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ITT: I'll be posting things I'm working on. Tell me what (You) want me to doo next time I work on them. Discussion must be limited to subjects related to /ic/ - Artwork/Critique.

Any critique is appreciated! ty gb 8-D

>> No.3754686

>>3754681
still doing this? oof yikes

>> No.3754702

Hidden and saged. :)

>> No.3754777
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>>3754681
this is the painting of the day. Was painted during a tropical storm in september 2016. It's pretty fucking goddamn gay right

>> No.3754889

this isnt your personal blog, fuck off

>> No.3756147

Hidden, bye

>> No.3756173

post blog? threads arent great to keep up on 4chan but id love to follow you on ig?

>> No.3756271
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>>3756173
https://www.instagram.com/watchpaintdrytv/

posting a painting a day all dang year

>> No.3756272

>>3754777
yes it's awful, if that's what you want to hear.

>> No.3756340
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>>3756272
today's painting of the day is Squints Suspiciously. Was painted 2 days after Herr Doktor. It was painted with Spicy Draper, Tryhard Unfinished, Australian Psycho, Potato Chiyip, and Kurosawa Dissapoint.

>> No.3758483

Have you done Bill Murray yet?

>> No.3758489

You're... very self centred, aren't you?
This reality may hurt but, we don't care that much about you to create an entire thread.
Either go to the current draw thread >>3750905
Or preferably the /beg/ thread >>3757555

>> No.3758535

>>3758489
God no, keep him away from us!

>> No.3758538

Somebody permaban smelly Jimmy already before he starts writing more essays.

>> No.3758824
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>>3758483
did this one but production was halted when my mom went into surgery and now I'm ascared to work on it again. Seems like everything is working out well enough as it is.
>>3758489
>You're... very self centred, aren't you?
idk. I reckon.
>This reality may hurt but, we don't care that much about you to create an entire thread
idk about any of that but your (You) was really all that mattered.

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3758827

tues mem

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3758828

wems mem

>> No.3759045

>>3758824
>>3754777
>>3754681
been a while since i came here. at least you are fucking improving.

>> No.3759059
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3759059

Tell me what the point is of basing your entire folio around already existing images but just more shitty looking.

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>>3759045
oof >>3754777 was the 6th painting I did. First graphite transfer tho so it's basically cheating. Did it on the same day after like 8 hours of working on pict related and fucking it up.

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>>3759059
historical preservation

>> No.3759475

Would you mind using a tripcode?

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3761366

supposed to do a succubus demon portrait for a director trying to get funding for a horror moobie. Which has basically stopped all production into anxiety.
>>3759475
ye

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3763305

>>3761366

>> No.3763473

>>3763305
I like this. It's pretty, which I don't see you do a lot.

I suggested using a painting knife a while ago, and I was wondering if you ever got around to doing something with one?

>> No.3763533

someday soon i hope your carer puts you to sleep, or at least that you get into a Dr strange type accident where you lose all use of your hands. please cease existing

>> No.3763574
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>>3763305
gotta get gaunted
>>3763473
yeah i like how they're like we need a scary monster and that's the jaun that looks "pretty" on the underdrawing.
>I suggested using a painting knife a while ago, and I was wondering if you ever got around to doing something with one?
I'll be getting geigh with the knife more over the next 2 years.
>>3763533
sounds like a personal problem kekekekeke

>> No.3764671

>>3763574
please kill yourself

>> No.3764767
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>>3764671
or wot?

>> No.3764807

are you counting paintings started or paintings finished?

I dont know, maybe thats hard to judge since who's to say what is a painting.

just seem like some of your paintings are too 'thin' to really be counted. More like drawings.

Although I will say that your drawing skills are very good, just in the few that Iv seen leaking through, or in time lapses.

wishing you good luck on this journey.

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3765938

Me me big boy

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>>3764807
>are you counting paintings started or paintings finished?
none of them are finished. Generally either go by when the canvas first got paint on it when determining how to number it. Get's tricky because I've generally started like 10 canvasses at a time so figuring out the order is a hassle.
>just seem like some of your paintings are too 'thin' to really be counted. More like drawings.
Yeah some of them are intentionally abandoned at weird places out of spite. But most of them are still intended to be worked on more.
>wishing you good luck on this journey.
thanks m80
>>3765938
sexually?!

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>>3763574
painting is gay

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>>3754681

>> No.3767693

>>3754681
Tell me what (You) want me to doo next time I work on them

I want you to get a job and stop posting here you fucking cockbag

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3767976

>>3767422
my aurt is better than ur aurt proof me wrong bozo
>>3767693
I have a job tho. I'm an artsman. And I'm a schlocksman. Fully tanned.

Me me. I'm a memesman.

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3768496

Standing on the floor, facing you
I can't see you, your impermanence
This place is empty
Empty of you
And if I see you, it's like nothing went wrong
Yeah, if we meet again tomorrow, just like nothing went wrong
But they
Erasing our chances just by asking
how we sleep

One step forward
One step forward
One step forward
And six steps back
And six steps back
And six steps back

>> No.3768498
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3768498

You warned me about the cocaine
Then dove straight in
Yeah, you warned me about the cocaine
Then dove straight in
In hiding, where there's more for you
(There's more for you, there's more for you)
(There's more for you, there's more for you)
(There's more for you, there's more for you)

Standing on the shore, getting off
You left me here amid the vape clowns
I must admit I missed the mountain
But not so much (you)

One step forward
One step forward
One step forward
And six steps back
And six steps back
And six steps back

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3768502

Standing on the shore, watching for you
You're painted into a corner
Whatever fits in your pockets, you'll get your due
Just like before
With all the others

>> No.3768521

the worst part is you dont even think its bad, like you legitimately think that people are going to pick up your paintings after your suicide and go "what a misunderstood genius" instead of the reality, which is that they will be put in a psychiatric textbook as a case study of hysterical personality disorder

>> No.3768527
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>>3768521
>the worst part is you dont even think its bad
gotta haiku for that:
>Nothing is perfect.
>And anything is better.
>Time is entropy.
Before I expended energy, all this shit was nothing. It was a stack of blank sheets of paper. Regardless of it's relative quality compared to someone else, it's a better attempt to execute an idea than had I done nothing.

