/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>2910999
I want commissions from /ic/ artists.

Just to give back and all.

>>2910999
I want to get gud and stop being a beginner or fucking die

>>2910999
>send me a list with your address or something

http://a.co/8pmV7pM

I sent u an email don't doxx me or something please, I'm just a simple boy that likes art

>>2911003
I can pay for it. post here or shoot me email with the details

>>2911008
lol can't help you there

>>2910999
why not make a google docs?

>>2911067
Google docs that I can make public available? I don't like the format, but I'll resort to it if I have to. I also thought about posting on tumblr.

I am making a bunch of ZIP files at the moment. I am putting nearly all of my content on my hard drive online - music, essays, sketches, personal journals, PDFs of books,

Do you have a wishlist?

I should've mentioned in my op but I'd appreciate it if you all attach your blog or art samples along with your wishlist, because I am bored and curious. Tell me about yourself too, because I like reading about people's lives.

btw this is the amount I have to spend

>>2911078
A-all of it?

Are you taking suicide or why did you decide to do this?

Buy me some headphones so I can listen to music while I draw

>>2910999
Do you do scan requests? Like for books.

>>2911078
>inb4 OP delivers like 10 cintiques

>>2911103
Well? Do you want one?

>>2911105
hmm, got an email? I don;t think any anon would post their adress here

also where are you going to deliver to? USA?

>>2910999
Are you legit for real? Is there a limit to how expensive the item is?

>>2911078
why don't you donate to some poor elementary school or something

>>2911117
We are some poor something

>>2911113
Assuming this is legit... I've personally been lusting after this https://www.jetpens.com/Sakura-Gelly-Roll-Gel-Pen-74-Color-Set/pd/15389..

>>2911114
if he wants to burn like 40k and not sent it to thousands of anons, then going 2-3k would mean about 15-20 anons, which still a lot of work

>>2911118
donate it to some kids with some potential in their lives instead of losers like us

>>2910999
>I am also trying to figure out a way how I can post my ideas online in an organized manner so other people can take it and use it however they want. Maybe like an open source or something. If you have any suggestions I'd appreciate it.
youtube videos with download link for the files in the description?

>>2911125
we are kids with potential, r-right /ic/?

Honestly OP, I'd recommend you not to do it.
Not because money would be that important, but because it's yours, you own it and you deserve to spend it, not some random guy who doesn't even know your name.
You can always make /ic/ happy by gitting gud and posting paintovers every now and then.

>>2911113
His mail is the first post in this thread.

>>2911032
You actually will, wow.

I don't know Firez's prices though, so I'll go check in a be.

>inb4 he sends anthrax in the mail

>>2911071
sent you an e-mail

>>2911125
I am already donating a couple grands to the youth shelters that pretty much raised me. Then I am donating more to places like Tor and Sci Hub.

>>2911114
There's no limit if I think you'd benefit from getting a $2000 cintiq. Just send me your blog and art via email. I rather help a couple promising artists who take their shit seriously than like 100 shitposters. I've already gifted people a couple times on this board and I've also seen a lot of people take those gifts and end up never drawing again.

>>2911117
I am not donating to public schools because their problem isn't just lack of money, it's the shit management, bureaucracy, and lack of parental involvement. Throwing even 40k is going to be like tossing drops of water at a pitfire, I rather use the money where it will count, even if it means buying someone a proper tablet.

>>2911140
speaking of firez I should probably buy his plane ticket to get the fuck out of honduras

>>2911161
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anthrax_(American_band)
is OP an loli?

>>2911165
the thread were ''sent ;^)'' is actually relevant

>>2911168
what is your profession? is it an artist? how much do you make?

>>2911133

This. Honestly OP. I'm not going to post anyhing. I'll keep struggling and working my shitty job and most likely die doing so.

>>2911181
What if you didn't have to struggle anymore?

something seems off about this

>>2911184
this. are you alright op?

>>2911168
How about this OP, how about you buy /ic/s education so we can all get good. Make an account on an online school website so we can all share the account and take the classes there

that's a better investment

>>2911190
That's only 15$ mate

>>2911192
I wish I had 15$

>>2911171
I don't know. I do a lot of things.

>>2911184

Hah.

>>2911190

Good idea. Why don't you throw some suggestions while you're at it

>>2911100
I have PDFs of books but you can probably find it in the mega book thread

I also have hard copy books of my own I can send

IS THIS A TRAP?

Someone being nice is too suspicious

>>2911205
>Good idea. Why don't you throw some suggestions while you're at it
anonther anon here

could it work if you make an account to an online shop, you put some credit there, and then post the login data.... but then somebody could be a d/ic/k and change the password and keep everything for himself ...

>>2910999
http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/product/NEOBK-509366

buy this and scan it pls

>>2911078
OP I really hope you're not doing this cause you're planning suicide or for self destructive reasons....

I've got a couple emails now. I can't respond to all of them. Also waiting for more time to pass so I can sift through more people.

>>2911227

I'll look into this.

>>2911205
I thought it was a good idea but there really isn't anything out there that isn't on cgpeers now that I think about it.

>>2911229
Is there a reason you're not responding to the posts asking if you're doing alright?
Is there something you want to talk about, anon?

>>2911227
>>2911229
Isn't there like a hundred similar weeb art books floating around the artbook thread?

>>2911228
This gave me chills. Is something wrong, op?

yeah his email is deadchild.... are you okay man?

>>2911239
Right now I am eating cake for breakfast with half and half and nobody can stop me. A breakfast of the champions. What can go wrong?

OP here. Someone is asking for this book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1421518678/

can anyone find a PDF version of this

>>2911271
https://manga.madokami.al/Manga/B/BL/BLAC/Black%20%26%20White

just make an account

Life is worth living don't do it OP.

>>2910999
Op how are you gonna live without money

If it is real, could you buy me something to start doing watercolor ?

