massive section of my brain is irremediably damaged
The people that did this to me are probably happy while my life is fucking destroyed and will end in suicide

>> No.4039716

>>4039531
Probably not, this website just gives you hyper self-awareness because the users are so self-loathing and judgemental

>> No.4039721

>>4039517
this sounds like a projection
>npc
stopped reading right there

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4039732

>>4039517
>who wants to loved and desired by millions of people

Why? Why people want this?

>become a youtuber or streamer

The worst profession in the world.

>> No.4039760

>>4039721
it is (You)r projection

>> No.4039787

>>4039517
>who wants to be loved and desired by millions of people
I don't give a shit about that. I just want one person I can sincerely love and be loved loved back by.

>> No.4039790

>>4039657
It sounds shallow but don't let it get to you. Don't be miserable because of some other peoples stupidity, you choose who you want to be and I'm sure it's something better than that. The chains that are holding you down are only there because you projected them onto yourself, in other words they are invisible walls there to protect you but at the same time imprison you, preventing you to make a step forward.

I don't know how old you are but you gotta pull your shirt apart and let that chest hair out into the wind. The faggots who did stuff to you probably don't even remember your name, who should you give them the pleasure of remembering every small detail about every shitty situation. You are better than that so go out and show it to the world, achieve what you want to achieve. That will be your ultimate revenge

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4039797

>>4039787
aww sweetie

>> No.4039805

>>4039716
Not super literally. But I'm pretty emotionally retarded, and extremely slow when it comes to social interactions. I'm not shy, in that I don't get embarrassed being around people, but I have basically no social understanding. I am literally the "high five the fist bump" guy.

>> No.4040397

>who wants to loved and desired by millions of people
How about 5, being loved and desired by 5 people would be nice enough.

>> No.4040402

>>4039517
how did you know

>> No.4040433

>>4039517
4chan has all our ip's. nothing is okay here. don't fall for this shill.

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4040440

>>4039517
>no
>no
>wanting to be poplar in the first place

way off the mark OP, also the streamers and youtubers are the NPC's desu

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>>4039517
I've been chronically depressed since I was a child and I don't even know where it comes from anymore. I haven't truly smiled in a year and copes like Video games don't do shit to distract me anymore. Life feels like some fucked up dream and I daydream/draw 90% of my time now.

>> No.4040916

>>4040397
>>4039787
This.

>> No.4040973

>>4040433
Every site you ever use has your IP's. It's how the internet works.

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>>4039517
I didn't remember posting this

>> No.4041801

>>4040402
it applies to 98% of ic

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>>4039517
>but actually is a sensible person who wants to be loved and desired by millions of people
This has to be to shallowest thing to do, imagine caring about being liked at all or even popular just so your art can be acknowledged by someone.
>become someone remotely relevant to his goal.
Tfw I started drawing just so I could jerk off to my own stuff. Because hentai doesn't suffice me anymore.
Whoever made that thread is a faggot, and writes like one too.
The only part you got right is the first sentence, which isn't difficult to come up with because most people visiting this website is either a neet, a sperg or borderline autistic.

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>he acts edgy, rude and autistic
>but actually is a sensible person...
No he isn't. He can't see the fact he's another insane psycho because of the traits listed above. Grow the fuck up and learn to socalize. Everyone in this thread sounds like an edgy no one understands me teen

>> No.4043541

>>4039517
Unrelated but does anyome else feel like a complete piece of shit when Chitanda looks at you like you are worth it? My heart aches, anons.

>> No.4043570

>>4043541
it isnt real so no. please take your brain medicine

>> No.4043582

>>4039551
The absolute madman

>> No.4043630

>>4039520
b-based

>> No.4043633

>>4039517
i just want to draw well enough i can stop hating myself, or better yet live through my pictures and forget i actually exist

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4044079

Already a somewhat successful Youtuber. Guess what, it doesn't pay at all. I'm going back to drawing because I need a goal in my life. I'm in it for the money.

Having celebrity status in a community is pretty cool, but people loving your work constantly kind of gets old. Numb to endless positive comments.

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4044143

>>4044079
>making hour long videos about liearning
>claiming to learn but never improve
>calls himself a celebrity

volk u so funny

>> No.4044155

>>4044143
I do 3-5 minute gaming videos on a particular game ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I get recognized almost every match when I play. The developers know me, the veterans know me, the streamers know me.

>> No.4044157

>>4043633
>>4040914
>>4039657
take a walk, and look at the sun or the sky at least
try to find some happiness in daily life, don’t put all your eggs of happiness into fulfilling a goal, although absolutely nothing wrong with having one
morning comes for all of us, its up to you to interpret it

>> No.4044160

>>4044157
unironically, there’s also spirituality or jesus

>> No.4044162

>>4044155
>gamer
ngmi

>> No.4044196

>>4039657
recognizing that being under constant psychological stress throughout your childhood and adolescence literally caused your brain not to develop properly in certain areas and made you susceptible to reflexive pain-avoidance and pleasure-seeking is a tough pill to swallow, but >>4039790 is still correct in a way. You're going to have to live with your past for the rest of your life, but depending on how you process it the meaning that past has for your future changes drastically.

>> No.4044201

>>4043541
this is why I only fap to hardcore degrading shit desu. even the fiction of being loved is painful when you know how unlikely it is that you'll have that kind of relationship irl.

>> No.4044233

>>4044201
I love you anon <3

>> No.4045025

>>4039517
i dont want to be like sakimichan though. just want to draw for fun