And I think this is kind of a big part of your autism that is holding you back. You do nothing and justify to yourself that at least you didn't do something that could be criticized.
>like you legitimately think that people are going to pick up your paintings after your suicide and go "what a misunderstood genius" instead of the reality
I mean it wouldn't really be my problem would it? I figure I'll just make the effort and let entropy sort it out.
>which is that they will be put in a psychiatric textbook as a case study of hysterical personality disorder
A: That's not an actual personality disorder. It's not even an outdated one really. Like the idea of "hysteria" as a mental illness is like Freud era memes. That's from when we used to give women cocaine and vibrators when they got anxious.

In terms of the DSM personality disorder memes, it'd be like Histrionic and Narcissistic and Schizotypal or something. But personality disorders are kind of just bullshit judgement calls anyweigh.

Like if we want to talk about affective disorders or things that are diagnostically treatable or whatever, I'm pretty bipolar. There's no point of stressing about fucking personality disorders when muh behavior is pretty predictive and observable from the perspective that I'm just an impulsive, hyper-reactive idiot that ruminates about literally everything and spends 80% of my thyme tired and frustrated and self-destructive, and 20% of my thyme imbued with the spirit of the Berserksgangr.

Plus I'm probably on the aurtism spectrum. So who gives a frig really?

>> No.3768555

>>3754681
Stop doing that pointy shit. Take your time to focus more on each work rather than shitting out more. If you get your shit together, it is possible for you to improve.

>> No.3768568

Buy some gasoline and use all your garbage paintings as kindling to set yourself on fire you narcissist waste of semen
You can't even stay in your fucking containment thread

>> No.3768631 [DELETED] 

>>3768568
so much this.

Can we actually make a sort of Big Brother poll to vote him out of here?

>>3767976
>Me me. I'm a memesman.
this runs a shudder down my spine. completely infantile, mindset of a 12yr old.

>> No.3768635 [DELETED] 

>>3768631
>poll to vote him out of here?
Actually, I just went ahead and did that:

>Vote here
https://linkto.run/p/RWMMFEM6

>- --- -- - --

"Do you want Jimmy to stop shitposting and flooding /ic/ with his meme shit across threads?"
- Yes, definitely
- As long as he keeps it in his containment thread, it's fine.
- No

>- --- -- - --


Let's see what /ic/ thinks about Jimbo's shitposting.

>> No.3768924
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>>3768635
>idk if it can be stressed how much people in this community are willing to harass and antagonize and argue with people that have the bold audacity to post their art on the art board.

>You're basically just inviting weirdos to irrationally hate you and follow you around and attack you personally and make everything about you if you post your art here. The amount of buttblasted malignancy is probably overwhelming for most people. Like why would any rational person choose to engage with this community when it's basically just a guarantee that the only people willing to follow you do so with bad intent? Like you can post on instagram or facebook or reddit or twitter and the only engagement you're generally going to get are people rewarding and encouraging you with likes and hearts and follows and comments involving emoticons. Why bother with all this cancer?

This was what you posted the poll to in response in that pruned thread. Pretty funny how much you can't help but illustrate that point.

Also I voted twice for Yes Definitely.

>>3768555
pointy shit?
>>3768568
You know that I can't hurt you anymore after you kill yourself lol.
>>3768631
>Can we actually make a sort of Big Brother poll to vote him out of here?
UPVOTES KIND SIRE
>this runs a shudder down my spine.
ok? You're an embarrassing faggot though so who cares? Also, >implying you have a spine.
>completely infantile, mindset of a 12yr old.
Said the literal 14-year-old. Nobody is more desperate to stress how much they aren't a kid than a kid. You're not fooling anyone kiddo.

>2. You will immediately cease and not continue to access the site if you are under the age of 18.

>> No.3768977 [DELETED] 

NEW POLL

the memeschlock trashman has voted for himself almost 50 times.
This poll only allows one vote per visitor:

VOTE

https://linkto.run/p/82TZQ8DD

VOTE

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>>3768977
>>3768970
>>3768979
>>3768968
>>3768862
>>3768636
>>3768971

see: >>3768522
>idk if it can be stressed how much people in this community are willing to harass and antagonize and argue with people that have the bold audacity to post their art on the art board.
>You're basically just inviting weirdos to irrationally hate you and follow you around and attack you personally and make everything about you if you post your art here.

You sure will go to a lot of work to NOT be productive. Like how much of this day have you spent spamming meaningless polls and obsessing about me? You gonna spend your whole day trying to tear down strangers? How much of your day are you planning on building something for yourself?

It's funny because when you act like an assblasted hysterical faggot about me in every thread, you're essentially just shilling for me. You're an embarrassing virginal loser, and you're propping yourself up as my opposite in a way. So anyone that sees you acting pathetic like this and making everything about me, they're probably going to come away with a more positive view of me. I piss off cancerous assholes that suck at art. Someone may think I'm annoying, but when you prop yourself up as my foil and then act like an annoying community vendetta faggot that derails every thread, they're probably going to think better of me because at least I'm not (you)!

I appreciate your free labor though! Thanks for keeping me top of mind. Thanks for making everything about me!

>> No.3769009 [DELETED] 

>>3768996
took me ten minutes tops, including the poll you jeopardized by voting in your favor around 50 times.
I got a lot of shit done today. I'm an artist and I'm a writer. Wrote a shortstory today.
What have you done, memeschlogger schmuck? Shit another meme painting out of your cancerous hands? Trolled 10 other threads with your spam posts and self shilling for two hours?