>>2911255
urasawa is special

>>2910999
1. pochade box and tripod
2. silkscreen, squeegee, light, and ink
3. new oil brushes
bonus: whatever the most expensive cintiq is (just be fun to play with)

did op respond to anyone yet

>>2911324
nope

>>2911271
It might be better if you just buy a set of watercolors for some random anon or even better, a close friend of yours.
An artbook is not something that makes anyone go and draw. It makes them save it on their hard drive and procrastinate further.

>>2911314
pic related

>>2911329

If your email is something like "i just started drawing, go find my wishlist on amazon it's the same email as this one" and nothing else besides that then yeah obviously I am not responding.

I've added a couple people to my list already but they've told me about themselves and showed me their art and were clear about what they wanted upfront, giving direct links to the items. See, if you want free shit, at least make it easier for me to buy things for you.

>>2911332
>a close friend of yours.

I have no friends

>>2911347
Are you okay with vidya op

>>2911205

Scott Eaton's bodies in motion would be nice

Dear OP,

Please don't kill yourself. Use that money to help yourself to better your circumstances and start enjoying life again.

Love,
me

>>2911354
don't. just give me your blog and a wishlist

>>2911355
jesus at least give me a link. make it easier for me man

>posting anything other than your Amazon wishlist
Huehuehue

>>2911364
if we don't have a blog, can we attach some of our art as attachments?

>>2911371
Yeah a couple people did that.

I also recognized a couple people from discord.

>>2911347
OP, I just wanted to thank you for this opportunity you're giving us. Your generosity is heartening.

>>2911378
Generosity stemming from having no loved ones to spend on except orphans and revolutionaries, then you're welcome

I'm going to go take a nap but I'll come back in a couple hours, keep posting

1. blog and art samples
2. wishlist and address
3. a bit about yourself

help me help you

O-OP, love yourself. Don't do this...

>>2911332
>An artbook is not something that makes anyone go and draw. It makes them save it on their hard drive and procrastinate further.
speak for yourself

>>2911382
>Generosity stemming from having no loved ones to spend on except orphans and revolutionaries, then you're welcome
C'mon, man, there are people out there surrounded by loved ones and orphans who don't even think about buying shit for other people when there is almost nothing to gain from it.

>>2911382
what kind of revolutionaries, op?

>>2911389
What about the love that is gained by doing something for others? This might be just the thing he needs to turn his life around.

>>2911392
Perhaps. Having lots of money and no one to spend them with is a good recipe for depression.

How did you make this money, op?
Is your job stressful?

>get a blank cheque
>ideas tap out at fifty bucks
But then I am out of Primacolour Turquoise...

>>2911392
I'll be his gf if he's not fat
Will it help op? Don't off yourself

Are you sick with something terminal op? Do you want friends?

It's your money, but I'm just curious- How come you're giving to randoms rather than artists you like?

hey op in one day i create patreon,if u will donate me 5 $ or 10, it be a wery cool,other things i must buy himself but 5 $ it money for me right now, also that email spooky

>>2911407
Did Delacroix refuse the patronage of the King? Well perhaps that is a bad example.

you could buy and scan alla prima 2 https://www.amazon.com/Alla-Prima-Everything-about-Painting/dp/096621174X the first book is very highly regarded but the second is very expensive and imposible to find a pdf of. The framed perspective books would be cool too https://www.amazon.com/Framed-Perspective-Vol-Technical-Storytelling/dp/1624650309/ref=pd_bxgy_14_img_2?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=1624650309&pd_rd_r=T1Y4TY1W5YMEHTDN2S0C&pd_rd_w=FQEHC&pd_rd_wg=XBkDm&psc=1&refRID=T1Y4TY1W5YMEHTDN2S0C https://www.amazon.com/Framed-Perspective-Vol-Technical-Characters/dp/1624650325/ref=pd_bxgy_14_img_2?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=1624650325&pd_rd_r=SZK412E3M2DF4QE1R2T1&pd_rd_w=wNnjy&pd_rd_wg=S6YtX&psc=1&refRID=SZK412E3M2DF4QE1R2T1 framed ink from the same author is really good but his other two books have no pdf's floating about

sorry for the shitty formating, let me retry
>>2911477
you could buy and scan alla prima 2
https://www.amazon.com/Alla-Prima-Everything-about-Painting/dp/096621174X
the first book is very highly regarded but the second is very expensive and imposible to find a pdf of.
The framed perspective books would be cool too
https://www.amazon.com/Framed-Perspective-Vol-Technical-Storytelling/dp/1624650309/ref=pd_bxgy_14_img_2?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=1624650309&pd_rd_r=T1Y4TY1W5YMEHTDN2S0C&pd_rd_w=FQEHC&pd_rd_wg=XBkDm&psc=1&refRID=T1Y4TY1W5YMEHTDN2S0C
https://www.amazon.com/Framed-Perspective-Vol-Technical-Characters/dp/1624650325/ref=pd_bxgy_14_img_2?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=1624650325&pd_rd_r=SZK412E3M2DF4QE1R2T1&pd_rd_w=wNnjy&pd_rd_wg=S6YtX&psc=1&refRID=SZK412E3M2DF4QE1R2T1
framed ink from the same author is really good but his other two books have no pdf's floating about.

>OP still didn't respond to me

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>2911479
Maybe you don't seem worthy enough
He senses your weak potential and how you don't try hard

based op are you really gonna send me the paint? I promise I'll use it :^o

>>2911479
shh...
He's napping

>>2910999
>>2911078
>>2911382


hey op i dont know if you are really doing this but if so if you could spare some for a sketchbook that would be great, I started doing /las/ a good 13 days ago and I finished off my sketchbook after doing daily warmups and drawings. I dont know how you plan on aproaching this but heres my blog below. My dream would be to become an illustrator for some game company or some big movies but right now im trying to nail down fundamentals to start on my path.

blog: https://nicc-nacc.tumblr.com/

email to sort things out:bubble99buddy@gmail.com

>>2911524
Can't u just buy printing paper?

