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Nope. Literally can't. I can get aroused by my own work but I need to look at something else to actually finish.

Yes and I get erections from women's drawings. TowerGirls is very distracting for me

>>3616842
Every day

>>3616842
All the time.

>>3616847
Get good.

>>3616842
Nah, it feels arrogant.
I want to stroke my penis, not my ego.

>>3616866

It has nothing to do with skill, its just a mental thing. I've gotten off to some truly shameful art and writing just because it has hit my niche kinks in the past.

>>3616842
I fapped to a flipnote of Sakura Haruno that I made, And I forgot about it until now so thank you, OP.

>>3616842
Not anymore. Story time.

>me age 16
>mom caught my brother watching porn
>has dad put a filter on the internet
>can't figure out the router password
"fuck it I'll draw my own porn"
>do this for a while drawing my own kinks
>feels good man
>they stack up in a pile under my bed
>while im at school mom picks me up early
>tells me the kitchen caught fire while everyone was away
>the coffee maker shorted out and roasted the kitchen
>our dog was stuck inside and died of smoke inhalation, laying in his bed sleeping and waiting for us to come home
>forget about drawings because im upset about our dog

>next few days, I don't go to school
>finally parents take us to the house and start throwing stuff away and keeping anything salvageable
>insurance people are there documenting, also some business that cleans shit after a fire to salvage it
>everything on the top half of the house is melted
>think "my drawings should be safe better throw them away before anyone finds them"

>go to my room
>there's literally none of my art in there
>check under the bed
>my porn is missing. FUCK.
>come out and ask my dad if he knows what happened to all my art
>"Anon, we had the cleaners take all of your art and store it. We'll go through it together later if you want, son."
>one of the cleaners is within earshot
>he looks at me and chuckles before going back to talking to my mom about what things she wants to box up and get cleaned

>MFW a bunch of people saw my dirty secret poorly drawn porn
>MFW my dad really did bring me the box as a "surprise" and insisted on going through it
>MFW these assholes put the porn on the top of the pile and he saw it once he opened the box
>He just closed it and walked away silently, leaving me with my shame
>never speaks of it again, won't look me in the eye for a while

And that's why I never drew my own porn again :(

Also protip guys unplug your coffee makers and small appliances if you leave the house, even if they have a clock.

>>3616842
Nope, I haven't been able to jack it to art since I started drawing.
I go to fap, then I remember that it's art, then I think about the artist, and then the fact that it's probably some dude that drew the piece and likely gets turned on by the fact that other dude fap to his drawings, and then I'm turned off.

>>3617004
Hey, girls draw porn and get off on that shit too you know!

>>3616985
kek that's sad I went through that too after a badly drawn baguette in one of my elementary school notebooks.

On a funnier note I did a painting of a leather jacket and my dad thought it was the devil, he was very angry about it.

>>3616930
Post your work unironically. I just studied porn artists and anatomy in general until my work became fappable. I don't even draw anything hardcore, since I lose motivation to draw actual pornography after I jerk off.

All the time!!!

I do and use to fantasize about them on random occasions, being a khv doesn't help so I have a hard time avoiding sexual arousal from it. I don't even think about this too much when doing art, sort of happens, had an inclination to do it since I was 12, first sort of erotic drawing that I did was Rei Ayanami (pretty decent, but mostly copied), then I started doing some tcg copies and finally just came up with stuff of my own and the rest is history.

>>3616985
I had a similar story but without the house in fire part. I had a few notebooks full of drawings of lewds that I'd fap to occasionally, I started doing this stacking for years, got away with it until I was like 17 or maybe even older.

I stored this shit in a place of the house that was used for leaving stuff that was taking up space, I'd go there sometimes and draw in some of the notebooks, then just leave it there hidden among the pile of books and bags. I was especially good at timing this shit because of how difficult was to do it in the day, so used to do it very early in the morning or just at late night, sometimes felt a little risky and just stacked the shit and did all this in my room. I remember 2 instances where I could've been caught but I managed to hide the drawings. This wouldn't last too long, however.

One day I was playing some Diablo 2 cs runs with my din (I don't know why I remember this in more detail than anything else), this all happened in the sort of "living room" we had, I was focused on what I was doing, but my mom went past the room quickly, however, for a millisecond, in the corner of my eye I saw something familiar, it was a notebook, no, actually like 3 or 4. She entered my sister's room, I had a hunch even though I didn't even see it, just felt it in my stomach. Well, I entered the room and yeah. I think they had a smirk o their face from the cringe, didn't say anything and just took the notebooks from them, but it was already too late.