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>>3769009
>took me ten minutes tops
This has been going on for a few hours m80. The first poll was like 7 hours ago. You've spammed your polls in a bunch of threads, then you've samefagged a poll like 100 times, and you're still engaging. Why you lying to yourself?

Like what have you done today? What have you worked on that wasn't obsessing about strangers?
>including the poll you jeopardized by voting in your favor around 50 times.
There are 178 votes. If I samefagged 50 of them, that means you samefagged like 120. Be less blown the fuck out kiddo.
>I got a lot of shit done today. I'm an artist and I'm a writer. Wrote a shortstory today.
post it up gurl. I'm sure you're not the type of virgin that would LIE about themselves anonymously on the internet!
>What have you done, memeschlogger schmuck?
So far it's mostly just been liquid rum shits. Stayed up late working.
>Shit another meme painting out of your cancerous hands?
about to.
>Trolled 10 other threads with your spam posts and self shilling for two hours?
I haven't trolled shit. Participated in a few threads in good faith before one some triggered ngmi permavirgin decided to make today a day to talk about me!

Can you articulate what you're so upset about? My guess is you're one of the politikal cultists?

>> No.3769038 [DELETED] 

>>3769028
I'm working on my computer, checking /ic/ inbetween breaks. I'm not spending my day shitposting meme garbage on /ic/, like you. This takes literally no time to make.
Yes, I've put the poll in other threads where you shitposted as well. Pretty accurate and fitting.

If you actually went outside of your house for once and acted as paranoid and irrational as on here, you'd be yelling at random people in the streets: "You did this to me!" and to the next person: "That was you posting last week, meh meh meh, fuck you too!" and to some old lady: "Fuck you, I know you were samefagging in the other thread!"
The kind of paranoid backtracing you try to pull off is really worrying. You need therapy. But first and foremost, you need to understand what an annoying cunt you are on here. Which is why the poll exists.

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>>3769038
>I'm working on my computer, checking /ic/ inbetween breaks.
see: >>3768496
Why shouldn't I just assume you're lying anyways?
>I'm not spending my day shitposting meme garbage on /ic/
Yeah you're spending it writing essays in multiple threads about how upset you are. Do you ever do much critical self-reflection about your mental illness?
>This takes literally no time to make.
Keep it up then. Hitting refresh and voting on your own poll 100 times takes a few minutes though. So again, why shouldn't I just assume you're lying?
>Yes, I've put the poll in other threads where you shitposted as well.
Yeah you're clearly quite upset.
>Pretty accurate and fitting.
Yeah I mean from what I can gather about (You), that does seem like something someone with your mental illness would do.
>If you actually went outside of your house for once and acted as paranoid and irrational as on here
When you go to middle school tomorrow, if you were to follow around a kid you're jealous of and every time they talk to someone you interrupt to start shrieking about online polls, would that make you a super cool kid?
>you'd be yelling at random people in the streets: "You did this to me!"
This is unironical projection.
>The kind of paranoid backtracing you try to pull off is really worrying.
This also seems like unironical projection. did you not vote like 120 times on your own poll?
>You need therapy.
yeah everyone does. Shits spensive though.
>But first and foremost, you need to understand what an annoying cunt you are on here.
Yeah I'm fine with that. The irony is that you apparently think you're not? You're special? You the white knight of /ic/? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koJlIGDImiU
>Which is why the poll exists.
Yeah and if things don't go your way you'll just rig the votes! The poll exists as evidence that you're super assblasted about something, and that's really about it.

>> No.3769060 [DELETED] 

>>3769053
>writing essays
that's what ''''''you'''''' do. look at your autistic disections of replies. and your lame, one-liner responses. not even reading your shitposting replies beyond this.

>> No.3769064 [DELETED] 

>>3769053
>you'll just rig the votes!
IP limit active, can't rig it now, biatch. this time it won't be that easy for you to vote "No." fifty times in favor of yourself. daw

>> No.3769067
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>>3769060
>that's what ''''''you'''''' do.
dictated but not red.

And that's what (You) doing today my dood.

> look at your autistic disections of replies.
look at how upset they make you lol.
>and your lame, one-liner responses.
Yeah it's much better to be unironically upset and humorless like (You) can't help but be.
Is it frustrating that you can't understand the joke of it all? Does it upset you that you're the punchline? Is that why you're so emotional and actively unfunny?
>not even reading your shitposting replies beyond this.
oh no! Bet you'll keep acting like an uppity cunt though lol.

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>>3769064
>IP limit active, can't rig it now, biatch.
what are VPNS?
>this time it won't be that easy for you to vote "No." fifty times in favor of yourself.
I mean I can just change my location and vote again if I wanted to.
>daw
You voted 120 times m80.

>> No.3769091 [DELETED] 

>>3769087
>what are VPNS?
ah yeah, i see you're doing that right now. same red spot on the map in the south. how much of a whimpy shit are you? afraid that the poll might show you what an annoying bitch you are?

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>>3769091
>ah yeah, i see you're doing that right now.
No I was just commenting in an art pricing thread if you want to spam your memepoll there too.
>same red spot on the map in the south.
Which one? If I was using a VPN it'd be a bunch of different red spots in the location I was posting from.
>how much of a whimpy shit are you?
projecting? You literally samefag voted in your "im upset" poll 120 times. You're acting like a psychotic woman stalking her ex. Do you actually think that making popularity polls and spamming them on an anonymous imageboard because you're desperate to justify why you irrationally hate a meme artist is something a badass does?
>afraid that the poll might show you what an annoying bitch you are?
Again I don't give a shit. I don't really post on /ic/ for anything other than what you're providing. If your poll demonstrated that there are literally tens of people upset about me and willing to feed me antagonistic (You)s to respond to, that wouldn't really deter me at all. If anything it just means there's more potential people to goof with.