Does OP only accept amazon wishlists? I send out my adress and wishlist, but I suppose he'll be getting too many messages to bother.


I hope he doesn't mind if I resend the message with a link...

>>2911536
I tend to be out and about most of the time during the week, which is why having everything in one place (a sketchbook) works out much better than loose leaf printer paper

>>2911524
source on your bg pic?

>>2911561
concept i came up with one day after looking at spiders images online

>>2911575
I think he was asking about the background on your blog.
The spiders are pretty cool tho. Read some Scott Robertson and study insects a bit more and you're on your way to git gud fzd style.

>>2911586
oh here

>>2910999
If I send you an email will you buy me a steam giftcard? Maybe I can draw you a little something for it?

>>2911604
Also about the open source thing, maybe a Tumblr blog or a pastebin post? Maybe even a wordpress site? I dunno

>>2911604

Vidya won't help you git gud at drawing anon.

>>2910999
-cum in sakimichan
-a sakimichan blowjob
-fuck sakimichan anus
- a sakimichan oral sex

>>2911608
I would ask for art supplies but I currently can't accept packages from out of the country
I really want a brush pen and some good vibrant watercolours but that will have to wait

>>2910999
I have sent you an email too, anon.

4 hours and no response
oh well

>>2911692
Has anyone received a response at all?

>>2911699
no

then again I didn't email him my blog, but this is 4chan

>>2911699
someone just collected all your personal data including identity, address and mental issues
gl

>>2911600
yes, thanks a lot and um keep it up man.
btw your spider looks like an ant with 8 legs. but since it's a robot, anything goes ofc, just letting you know.

>>2911706

that nigga knows my commission email, i didnt give him an address

>>2911706
i gave him a throwaway so im fine

>>2911706


this >>2911716

>>2911712
>>2911716
how is he gonna send you shit if you don't give him the address, also he asked for it here >>2911382

>>2911718
You don't buy physical stuff obviously.

>>2911718
why would anyone give their address to a stranger on 4chan
an amazon wishlist should be enough

>>2911706
I gave him my cousins address so I'm fine.

>>2911718

he oughta reply. confirmation is a thing.

c'mon, bruv, this is the internet. you throw every dog a bone, your house is gonna burn.

>Anon made a scam to trick /ic/ assholes into giving him their address and he is going to kill them because they made fun of his drawing

>>2911726
>giving your address to random internet anon without getting proof it's all real
>not making a one-time email just in case
Natural selection

>>2911726
>that gif
I remember seeing the webm for this the first time. It's one of the most depressing and chilling things I've ever watched. ;_;

>>2911741
webm?

>>2911766
I didn't save it.

>tfw Op appreciates the effort you've been putting into art and gifts you a tablet

>>2911797
Did you get an intuos med my man

>>2911797
>TFW he gifts you God tier watercolors.

>>2911797
like actually?

>>2911798

No, but I am hopeful. Maybe the sticking with the 10 hours a day meme has been worth it!

>>2911806
What do you mean you're hopeful?

>>2911808

I literally mean I am hopeful OP will appreciate my efforts and gift me a tablet. Hopefully anything better than a wacom bamboo, my wrist huts froing doing hardcore perspective with it.

>>2911800

Watercolors are cool, I was gonna ask for copic markers but they are not available in my amazon.

Possibilities:
>OP is going to suicide
>OP has terminal illness
>OP is getting revenge on anons who hurt him
>OP is scamming or phishing
>OP feels guilty and is repenting through charity
>OP is getting rid of dirty money
>OP is depressed, thinks this will make him happy
>OP is plain generous
>OP is lonely, craves attention
>OP is trying to prove someone wrong
>OP made a deal with someone or himself
>OP is a troll
>OP is manic atm
>OP is passing on a good deed someone did for him

Anything I left out?

>>2911812

>OP is the literal re-incarnation of Zyzz and Bob Ross fussed into one and is here to make sure we all make it FUARK THEM HAPPY ACCIDENTS, BRAH.

>>2911811
How will a better tablet make your wrist hurt less?

>>2911811
OP here. I have copic markers I don't really use. Let me know who you are

tfw someone sends a blog of an artist i know and claims to be them and obviously they're not them

>>2911830
op?

so OP, how many emails have you gotten?

>>2911830
>implying I'm not high profile

>>2911833
legit curious about this too
wonder if only the needy and greedy will be desperate enough to send one, and all the unsure middle ground anons will stay safe

OP ANSWER MY EMAIL REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>2911820

The surface will be bigger, and I can use my shoulder instead of the wrist. The wacom bamboo is too small, makes it really hard to have that flexibility when trying to do straight lines. But it was pretty cheap and in my budget range, so I've been trying to get use to it anyway, not life threatening imo, but knowing my situation it's going to take me a few good years before I can afford something like an intous pro or smaller cintiq.


>>2911821

I am the Anon that re-send the messages because I forgot to add the amazon wishlist link, Spanish Faggot. If what I asked for is too expensive, copic markers are cool too! Thanks OP.

tfw you want to go to sleep but you're hoping too hard that op will reply

>>2911833
about the same amount as the people who replied to this thread

>tfw when you receive email from artists you recognize and used to talk to

>>2911624
You could ask for a gift card for an art place or for amazon

>>2911847
>gift card for amazon
Never thought about that

>>2911845
Why'd you stop talking? Drifted away?

>>2911845

if this is op, id like to ask if the fact that i draw furry porn is turning you away. ive at least got my argument for it, if you'd like to hear it.

>>2911860
We already know it's because you're poor, anon.

>>2911860
>asking for a dragon dildo
>"it's for reference"

>>2911845
who are you, that 31ish year old who does comics?