They never mentioned it afterward.

>>3617011
At least it wasn't kinky self insert anime cringe porn
The jacket thing is hilarious though

>>3617076
Why the fuck did your mom show that shit to your sister that's weird

>>3616842
yeah.

>>3617076
cont.

Even after what happened, I still couldn't get over it and managed to fill a few sketchbooks, with even more degenerate shit, but I was much more careful of keeping them close and hidden from anyone, however, after the years I felt more self-conscious about this and decided that I should stop doing it. it's way harder than it sounds though. This evolved into other alternatives, like digital art and porn folders, but I cut that shit out too, I still do some lewds at times but feel less and less inclined to because of college. Lately, I decided to be upfront about it, so maybe that makes it less of an interest to me, I did some sketches and nudes on a cardboard on my desk, I just leave it there and don't care if anyone sees it, so far it's working.

>>3617098
I don't know, she was an adult so I guess she trusted her. It wasn't big of a deal that she knew anyway, I was given the bible black dvd from my other sister stolen from the one I mentioned in this story, just to have a reaction from me, I was certainly taken aback that she did gave it to me being an awkward adolescent, guess we are all weird, but they were more upfront about it, me on the other hand, was unexpectedly doing this without giving any evidence of having this behavior, so probably it was surprising or just shocking.

Yeah, and I immediately threw it away.

>>3616842
I've jacked off to myself in the mirror but jacking off to my drawings is just too narcissistic, I can't

>>3617119
>literally jacking off to yourself is better than something you can disassociate yourself with

>>3617119
>jacked off to myself in the mirror
You have the big gay

>>3617119
>jacked off to myself
fellas, is it gay?

>>3617164
Super gay

>>3617164
Its 100% gay af, I mean if he said he dressed up and jacked off it would have been 50% gay but it's not.

I grew up without internet, son.

>>3616842
pscht wouldn't you like to know

>>3616985
Fuck id feel humiliated. Which reminds me. Everytime i draw porn, i remember when i had a folder which i kept drawings including my porn. One time i was lazy and left my folder in the living room. Remembered I left it there i decide to go get it. Ask get there i see my 9 year old sister looking at a drawing of a anime girl holding dicks and getting cummed on. Snatched the folder quick and ran.

one time a looooong ass time ago I used to draw lewds. My brother had some fucking how convinced our mom to buy him the first 2 copies of Girls Bravo manga at the book store. Up to this point I had usually drawn Toonami shit and some mini comics about Evangelion, but after we got GB I started getting a little more risque. I had discovered porn a few years prior to this but I never made any up until this point. But one day I drew a picture of a naked anime girl wet from just showering, brushing her hair. Gave her pussy hair and nipples and everything. And for some reason I didn't fucking throw it away. I "hid" it in a folder where I kept all my other artwork like a madman. One day we were in the office room and she was going through the folders, and of course, she finds it.
>"well.."
>she turns the picture to face me
>"I'll give you an A for anatomy I suppose."
to give context, my brother and I were home schooled. Which explains a lot, I'm sure.

After that it was game over. My brother got busted for the 3,000+ hentai pictures he had saved on his computer file, but only after we had printed out 300~400 pictures and hid them under his bed in 2 different folders. One for pics, one for doujins we printed. Getting busted didn't stop us though. We just started tracing out of my how to draw manga books but filling in the boobs and pussies instead of drawing clothes. Evangelion comics I made turned sexual with our self-insert OC's. Then Code Geass started airing and it only goes downhill from there. Every time I was drawing anything my mom would come in and say shit like
>You better not be drawing any more porn/naked girls/etc
I actually didn't start drawing girls again because of this up until last year. Shit left a big mark on my psyche lol.

On one hand, it's like the good old days. It was fun in a weird way. But on the other hand I cringe so hard every time I think about it.

>>3618683
Oh just for a fun mental image, I didn't even mention the InuYasha porn I tried to draw before I got anything to trace out of. I remember Kagome's spaghetti noodle arms giving InuYasha's 3 inch dick a handjob. Damn, looking back at it, some of this shit is hilarious. Might try to draw some lewds again. Could be fun, at least to see the progress. And also because my mom doesn't constantly look over my shoulder anymore.

>>3616912
>not stroking both at the same time
>not cumming with mind and body simultaneously
>can't into full ego orgasm
Ngmi

>>3616842
That picture!!
Lucky kid to have that babysitter.
Source?