Like I get that this may be hard for you to grasp, given how political middle school is and how important it is to children to think that they're well-liked or whatever, but I really don't care about your feelings about me or my shitposting. Why would I care if 8 anonymous strangers don't like me? Why would you? Do you really let the feelings of random strangers dictate or influence your behavior?

Seems pretty pathetic tbphwyf.

>> No.3769164 [DELETED] 

>>3754681
>translation: I'm making a whole thread dedicated to just my own art because I want attention but also have discussions in here to always keep it bumped to the top pls thanks 8-D
>critique is appreciated even though I'll fight you to the death because I'm egotistical
hidden and saged

>> No.3769281
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>>3769164
>Jimmy contributes in other threads
REEE GET IN YOUR CONTAINBENT THREAD YOUR JUST POSTING FOR ATTENTION
>Jimmy makes a containment thread
REEE WHY DO YOU HAVE YOUR OWN THREAD YOUR JUST POSTING FOR ATTENTION

>> No.3769356

>>3769281
Worthless a

>> No.3769390

>>3769281
exactly
you shouldn't be posting here at all

>> No.3769392

half the posts are gone and its just the same guy shilling his shit
classic

>> No.3769508

I hate this fucking guy
Why isn't he ashamed of the abhorrent paintings he makes?
Why can't he realize they hurt my eyes and give me brain cancer?
Why does a monkey on steroids choose his colors?
His perseverance makes me angry. STOP PAINTING NOW

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>>3769392
>half the posts are gone and its just the same guy shilling his shit
classic
yeah that's a fun goof. The one bozo stalker gets banned and IP nuked and boof all the "drama" disappears. No tears now. Only memes.

>> No.3769686

>>3754681
>Any critique is appreciated! ty gb 8-D

So I was thinking...
maybe, you don't actually appreciate critique.. :/

>> No.3769695

>>3769053
>Yeah you're spending it writing essays in multiple threads about how upset you are. Do you ever do much critical self-reflection about your mental illness?
Jimmy, you just described yourself.
Literally, no u

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>>3769686
>maybe, you don't actually appreciate critique.. :/
why you say this? There's a difference between a few butthurt stalkers endlessly trying to argue with me about their feelings and critique.
>>3769508
>Why isn't he ashamed of the abhorrent paintings he makes?
Why aren't you ashamed that you make nothing?
>Why can't he realize they hurt my eyes and give me brain cancer?
The cancer is coming from inside the house!
>Why does a monkey on steroids choose his colors?
this the brain cancer talking?
>His perseverance makes me angry.
Make a painting about it!
>STOP PAINTING NOW
NO DO PAINTING NOW YA MOOK

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>>3769695
>Jimmy, you just described yourself.
I'm not upset tho? Just responding to (You)s my (Dou)d.
Not to mention that I CONSTANTLY critically self-reflect to the point where I was diagnosed with Pure-O OCD when I was like 24. So yeah. That's why I was axing. Because it seemed like the (You) I was talking (Tou) didn't.
>Literally, no u
The existence of assholes doesn't justify being an asshole. You can still be doing or not doing those things regardless of whether or not I am.

>> No.3769708

>>3769697
>why you say this? There's a difference between a few butthurt stalkers endlessly trying to argue with me about their feelings and critique.

You literally ignored my genuine attempt to help you when I commented on your berserk drawing :'( you deflected my comment with a youtube music meme link and ignored the other guy asking why you deflected and I've yet to see you try and do it again with what you learned, and I can only guess why, stop lying to me jimmy :'( please. Infact you've even told me that you hope i die painfully at one point because i tried to offer you advice about mental health. :'( Even with all that I still try to be genuine with you, you don't even realise there are people out there who you actually affect. I'm pretty silly for even getting mildly hurt by someone on the internet, but i am, genuinely. :'(

>> No.3769717
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3769717

>>3769708
>>3769708
>You literally ignored my genuine attempt to help you when I commented on your berserk drawing :'(
Damn I didn't mean to be literally ignoring.
>>3768181
Oh wait I had responded more but the keyboard I have to use on top of the laptop keyboard because I spilled paint water on it sometimes hits the esc button. And then I didn't bother reresponding on account of music feels. My b g.
>Try doing it again without the chicken scratchies, hard to see whats going on.
Yeah I'm trying to turn chicken scratching into an aesthetic for awhile. But you rite. Anything with details just gets all blekked out when I get too scratchy.
>Left leg/foots perspective is wack
Yeah that's twice where I ran out of space on the paper and tried to finangle some kind of shuffle to get away with it.
>But yeah could be kinda cool if you had the definition, so looking foward to seeing the next attempt.
thx breh

>stop lying to me jimmy
Normally if I don't respond to stuff it means I generally agree with what I didn't respond to.
>Infact you've even told me that you hope i die painfully at one point because i tried to offer you advice about mental health.
That reminds me I need to do a That Escalated Quickly Anchorman meme. Don't actually want people to die painfully tbphwyf.
>Even with all that I still try to be genuine with you, you don't even realise there are people out there who you actually affect.
And that sucks m8. It's kind of difficult to balance the whole reciprocated affect thing when you're dealing with the kind of endless malignant trolling that comes from super persistent kids like the goobus that got nuked earlier, versus being able to identify when people are being sincere.
>I'm pretty silly for even getting mildly hurt by someone on the internet, but i am, genuinely. :'(
I feel bad. Just get used to counterpunching and sometimes the wrong people step get punched in the internet face. Becoming less of a piece of shit is part of the year 3 patch tho

>> No.3769848

>>3769812
that new jake gyllenhaal film, velvet buzzsaw, made me think about you

>> No.3769871

Colors are washed out and ugly. Heavily desaturated like you incorporate too much white or black without thinking of alternative colors to get the desired results. Because of this, your paintings appear flat. Hair and clothes are flat as well.

Don't develope bad habits. I think you should familiarize yourself with your medium and best ways to mix colors.