>>2911606
pastebin sounds promising

it'd be funny if someone took the ideas I spent years working on only to make some porn parody out of it

>>2911863

lol, if someone bought me a dragon dildo, id have it as a mantle piece, but naw, I asked for a new comp because mine is in pure shambles, and living in min-wage hell doesnt serve my need to have a new one, when I've got to start paying off college debt.

Op after you an hero i will git gud on your behalf

>>2911878
Same
Also OP should use trips

>>2911878
>>2911882

I would rather not get shit and OP didn't a Hero imo.


>>2911821

You gotta keep going you fucking faggot. We are all gonna make it, brah. Please don't kill yourself, man.

OP is a fucking liar.

They get their kicks by messing with desperate people. Artists are an easy target because no money.

It's like that time I was stranded in Australia because of a tripfag from /a/.

>>2911885

>It's like that time I was stranded in Australia because of a tripfag from /a/.


It's story time dude, you don't get to say that without narrating a tale. Explain, nao.

>>2911885
>stranded in Australia
what happened?

>>2911885
Anon

Give us the full story now

>>2911885
>It's like that time I was stranded in Australia because of a tripfag from /a/.
GREENTEXT NOW

>>2911885
Just how stupid are you to get stranded in Australia anon?

>>2911884
Well, he is proposing the idea of wasting a shitton of money on /ic/. If it were to be actually true then there must be a reason for that. Maybe he'll an hero, maybe he stole it and it's revenge, who knows

>>2911885
You can't just say that and not post anything afterwards

>>2911897
Maybe he's just the hero /ic/ needs, but doesn't deserve.

>>2911897

I am kinda hoping he is just depressed and maybe we can talk him into trying again man. It would be cool to get a tablet, but not at the expense of OP killing himself.


I've been in dark places in the past, but I can't imagine how much pain OP must be suffering to do something like this, if it is indeed the case that he plans to An hero...

>>2911885
Did you go to meet your qt anime gf but then they turned out to be a kangaroo who ate your plane ticket home

>>2911900
>>2911903
Maybe he IS just a nice guy. Once in a /vg/ general there wa a guy who just started sending free pizza to a bunch of anons, and admitted the experience made him feel better about his current situation. Maybe OP is, or will be, okay

>>2911887
>2009
>I was depressed, suicidal and really alone
>There were a lot of threads discussing buying a house or mansion for /a/ posters to live on
>Found one of the threads that started it http://desuarchive.org/a/thread/28570347/
>Some guy claimed that he owned a small island on Australia
>He provided coordinates, screencaps of his fat bank account
>The idea grew in me more and more
>A commune of anons making money from selling our own hentai doujins to japan and living in our small community awsay from normalfags
>He sweet talked me through email
>Keep in mind I was ABOUT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF
>Say fuck it and spend all of my savings to go to Australia
>If it's fake I'll just kill myself
>Obviously there was fuck all there
>I raged so hard that the depression was replaced by boiling feelings of hate
>I kept living out of pure loathing
>The people at the embassy fucking laughed at me and then scolded me
>I lived in the airport for some days until I could return home

>>2911903
>MFW I want to sketch OP's waifu even if I don't get shit in return if that's the case.

>>2911910
You're pathetic, I can't believe you're still alive though. Who knew a prank can keep you alive?

>>2911910
Well, at least you didn't kill yourself
How are things for you now anon?

>>2911910

Jesus christ, man.....

How are you holding up?

>>2911910
Why didn't you start a new life in the Australian desert?

>>2911910
How's life been since then?

>>2911910
From the fact that you still are here, I imagine things are going better for ya, r-right anon?

>>2911910
anon
that's impressive

>>2911918
yeah, you could've joined some abbo tribe, sniffing petrol and drawing loomis in caves

Has anyone actually received a response or got anything bought for them?

>>2911928
I got a short response but then nothing.

>>2911930
I want a response ;__;

>>2911930

Me too, he even recognized my work. Hopefully he's still around us. Probably just busy with so many emails.

>>2911928
I got a short response too, so it's an actual email at least
I imagine they have tons of emails to go through and blogs too, so be patient

>>2911914
My entire life is just a prank.
>>2911916
>>2911917
>>2911922
>>2911923
Life is pretty shitty but I no longer feel like killing myself.
>>2911918
Despised the heat and the fucking aussie banter.

>>2911935

It's not about getting anything man, I just don't want to see some new tomorrow about OP having an hero when we could have done something to stop it. I remember that Anon from Wizardchan that killed himself with gas, that was horrible mang.

>>2911938
But what can you do? You can't do anything. Unless you really think you can. How could you possibly help someone?

>>2911940

It depends on the issue, if he is depressed then I think I can help because I've been really fucked in the past mentally. I could point him out to stuff that helped me, maybe I can find some belief in him or train of thought that's making him have a very unhealthy perception of reality. Maybe he was a medical issue that can be solved with professional help.

Man, trying is better than fucking nothing, that's for sure.

OP here before I go take another nap

once I post my content online, what's a good way to get more traffic to it?

>>2911943

Porn, definitely porn.

>>2911943
Make anime fujobait fanart
post it and tag it aggressively on tumblr
and then people will check out your other posts

>>2911938
>>2911942
I think I recognize you. email me. email me now

>>2911943
Give it to the autists on /ic/ because they'll no doubt find a way to finish it and inevitably turn it big like KS.

>>2911943

what kind of content? art-wise, having it seen on a discord, tags on tumblr, hell, even having the image as a header in a 4chan post will give you eyes.

DA sucks, but if you can navigate the groups just fine, you'll be just fine.

>>2911943
Posting it everywhere: DeviantArt, Tumblr, Artstation, here. It might or not get a huge traffic, but Rome didn't fall in a day.

>>2911943
You're content? Are you going to be posting all the info and drawings of those who emailed you somewhere to shame them?

>>2911942
the worrying thing is that he's not denying any of this speculation

>>2911942
What has helped you? Another depressed, anxious anon would like to know.