>>3616842
It's the curse oof the hentai artist
You either jack off to other people drawings or do them yourself but can't jerk off to tem

>>3616842
several times

>>3618721

Just your mom making me breakfast.

>get decent at drawing
>get the urge to draw weird shit like guro/monsters/oldxyoung
>do it

With great power comes great responsibility.

>>3616985
Sorry for your dog, anon.

>>3616842
pls dont ask stupid questions, not everyone are degenerate as much as you and your mother

>>3616985
this entire greentext just ruined my day

>>3618931
why the FUCK do 99% of artists love drawing guro and monsters and disgusting shit? i picked up the hobby because i just want to draw cute boys

>>3619577
>i just want to draw cute boys

I do the same thing, but it's just a curiosity even once. Just to draw mild guro like some monster biting a sexy girl's head off or something. I mean popular artists probably did so once, but you'll never know, it's a secret.

>>3619577
99% of 'American' artists (fixed it for ya)

Normal people, with a clean soul, will never waste their talent on degeneration.

>>3616847
Same
I can draw something and be like "yeah this is hot"
but that's about it

>>3619696
Kim Jung Gi literally draws guro though

>>3619577
>99% of artists love
How much of a fucking shut in do you have to be to think this? /ic/ is full of delusional children

>>3619696
>will never waste their talent on degeneration.
openly that is

>>3616842
Yep.

would you fuck your own daughter?

>>3616842
Yes
>>3617164
Yes
>>3619909
Fuck yes

>>3616842
bump

>>3619577
Then draw cute boys and don't pay any of the 99% any mind.

>>3616985
I store my poorly drawn dirty shit in a secret compartment in my desk. I have to get rid of them ASAP.

>>3616842
Yes, but not anymore. I jacked off less to what I drew and more to the thought of what I wanted to draw. I try my best to avoid masturbating while drawing lewds because when I nut, I discharge my creative drive along with my semen. It's not what I solely draw, but it helps vent my sexual frustration. I have a folder containing my attempts at drawing lewds that go back years. I need to burn them as soon as possible as discretely as possible.

>>3616985
I've had so many close calls similar to your story, minus the house fire.
>Be college student
>Still live with parents
>Buy a notebook with dividers
>Would barely fill my notebook with notes from class
>Decide to dedicate one section to drawing lewds
>Mainly drew vanilla nudes
>About the most scandalous things I made were a few nude ladies wielding shotguns and maybe a cyborg
>Semester ends
>Have a a lot of blank pages left in my notebook
>Forget about everything I drew

>Mom asks if she could have my notebook 6 months later
>She wanted to save money instead of buying a new one
>Say ok, but tell her it's filled with notes from class
>She doesn't care
>About to give her my notebook
>Suddenly remember my special section
>Immediately hesitate and tell her I need to tear out my notes
>She says "alright"
>Spend the next ten minutes tearing out all my class notes and drawings and checking three times if I missed anything
>Give her the notebook
She's a devout catholic and is obviously not a huge fan of erotica. I really don't want think about how she she would have reacted if she saw them.

>>3616842
...maybe
If you went back in time and told my young high-school self that I would have a quad-amputee fetish, I would thought you were a sick fuck, but then have egg on my face the next day.

>>3616985
Fuck, man

Yes.
I draw very fancy landscapes

>>3616842
can't fap to your drawings if you can't draw

Yes
It is my limitus test for if the picture is actually uploadable.

>>3616842
Yeah, there's not a whole lot of people that draw toddlercon, so of course I do.

>>3616842
i remember going on a vecation and no internet to fap to....drew fuckin android 18 and nutted

>>3617004
That's retarded anon. You fap to the content, not to the person.

Do you also not to fap to regular real porn because there's a camera man and director behind the view?

Do you also not fuck women because they have a father who made them?

That is so stupid goddamn. The autism on this site.

>>3616842
>The feeling when your porn is actually more fapable to you than anything on the internet

>>3624981
>tfw you design your own traps

>>3626277
post plz.

>>3616912
For any aspiring smut artist I think it’s good to whack it to your own material. If you can’t get off to your work how can anyone else?

>>3626852
Exactly.

Only back in Junior high when I used to draw Hentai from Ranma and Dragon ball.

drew alot of lewd stuff but never even had a boner, for some reason in my case i can't view my artwork as something decent enough for me to get an errection

Yes and I dab after every time.