There's a reason your art is unpleasant to the eyes. You're making the same mistakes over and over again. You're not even trying to get into the tooth of the canvas. Do you have at least one serious painting?

>> No.3769884
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3769884

>>3769871
>Colors are washed out and ugly. Heavily desaturated like you incorporate too much white or black without thinking of alternative colors to get the desired results.
this guy gets it. this guy fucks.

Year 1 was misusing black paint, mixing it with skin tones and trying to water it down and use that to darken tones. Year 2 has been misusing white paint, gesso, retarder, matte gel, etc.
>Because of this, your paintings appear flat. Hair and clothes are flat as well.
yepyepyep
>Don't develope bad habits.
Oh I mean this whole meme is about developing a novel aesthetic by intentionally focusing on trying to learn how to do things "wrong" and make it work.
> I think you should familiarize yourself with your medium and best ways to mix colors.
yeah the theory is that you can do this by forcing yourself to learn the dumbest ways to mix colors. Learn about the mans by which certain things dont work from first hand experience.
>There's a reason your art is unpleasant to the eyes.
Yeah it's kind of being sought out. For a lot of them, production was halted precisely because of how frustrating they looked.
>You're making the same mistakes over and over again.
They're subtly different. It all builds on itself.
>You're not even trying to get into the tooth of the canvas.
idk what exactly you mean by this tbphwyf. What are we looking at that makes you think this? Like part of the process for year 2 has been focused on priming and gessoing and underpainting everything and building out on top of it. By the time I'm really detailing I'm like 3 layers away from the tooth of the canvas.
>Do you have at least one serious painting?
Not really? Some are more complete than others I guess. Some haven't been actively sabatoged as much either. I guess pict related is one that uppity types have said was one of the better juans.
>>3769848
como?

>> No.3769895

>>3769884
>idk what exactly you mean by this tbphwyf

The surface of the canvas. Like textured paper. You might as well go for smooth canvas as oppose to the current canvas you've been using. Tooth canvas helps incorporate light and texture into the painting. If you have no obligations to these elements, I doubt you are on /ic/ for critique..

Is this acrylic?

>> No.3769899
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>>3769895
>The surface of the canvas. Like textured paper. You might as well go for smooth canvas as oppose to the current canvas you've been using.
Yeah I guessed that's what we were talking about. Most of the canvasses I've been using for the past few months have been pre-primed too so all the gessoing and stuff is basically just for the process of it. Which is fun since in year one I was only using untreated canvasses and I wasn't doing underpaintings.
>Tooth canvas helps incorporate light and texture into the painting
Yeah a lot of what I've been doing the last year has been focused on using additives and stuff to build texture. Or just neo-impressionism rip off staccato brush strokes.
>If you have no obligations to these elements, I doubt you are on /ic/ for critique..
I mean I do it's just the focus is on goofing with the elements. Trying to subvert them in ways that may work.
>Is this acrylic?
Yeah bb.

like pict related is one from when I was more into canvas texture and actually painting on canvas, instead of painting on gesso and paint.

>> No.3769905
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3769905

>>3769899
thats another one where you can see how the combination of watered down acrylic with course canvas texture creates that kind of grainy look where the pigment is really captured by the texture of the canvas.

Like I kind of like exposed canvas and painting on harsh textures, but I got a lot of shit for it when I was doing it last year.

>> No.3769906

>>3769884
>Some haven't been actively sabatoged as much either.

For what purpose would you knowingly sabotage your paintings on a critque board? That just means you're not improving.

I will admit I'm not painting yet, and I take it as a compliment that you think I get it. I've been mainly working with color pencils and matching colors, and it doesn't take a year to find out that black isn't a good shade.

>> No.3769907

>>3769281
That's because you're doing both you fucking piece of shit
If you're making a fucking containment thread you gotta fucking stay in it

>> No.3769912

>>3754681
haha cool thread jimbo! i'm totally not saging this :pppp

>> No.3769913

>>3769907
Also I forgot: kill yourself, with fire possibly

>> No.3769930
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3769930

>>3769905
granted I get a lot of shit regardless of what I doo.

here's another from the watery blacks on exposed canvas era.

>> No.3769936
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3769936

>>3769906
>For what purpose would you knowingly sabotage your paintings on a critque board?
I don't sabotage them on the critique board. I sabotage them on the table. Like pict related is one where I had already been ruminating about the concept of "an afterbirth of better efforts" as I was looking back at how I'm naturally inclined towards production. Like I'll spend all day working on one thing, and then when I start getting frustrated or too disassociated or whatever, I'll switch to a different canvas and kind of take abuse it so I don't fuck up the thing I actually cared about. So with pict related I had a retarded amount of black paint after doing another pass on Me Who? I had this half done daisy ridley painting, which is like the 4th daisy ridley painting that was done as a fuck you throwaway, so I just used all the dang black paint making it look weird and trying to write japanese symbols for trash and poop and stuff.
>I've been mainly working with color pencils and matching colors
Yeah I'd say colored pencils is probably the best gateway to getting wet. Or pastels.
>and it doesn't take a year to find out that black isn't a good shade.
Oh yeah I understood that you essentially never want to use black paint before I did for the first painting in the race. A big part of the process for the 1. Sadfleck painting was that I tried my darnedest to do things "right", but then I got to a point where the eyes looked retarded, so out of frustration I blackened them to try and find the eye shape again, and I just kind of liked it how it was. Then I spent like 19 paintings chasing that "theory" of trying your darnedest until you "black out." All of them made it to a certain point before cancerous black started being forced into the mix.

>> No.3769939
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3769939

>>3769907
>That's because you're doing both you fucking piece of shit
You seem upset. If you'll notice the OP it says "Discussion must be limited to subjects related to /ic/ - Artwork/Critique." You're not really doing that huh?
>>3769912
idk who you are tho
>>3769913
1/30/25

>> No.3769946
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3769946

>>3769871
actually I'd still say this may be my favorite. It's up there with Confirmed for Autism for "muh thesis statement" memes. Another from the water blacks on exposed canvas era too.