>>2911948
what is KS

>>2911947

I did.

>>2911954
You don't know Katawa Shoujo?

>>2911943
Tags on tumblr work wonders, and apparently instagram is great for that too. Then posting to groups; discord like someone said, LAS or draw/promo threads on here, groups on facebook etc.

>>2911957

lollllllll my ultra weeb buddies played it and we got drunk before the legs girl

good times, good times

>>2911942
>>2911953
This.

Where is the light?

>>2911950
Also, some artists upload different kinds of art on each platform so if people want to see it all they have to follow them everywhere. Maybe you could do that

fuck, i feel like i'm looking desperate, but op, I completely forgot that my tumblr is up to date, i sent the link.

>>2911953
>>2911963


I suffered from depersonalization and dissociation issues for a very long time, I had a rough upbringing full of abuse and pretty much spent my entire teen hood being depressed and wishing to kill myself every night. Until not that long ago I was a nihilistic fuck that would rationally argue my way through never trying or taking life seriously. I've tried all sorts of psychiatric meds, and although some helped it wasn't enough. During one of my days of agony I came across a youtuber named Big no know, he pretty much shared all my issues and found the solution to them through injecting testosterone.


So, I decided to go to my doc and turns out my test levels were through the ground and got started on TRT. I felt so much fucking better, I had energy and confidence I needed to workout on my issues. Later on I came across some psychology lectures by Dr Jordan B peterson (Maps of meaning) and going through them was the final nail in the coffin I needed to break through my skewed perception of life. Ever since, I been eating healthy, meditating, exercising and planning out exactly what I what to do on written paper and working hard as fuck to get it. I started drawing 4 months ago and I've made a lot of progress imo. This is not a key fits all, Anons but this really helped me...
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I've heard that Russian antidepressants are supposed to be amazing compared to Western ones
I'd like to try them but I'm scared about the bizarre side effects they'd have considering I can't find any info about them in English

Tfw don't want anything but want op to be happy (and also want to show op my art cause im a whore)

>>2911977
The are called nootropics.

Either they'll make you happy and productive or just make you dizzy.

>>2911975
I want to draw your waifu, anon.

>>2911975

I want to add to this that a very important idea that helped me was understanding that we are humans bound by our own biology, and we are not our thoughts, but our actions. If you don't have a certain medical issue that's making your balance of neurotransmitters in the brain be fucked, then a great deal of being happy is to ACT, not to Think. It's extremely important that you take some time in the morning to think about that which you know you should be doing, but are putting off to decide, and instead of forcing yourself to do it like a tyrant, try to negotiate with yourself and then DO IT. Just the act of doing it will make you feel so much more better about life, that if you keep it up in no time you'll be out of your depression.

>>2911984
Is that what normal people feel?

It's been so long that I don't even really know anymore.

>>2911982

It's ok friend, I am much better now. I am genuinely happy and wake up everyday wanting to gid gud. I know that that no matter how much I suffer, I can always work it out with myself through exercise, meditation and hard work.

>>2911986

It is my friend, it truly is. I know how it feels to be so long in the darkness you think there must be something flawed about you, an unique curse that makes you be completely different to everyone else, but that's just how it feels to lack meaning in life.

We are meant to have meaning in life, it's truly important to us. Nihilism is a disease, and the way you fight it off is by realizing that no matter how much you try to convince yourself that life is not worth living, you are still a human and the only way to be happy is to do what makes humans happy. So be honest with yourself, always say the truth and what you think, don't lie to others or yourself, if you have these idea that keeps coming back and you're putting off to side, go do it! find a way and commit to it! Every time you fail to do this, you destroy a bit of you and make it harder for you to trust yourself, and if you can't trust yourself, how are you going to convince yourself you can get through rough times? This is really important stuff.


I'd encourage you to check the lectures I mentioned, I think they can only do you good.

>>2911991
it's not a lack of meaning in life, it's that the meaning in life doesn't mean anything anymore

>>2911992

There must be something in life that gives you meaning, Anon. It sounds like you had it already at some point. What happened?

>>2911992
just tired of fighting

>>2911996
just tired of fighting

>>2911984
not that life is anything meaningful, heh
but better try get some shit done than not, right? why not

>>2912003

Out of the blue? something must have happened for you to lose meaning in life, maybe you can't remember what got you to where you are, but there most be a reason.

>>2911996
life is much like surfing on a wave huh? once you fall off that wave you are fucked

>>2912007

Sort of friend, I think life has as much meaning are you willing to put in it. If the idea of doing anything rather than nothing is meaning enough for you to try then perfect, as long you keep going you'll start building more meaning meaning, and your mind will find a way to rationalize why you always wanted to do just that.


Thoughts come and go, but our human nature never changes. That's why action is more important than thinking to keep yourself mentally stable.

>>2912014

You can always swim your way back to the shore and get on it again. What else are you going to do? stay there until you down or wait for the sharks to eat you? That's no fun, and you know it. You know well that if you can ride the way once again, you'll be feeling awesome.


So why are you not swimming back to the shore?

>>2912017
calling that "meaning" is really just fooling yourself mate, they are just goals. life's not going to make sense no matter how hard you try, just accept it as it is
you can have some fun tho

OP here. I was skimming through my files and realized "who the fuck would work through these cringy edgelord ideas but me?"

I have 5 people on the gravy train out of 37 people who emailed me. It hasn't even been a day yet. I am still open to receiving emails. Gonna decide in a couple days.

>>2911991
I don't think you've realized that it has already happened. I failed enough times to destroy myself to the point where I don't trust myself anymore. This is what it's like being off the edge isn't it? No way back as well as no one cares.

I just wanted friends and to be good at something, but all the pressure, all the impossible expectations. It ruined everything and there's no way back. The conditioning is done and to fix it would take ages. No one is going to wait for me to get better, not even myself.

Frankly, it's not like I don't want to live, I just want to live a life without the pain and suffering. A life where I can be happy again. The pain gets unbearable and no one can really understand it.

>>2912027

What does ''meaning'' mean to you?

>>2912028
Cringy edgelord ideas can work too lad, if you can just get the skill needed to make them look good. Dave Rapoza's stuff was a bit autistic and edgy when you think about it, but he renders it so well that it appeals to the hidden edgy autist buried in everyone.

>>2912028
My chuunibyou is still going strong-ish, Don't worry OP, I've got this.

>>2912032
anything that makes sense? do you find your life relevant? i mean, i'm living mine and all, having fun and creating stuff, but life's going to pass before you even realize, it's just a flash of existence

>>2912031

>I don't think you've realized that it has already happened. I failed enough times to destroy myself to the point where I don't trust myself anymore. This is what it's like being off the edge isn't it? No way back as well as no one cares. I just wanted friends and to be good at something, but all the pressure, all the impossible expectations. It ruined everything and there's no way back. >The conditioning is done and to fix it would take ages. No one is going to wait for me to get better, not even myself.

See, these are the thoughts you use to convince yourself you have no hope, therefore nothing is worth it and there's no point in trying as you are genuinely fucked for life. They are literally just that, a bunch of thoughts to excuse yourself.


And now, here's the reality of how you feel.

>Frankly, it's not like I don't want to live, I just want to live a life without the pain and suffering. A life where I can be happy again. The pain gets unbearable and no one can really understand it.
You don't enjoy this state and want to be happy again. So what are you doing to get better? Are you just thinking about how horrible and fucked everything else and how you better not even try because you are fucked anyway, or are you doing something to start feeling better? Have you asked yourself what you could be doing right now that would give you hope? Have you considered the ways by which you could achieve that?

>>2912036
Yeah I like to tell people "ideas can be ridiculous, but execution has to be good"

I am secretly hoping that people I recognize start emailing me their wishlists because they have too much dignity to ask me in person

>>2912038

>anything that makes sense?
Literally anything? like 2+2=4, for example?

>do you find your life relevant?

Yes, I think we all matter because every action we do has a domino effect which scope of effect escapes our minds. You don't know how much you can have an affect on someone's life through your actions, because we don't see it on our day to day lives. Do I think life matters in the grand scheme of things? Well yes, because I am a human and meaning is important to me, if I start thinking about the fate of the universe and how big everything is out there compared to us, then I lose meaning and that's no good for me, not for any of us.

>but life's going to pass before you even realize, it's just a flash of existence

Seems like a reason to try hard, ins't it?

>>2910999
I just want to get better at drawing and get my commissions finished. I plan on commissioning the artist at least 3 more times in the next 2 months

>>2910999
>Post your wishlists.

i wish i had a qt waifu and a dad

>>2912028
OP you would be surprised how many stories are cringy and edgy but it has "something" that makes them work like >>2912036 says.

>>2912048
>>2912036

To be honest, the way OP makes it sounds it seems like only the cringe edgelords will be receiving gravy.

>>2912050
>TFW your art style is not cringe edgelord enough to make op like it.

>>2912019
i'm not feeling fucked myself, but really thinking that you can just swim to the shore no matter what is a little bit too optimistic. i've seen people fall off and never manage ride the wave again, no matter how hard they tried

>>2912052

Loomis was a meme, bro.

>>2912039
How do you know they're just thoughts? What is reality? What is this defining line?

What is one supposed to do to get better? I do all the typical things, get /fit/, study, what else is there to do?

It goes both ways, you don't know if it's all fucked or not. Sometimes it just feels better.

Hope, funny. I didn't, but I did now and there is one thing. Maybe I'll do it later.

>>2912052
>>2912054
We've got this. We can adapt to anything, we're artists. Just pick a style that's already been done and we'll just mimic or rather use the influence. Dark Souls, Bloodborne, Dante's Inferno, you pick.

>>2912053

There's literally no reason to not be optimistic about it. If life is gonna fuck you over, it will anyhow. You can't get bogged down because someone, somewhere didn't manage to make it, who knows the exact reasons because it and if there was something he could have done to feel better.

Most of us are not in such a state where the basic thing that would make us happy wouldn't work, that's a truly small minority and I think it's silly to treat everyone like they might be. I think many of us here can relate to problems other have, and the reason behind that is because those are frequent things we as humans ran into. Just because you lose meaning in life temporarily, it doesn't mean you're broken for eternity, specially if you're not currently trying to get better and instead drool over a swamp of nihilism and defeatism.

>>2912052
knew I shouldve sent my sonic OC

>>2912042
no worries, i'm not trying to discourage people or anything, but you should realize how irrelevant we are. our existence is like a grain of sand in a vast desert

>>2912059
That was inspirational, anon.

>>2912056

>How do you know they're just thoughts? What is reality? What is this defining line?

There's no need to get into that train of thought for you to feel better. If you need to know everything about the cosmos in order to allow yourself to feel good, you'll never feel good, and it is a silly proposition. You can guide yourself by learning that other Anons face the same issues and they found solutions to them, history repeats itself and our lives do too. We play roles others have already gone through, and we can learn from them.


>what else is there to do?

The single most important thing that is that you go do what you know will make you feel better, that thing you've been putting off to the side. It's the key to all this. You don't have to beat yourself up either, negotiate a contract with yourself if necessary, maybe reward yourself if you manage to do it.

Other stuff is eating healthy, meditation, exercise and socializing with people.

holy shit get a room already, we get it you had it hard

>>2912062

>you should realize how irrelevant we are. our existence is like a grain of sand in a vast desert

I know that very well, it's a big reason why I've spent so much time feeling like I am not real, and nothing is real. I would often question how it is possible that anything exists, and what's the meaning behind it all just to be rushed by a feeling of dread and panic. But I've learned that realizing that have no bearing on taking meaning away from you, it's literally just another idea you can even find meaning off, I haven't had any existential attack every again after that.