>> No.3769952
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3769952

>>3769946
and here's the year 2 squeakquel. Year one was a graphite transfer, year 2 was a grid. year one was watery and black and exposed canvas and "shallow" translucent layering, year 2 was 3 layers of primer and underpainting before I started stacking matte gel strokes. Year one is dirty, year 2 is blue. idk I don't really know how to say which ones are "serious" from an objective perspective.

>> No.3769953
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3769953

these 2 are super "serious" to me. The one on the right is one of the ones kept in the "grab first in case of another fire" milkcrate. They're about confronting the anxiety I had developed after I stopped drawing for a decade. They're also what I would consider something I would consider "serious." Particularly as personal growth elements in the overarching "narrative" of the race.

>> No.3769955
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3769955

and this one is serious because it was kind of the big finale of year one. Was also being painted when my epileptic dog had a seizure and died on the way to the hospital. I partially feel responsible because I was listening to American Dream by LCD Soundsystem, which had been playing one of the other times he had a seizure and idk if like crescendoing synth shit is an epileptic trigger for dogs or something.

>> No.3769956

>>3769946
maybe I'm faceblind as fuck but I get more of a K-Stew vibe from that portrait

>> No.3769958
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3769958

and this ones serious because it was one of muh first attempts at freehanding more animated poses on a big ass canvas. I like how much jlaw kind of overpowers stone and keeps her scrunched up in the side there.

>> No.3769962
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3769962

>>3769956
pfft I wish kstew would make more interesting faces like jlaw when she's standing on a red carpet or press junket with dozens of cameras capturing multiple angles. I don't think I've done anything of her actually. She may be a dead mem at this point idk.


also pic related I would consider to be "serious" because it's the only jlaw painting that I don't have a weird personal growth or emotional context connection to. It's just mystique shaving her crotch!

>> No.3769966
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3769966

>>3769956
actually you did remind me that this image exists. I should do that for another face rainbow meme.

>> No.3769967
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3769967

>>3769966
>face rainbow meme.
context
https://youtu.be/ML1MUKOJIIo

>> No.3769970

>>3769962
ah sheeyit. I think maybe it was the eyeliner and I googled jlaw up and her weight and jawline are all over the damn place. k-stew definitely has different cheekbones though. so faceblindness confirmed.
>>3769966
yes please
>>3769967
listening to it now and it's pretty comfy

>> No.3769971
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3769971

>>3769955
and here's a spin off squeakquel that I made while tripping on acid after trying to make a painting called Dead Dog. First of 30 projected selfie protrates.

>> No.3769972

>>3769955
>>3769971
I should've acknowledged your canine. How rude of me.
Mine is getting up there in age and it's a bummer.
I really like your purple backgrounds like with Elon.
Perhaps purple backgrounds are your magic bullet of sorts.

>> No.3769978
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3769978

>>3769970
>listening to it now and it's pretty comfy
I like that whole album. Used to not like them at all but the last like 15 months I've been all about that hipster shit. Edited the end of the year one timelapse to it at like 51 minutes in. https://youtu.be/45GkUiuRmjM?t=3084

I also edited the big finale of the song with the never forget painting and it gives me feels. https://youtu.be/45GkUiuRmjM?t=3352

>> No.3769985

>>3769978
>57:06
guess I'll be refilling my drink

>> No.3770005
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3770005

>>3769972
>Mine is getting up there in age and it's a bummer.
yeah time is entropy. Take time to imprint the moment or whatever.
>I really like your purple backgrounds like with Elon.
Yeah I feel like I reserve purps for specific kind of feels. Like anxiety about death or soemthing. at least with >>3764767 and >>3769028 and pict related.

Pict related is also one that I would consider "serious." It kind of was the inception point for the wabi sabi (embracing imperfection and impermanence and emptiness or meaninglessness or whatever). It was also the point where I came up with the structure for building the first couple years around lyrics from a Tool song. Like I was already obsessing about misusing black paint and was trying to figure out when I should fucking stop doing that, and then while working on it I accidentally did a brush stroke with the highlights on the bottom left. And idk if the song happened to be playing or if I just thought of it and started playing it, but then I started going bananas with the highlights and kind of whited out a lot of what was otherwise a finished painting. Got all manic with the idea of spending all of the next year ruining paintings with whites.

Black
Then
White are
All I see
In my infancy
Red and yellow then came to be
Reaching out to me
Lets me see

As below so above and beyond I imagine
Drawn beyond the lines of reason
Push the envelope
Watch it bend

Over thinking, over analyzing, separates the body from the mind
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must

Feed my will to feel my moment
Drawing way outside the lines

etc. fucking song is in goddamn Fibonacci sequence structure.

https://youtu.be/2uoG8yy5s78

>> No.3770017
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3770017

one thing now that I only have like 15 days left in year 2 that I realize with reflection is I basically never even got to the point where I was fucking up paintings with "whites" as in, in the highlights phase, as in, at the end of the painting. I barely even made it to the actual "whites" phase. Instead I just gooped up all the darks and mid tones with whites and additives which led to an entirely different type of goofsthetic than the one I was originally all jazzed about when I was goofing up >>3770005

I really barely even applied "whites" to anything this year. I just made hundreds of 1/2 - 2/3 done paintings with no highlights and bleached dark tones. Everything just looks blue. That's an interesting thing to note now that it's too late. I think realistically, >>3769978 was much more influential in what I did for a lot of year 2 (as it was done in January 2018) than >>3770005 ended up being, even though purple headey came up with the dang idea.

>> No.3770020
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3770020

I'd call this juan "serious." It was the first time I felt mature enough or comfortable enough as an "artist" to try doing a nude, lewd, or rude meme. Hand drawn, 10x20. Spent a lot of time stacking tones and being professional as fuck painting some celeb tiddies.