>>2912050
OP here. Haven't received any edgelords and chuunibyous yet. The ones receiving gravy will be the ones who seem promising and already show a history of being active on ic even if they're pretty bad, not the "i just started drawing a month ago i want to try a $2000 cintiq" ones.

as I said, I've gifted people before just to have them not draw anymore

>>2912071
the greatest gift of all is these quality pepes

>tfw you pretty much have all the essential supplies

>>2911885
Hey I think I saw you on "Border Security: Australia's Front Line".
>Some guy meets a girl on the internet
>Brings rings and shit
>Gets interrogated by customs
>Leaves Australia in disappointment a couple of days later

>>2912071
>tfw only been here a bit under a year but have no way to prove activity despite being on /ic/ 24/7
S-shit

>>2912071
what if i dont post on here? i just lurk

>>2912071
>not too active on /ic/ despise I sketch and lurk the board a lot.
>Not mentioned that on the email.

Well, I'm just screwed.

>>2912071

I understand, makes sense you'll looking for those who are really trying hard. Thank you for doing this, please don't do any crazy stuff, yeah?

>>2912075
by being active I didn't mean shitposting on /ic/

>>2912079
why should I help you over others who actually have something to show for their efforts?

A

>>2912071
Should I send another email with some drawings attached?

>>2912084
i have a lot of work tho? i just dont like posting on here for reasons

>>2912084
>by being active I didn't mean shitposting on /ic/
>tfw can't prove otherwise
T-that's alright. I don't deserve such kindness anyways.

>>2910999
if youre legit and want to give back to i/c. Spend your money and buy a really nice camera, then hire models over 2 months and take their pictures. Then post all of them for free on the internet. You can even try to start a business at the same time.

>>2912092
Hey nosebro. I've thought about modelling for /ic/ and got a camera and a mask, but realized that I didn't have anyone to take pictures of me. Then I gave up on the idea.

>>2912092
When will you pose for /ic/ nude?

>>2910999
>want to ask for something because poor af NEET and this is probably my only chance
>art not good enough for fancy cintiq
>all i really need right now is practice
I love you anyway op

>>2912094
Get a full length mirror, or a tripod and one of those cameras with the display that flips out.

>>2912136
is that what boxman did

How do you recognise regular activity on /ic/? Everyone is anonymous and so many drawings get posted everyday. How would you remember anyone?

>>2912168
fuck boxman if i wanted 140x140 pixel pictures id kill myself instead. He waste is time as far as im concerned.
>>2912095
On the off chance i get a career in politics ive refrained from e-sex and nude modelling.

>>2912171
You don't want anything?

OP why don't you get yourself a motorcycle? At least if you die you'll die like a man.

>>2912172
I never take without giving as a rule, I don't even take gum from friends. I only participate in trades.
However one gift you can give me is satisfying my curiosity. Why are you leaking money? I hope you're going through a divorce and going bankrupt on purpose as opposed to killing yourself or trying to hurt others.

>>2911382
Can you buy Brian a camera and microphone for his blogs? He won't let me do it.

Can you also confirm you're not killing yourself?

>>2912172
actually nevermind, you can buy this whore >>2911404 for me.

>>2912177
Who taught you that?

>>2912185
Yeah but why brian? I have like 2 mics, a snowball and a yeti

>>2912188
nose I ain't buying you no ho's

though I admit I've been trying to ask a homeless gay prostitute online to be my friend and he hasn't responded to my messages.

>>2912190
Ever since I was a child I've been scared of being in bad standing. I don't like owing anything to anyone. It's the reason why I like to pay my rent 2-3 months at a time. It makes me feel free. If I owe you anything I will constantly have that looming in my head. I once almost fainted working for a neighbor because I refused a water bottle when fixing their garden. I'm also deathly scared of dropping peoples phones when they're given to me. Knowing that I am in the wrong makes me crawl. When I loan stuff to people and they fail to give back I remember. I don't care for the possession itself, it's all about the mutual agreement.

In short, I am extremely prideful, but I have true pride. Calling myself a faggot doesn't actually diminish myself, though most people conventionally prideful would probably crumble under abuse. I'm too proud to take from others and not mirror the gesture.

Hadn't really asked myself that question, so I must say, that's a good question.

>>2912192
probably hasnt read them yet.

If you're looking for a project, I think you could spend a fair bit of time and money interviewing the homeless specifically on the topic of how they beg. Might be really interesting asking the pro beggars with the sob stories ( I swear some of them are so good they should just become salesmen).

Honestly there has to be a better way to flush your money that would bring you more pride.

>>2912190
>>2912192

whyd you delete? screenshotted it in case you need it later.

>>2912204
well shoot me an email and we can arrange something, i only have like 6 people on my list at the moment anyway

>probably hasnt read them yet.

no he definitely read it, i probably just didn't present myself well. i didn't tell him about the money though
here's his reddit: https://www.reddit.com/user/ezra_sinclair

>>2912208
>well shoot me an email and we can arrange something

im being an ideas guy stop trying to get me to commit my time to it. I just am having an aneurysm at your financial responsibility and am trying to get you to do something else of your money.

I wonder who the people OP selected are, maybe they are people we all can recognize despite we all being anonymous.

>>2912204
I am not doing it for pride. Just scouting for people who can use an extra tablet or something.

>>2912211
>I just am having an aneurysm at your financial responsibility and am trying to get you to do something else of your money.

Heh.

>>2910999
Third world poorfag here.

I'm cautiously hopeful about this but even if I'm not choosen thanks for doing this.

OP, will you send a confirmation email to the anons getting gravy or will you take some time to re-consider?

>>2912241
I did.

>>2912245
what does it take to get on your list

>>2912248
proof that you actually draw

>>2912250
what are some examples of their work/skill level, if you can post em

>>2912250
I feel like if I actually send you what I draw, it wouldn't warrant anything though

>>2910999
The Art of book Syd Mead; Kronoteko

>>2912253
then you probably don't deserve anything

>>2912245

Oh...ok. I guess I can go to sleep now. Will you be actually be buying crazy stuff like Cintiqs to the you chose?