>> No.3770021

>>3770005
>etc. fucking song is in goddamn Fibonacci sequence structure.
alright let me get through that other video. do you have a musical background?

>> No.3770025
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3770025

>>3770020
also for that one my favorite part is the feet and hair not being done, the face being half-done, and the blanket being eh done, while the torso and tiddies was rendered as fuck.

But then I was so jazzed about making a painting that I thought was "getting away" with making a painting about a movie I used to jerk off to constantly, that I immidiately tried to do a squeakqual for Emily Blunt (who I had just seen in that blind monster dont talk movie). And I got depressed half way through and didn't paint for a while.
https://youtu.be/IBLagwi_m2c

Standing on the shore, watching for you
You're painted into a corner
Whatever fits in your pockets; you'll get your due
Just like before
With all the others

Standing on the shore, getting old
You left me here amid the vape clowns
I must admit: I miss the laughing
But not so much you

One step forward
One step forward
One step forward
And six steps back
And six steps back
And six steps back

>> No.3770029
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3770029

>>3770025
to get over feeling like a prevert making prevert paintings my next painting, number 169, was a jizz in my pants meme. Also these were kind of at the start of the lsd microdosing experiment.

And if I see you, it's like nothing went wrong
Yeah, if we meet again tomorrow, just like nothing went wrong But there I go

Erasing our chances
Just by asking
"How do you sleep?"

>> No.3770031

that freshly yellow emma in the footage was pretty qt to be honest

>> No.3770032
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3770032

I think technically this is the first one that I would say was fully part of the LSD microdosing experiment. I basically drew out the entire anatomical facial structure using a bunch of pictures of cadavers and graphics illustrating the face muscles, then I painted them all in in blue, then I kind of spazzed out and started adding weird storkes in red, then after enjoying how fucking retarded that looked for a few weeks I painted over all of that shit with a bluey white shin thing. Like I learned SO much stuff and then managed to do something that only kind of makes me want to shoot at it.

I'll have to figure out the numbering in august or whatever. I think when I was numbering things then it was last worked on, instead of date when paint was put on canvas. It's gone back and forth a few times.

>> No.3770035

>>3770032
>using a bunch of pictures of cadavers and graphics illustrating the face muscles,
yesterday I learned that it was legal to leave your own skull to your will in my state so I want that or have someone do that for me at some point. they even hinge the jaw with metal so it swings open and shut n shiet.

>> No.3770037
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3770037

and this one is up there in the super cerial save in case of fire bin. Was started a few weeks before Red Lawrence and Purple Headey, but I was kind of hung up on it, and while I was working on RL and PH I came up the whole face rainbow idea, and then in like hour 16 or so I painted on this so it'd tie in with the other 2 for the face rainbow.

This was maybe the reason why I started numbering by "last worked on" instead of "paint on canvas."

>> No.3770048
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3770048

>>3770031
wait this one or the stone one
>>3770035
>yesterday I learned that it was legal to leave your own skull to your will in my state so I want that or have someone do that for me at some point.
I think I want to have my whole dang head and brain stored in a jar with the eyes open. As a goof!
>they even hinge the jaw with metal so it swings open and shut n shiet.
that's pretty dope. Do they heat away all the brain grapes or do cut the skull out or how that shit work I wonder.

>> No.3770051
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3770051

>>3770048
or this one? I hate this one kind of. Don't know why either. other than all the blue and it being abandoned and stuff.

Actually both of these >>3770048 are abandoned. Fuck yellow. Year 4 is gonna be gaaaay. It's all piss.

This is a 20x24 squeakquel to >>3769884 . Was another attempt to do a face rainbow for year two. Just bigger!

>> No.3770056
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3770056

>>3770051
>>3769884
this was the second/third attempt at a big face rainbow meme. I even tried to recreate the magic with the first trio by starting the Jlaw Pout one early and then working on the Stone and Fox ones together and mixing in the Jlaw one, but I kind of only ended up making the Jlaw one worse, getting annoyed, and completely forgetting the Stone and Fox one for the rest of the year.

>> No.3770072
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3770072

>>3770048
>>3770051
and this one is a squeakqual to the theme that had kind of accidentally developed of yucky yellow emmas.

>> No.3770074
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3770074

this painting was started sober, while watching the new at the time season of the Kimmie Schmidt show. The painting was "finished" tripping balls on acid watching watching Annihilation for the 2nd time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCuBalItZA8

>> No.3770076
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>>3770074
this one kind of rode the afterbirth tidal wave of motivational feels I had from >>3770074

kind of just effortlessly and very quickly made what could be close to one of my best paintings. The only thing I'd consider a mistake is the forehead smudge, everything else gets to fuck you in the unfinished memespace.

Honestly a lot of this is upsetting to me. idk if I could replicate it and it having that wabi sabi inspiration that I get from thinking about that fucking painting.

Like the whole yin/yang concept, structure and chaos competing or however we want to define it. Where when you apply that to art, we kind of determine what makes "good" art when it either rides the line between those things, subverts them, or executes them well. Art is about creative inspiration that comes from from technical production. I'd say I've always been pretty heavily invested in subversion or riding the line, but there's something about pict related, imhotep, that maybe starts to hint at the possibility that they could be well executed AND subversive idk. I get aesthetic feels from it. I feel like Kanye listening to his own album when I look at it. Makes me want to kill myself.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HH3kZCPeaLw

>> No.3770084
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3770084

I'd say this one is serious on account of the subject being a villainous clown hanging upside down, and the frame (i glued wire at the middle) is designed so you can hang it either way depending on your mood, and that was kind of the inception point for a bunch of other ideas and paintings

>> No.3770086
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3770086

>>3770084
>and that was kind of the inception point for a bunch of other ideas and paintings

>> No.3770087
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3770087

>>3770084
>inception point for a bunch of other ideas and paintings

>> No.3770090
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3770090

>inception point for a bunch of shit

>> No.3770096
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3770096

I'd say this one is serial because in terns of personal connection memes it's the second of the LSD microdosing era, first that was actually executed in a way that didn't take like 30 hours over a few months.

First attempt to spearment with putting highlights and bright colors and weird contrasting colors as skin tones and idk a bunch of other stuff. It looks like the kind of thing that someone taking a small amount of LSD at 10 in the morning would probably execute.

And then for nothing personel memes it's also kind of my go-to meme about both muh alcoholism and muh substance misgoofs.

Plus it was kind of like I was undoing a wrong by the one they call wilsmif after the first painting of him was set on fire.

>> No.3770109
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3770109

I'd say the one on the right is serial because it's the only Margot Robbie painting I've worked on that hasn't been fucked up, and I kind of am debating about whether or not the left one deserves it's own number.

But the one on the right is serial because it was actually painted at the worst part of a depressive wave and was kind of the means by which i stopped being a depressive episode.

Watched the iTanya movie or whatever, felt feels, immediately got inspired to make a painting about it and quickly did an underlayer that I decided later I liked as it was. idk it's one that I keep hung up in my living room/workspace even though it's objectively ugly and kinda depressing or whatever.

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>>3770109
Margot Cry About was worked on with pict related which had been started in year one but really hadn't been meaningfully worked on unitl year 2, when it got bunched up with the other depression maymays.

Also maybe the start of the dark green=depression, light green=mania motif.

Also the painting i think of on mornings light tonight where no amount of booze does anything to put me down. Have had 26 shots in this waking period. Still not tired. Just drunk and hungover and manic.

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it's mornings like this that motivate me to navigate the path of a ballistic projectile through my brainstem.

I still very much am not happy to be alive. I still very much want to be fucking dead. Just got this fucking race holding everything up.

Chuck Palahniuk was a big influence on young me. The protagonist from Survivor, who gets out of cult and then just happens to keep getting distracted from suicide while the story plays out. All these fucking paintings away from the void.

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it's mornings like this that motivate me to navigate the path of a ballistic projectile through my brainstem.

I still very much am not happy to be alive. I still very much want to be fucking dead. Just got this fucking race holding everything up.

Chuck Palahniuk was a big influence on young me. The protagonist from Survivor, who gets out of a cult and then just happens to keep getting distracted from suicide while the story plays out, is maybe the most relatable protagonist to me ever.

All these fucking paintings are just an elaborate hoax that keeps me swimming away from the void.

There's nothing more terrifying, or seductive, imhotep, than the death experience. it's your life's money shot. Your entire life is just one boner, and death is when your lifeboner cums. Or lady cums. It's when your brain just squirts out all the juices and everything lets go and you detach from the self and your consciousness just corrode back into earth like shitty faggot trash. What if it's the coolest thing that'll ever happen? What if "heaven" is just what your brain does as it falls into EndGame death memes and your perception of time falls away?

idk honestly I may do another Russian Roulete meme with my brain or finger right now. This could be the title of that Michael Jackson posthumous documentary. Probably just jerk off though.

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keeps not working. 1 out of 6 basically means never.

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I came her only to see that absolutely insane retard speaking to himself and posting his shit art. Sage.

>> No.3770278

>>3754681
Been away for over a year and you are still here doing this shit, don't you ever get tired of it?

>> No.3771008

did he died?

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>>3754777
Fav movie - I like it

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>>3770278
eh I've found that it has a lot of benefits as a creative and motivational tool. By endlessly arguing about nonsense and/or art or whatever else it's always an opportunity to try rewriting your ideas or jokes or arguments against actively antagonistic text generators that will pretty much always just oppose and argue against whatever you say, lets you fine tune your rhetoric, challenge your ideas, work on writing out your concepts, etc.

And then in terms of motivational, I was definitely much more productive in terms of total output in spring and late winter of 2018 when I wasn't using any meme or social media than I was when I was posting here again in summer-present. But at the same time, there are a lot of benefits from constantly interacting with human gnats that are always willing to feed my masochistic spite impulse. I find a lot of benefit from interacting with a frustratingly dumb or angry person, and then painting about it for the next few hours after. Like the interference they create informs and motivates the decisions I make, sometimes out of spite, on the painting. Like as I ruminate on the conversation and the ideas from the conversation later, those ideas and themes become associated to me as I'm working, with specific things that I'm doing in the painting. So if I'm mulling over an idea or dialogue tree while doing a more fluid, blended approach, and then I start to get annoyed or bored with the argument or idea happening in my head, it's often reflected by a shift where I start doing things that actively sabotage the things I was doing as a way to change the subject. Just find benefit in having an argument or some kind of competing ideas going on in my head while I'm working. Makes it so that I'm less anxious about what I'm working on by giving all the annoying, distracting parts of my mind have something else to obsess about.

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>>3770021
>do you have a musical background?
Took piano lessons as a wee kid. Played cello in elementary school. Got into drums in middle and high school. Then got a keyboard like last year to get back into practicing music. Plus I have some experience with editing to music and stuff and its all kind of part of musical construction type of memes.

I'm pretty heavily influenced by music. Like my whole "staccato strokes" shit like OP >>3769281 >>3770017 and really most the other crazy looking ones are painted to the music. I think of painting, particularly when it's starting with graphite transfer or exact proportional grids, as kind of like playing music. You start with the sheet music, or the image on the canvas, and then the process of painting it is how you choose to compose the piece, etc.

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>>3770138
for historical rekord porpoises this was in reference to a deleted post that led to me playing russian roulette with my finger for the second time so far. It isn't scheduled to happen for another 2 years so it's annoying that I keep doing it when I time travel with alcohol.

pict related was from the first time. Didn't try capturing time lapse on the second time. Because I was confident it wouldn't happen and I'm stupid and a bad documentsman.

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>>3754681
fuck it I'll keep using this thread.