>>2912258
i should just kill myself

>>2912263

No OP, but you could at least give it a try? Show your progress and prove you're taking this seriously?

>>2910999
damnit op, dont blay with my feeling like this, i know i will never get my dream cintique

>>2912271
yeah man you've wanted it for so long you forgot how to spell it.

>>2912271

Has anyone gotten anything bought for them? I really would like to see the work of those who got chosen for gifts

>>2912272
no im just legitimetly retarded

>>2912273
The madman actually bought me a cintiq 27'

Feels like christmas man, im cryin

>>2912273
>still believing this is real

>>2912277

Can you post proof?

>>2912280

Is that you, OP?

>>2911912
>tfw asked OP for a commission but still waiting for a reply

>>2911951

Is this over then? Did everyone who made it got what they wanted?

>>2912245

OP here. This wasn't me. I was taking another nap. No I didn't send anyone a confirmation email.

>>2912326

What's your plan, OP?

Wow I didn't know how late it was.

>>2912330
Donate a couple thousand to youth shelters, then buy a shit ton of bitcoins to donate to anonymous groups online. Spend some money on artists on /ic/ while I am at it. Maybe go buy me a hooker to talk to.

>>2912335

>Maybe go buy me a hooker to talk to.

Sounds like fun

>>2912335
>Maybe go buy me a hooker to talk to

Holden pls. Everyone knows you're a phony

>>2912335

Op, do you mind sending a confirmation email to the 6 dudes to chosen and tell us in here so the big majority of us who will be getting nothing can rest in peace? I've been here for 9 hours.


Or are you still making your mind up?

OP here. Are there only 57 people on this whole board? I made my choices, but will still be accepting emails for the next couple days.

>>2912341
>Op, do you mind sending a confirmation email to the 6 dudes to chosen and tell us in here so the big majority of us who will be getting nothing can rest in peace?

no because I don't owe you shit and yeah I am still making my mind up as more people come along. Don't make it harder than it is for me man

>>2912343

Alright

>>2911168
Would you be interested in supporting a Patreon?

>>2912345
I rather just give the $$$ straight and cut out the middleman. Send me an email.

>>2912311
He said he was going to get me something from my amazon wishlist but I haven't received a notification about anything being ordered, and I have it set to notify me. Honestly kind of regret giving my address to this guy now.

why are you taking so many naps

OP did you kill someone?

Are you donating because you feel regret or something?

This thread is way too suspicious.

>>2912348

Well at least he got back to you said he'll get you something, if I were you I would just chill and wait a couple of days imo.

>>2912335

Why?

if youre fucking around you better make the reveal funny since were 300 replies in.

>>2912389
why what?

I am going to be online for the next couple hours btw.

dont waste your time with op. he wont fucking deliver

>>2912392
FUCK YOU OP

>>2912390
Wish I had a trick up my sleeve to make it funny. Not feeling it at the moment. All I have right now is a list of emails with a couple that are starred and figuring how I am going to send Amazon packages without revealing my own address, and also deliver mail out of country. I've never sent mail outside the US.

this thread makes my skin crawl

>>2912394
>and figuring how I am going to send Amazon packages without revealing my own address
good news, hes not killing himself!

>>2912394
>figuring how I am going to send Amazon packages without revealing my own address
Don't worry about that, just wire me the money and ill take care of it!

>>2912392
Is this the stranded in Australia anon again

>>2912394
if its wish lists then I think it shouldn't reveal your address and just buys and delivers things from their local store
I think, idk
If its you manually buying and posting stuff yourself then it'll be more obvious, but I don't think anyone getting a gift would then want to try EXPOSE you or anything

>>2912397
>>2912398
Sorry for double dipping.

>>2912397
lol it'd be pretty fucked up if op really is killing himself and all these d/ic/ks want is a piece of that pie

>>2912395
THESE WOUNDS
THEY WILL
NOT HEALLL

>>2912401
thats exactly whats happening. Criteria number one for getting something should be like criteria number one for getting into power: Not asking for it.

so how do you plan on offing yourself op

>>2912404
>Only a person who wanted to find the Stone - find it, but not use it - would be able to get it
Nosebro = Dumbledore confirmed

>>2912404
That's what I feel like too, chances are if they're asking for it then they don't deserve it but how else am I supposed to find what people need? It's not like I am blowing all my money on getting everyone cintiqs. From a lot of the emails I've gotten I saw some real ugly shit. Serious entitlement issues that tell me "this is why god doesn't talk to us anymore", but also a couple of good prospects too (I didn't respond to all of them). I've worked at food banks before so the entitlement shit is nothing new to me.

I am kinda disappointed that I haven't seen more names I recognize but I guess most people wouldn't ask for free shit unless they really needed it.

>>2912412
Just fucking spend all your funds on getting firez out of his shithole. That;s the best thing you could do.

It's easier to joke than be serious but if i were you id just commission at a premium the i/c artists i like ( IE overpay but get a service in return) if youre unwilling to spend your money efficiently.
>>2912411
Well I am gay.

>>2912415
>Well I am gay.
not surpised, your art style has gay written all over it

I'm beyond curious what the emails he got say.

>>2912394
Can't you use a PO box as a return address?
But if you're just buying stuff from wishlists, it doesn't reveal your address.

>>2912421
yeah I can do that. Or I can just use one of the old homes I used to stay at and use the name of the residents who don't live there anymore.

>>2912422
Just curious, why do you plan on buying and shipping things yourself?
Seems like a lot of extra effort.

>>2912422
I can buy straight off Amazon, but I also have copic markers and books that I can just pay for shipping. I don't know what I am going to do with my sketchbooks though.

>>2912427

I can buy straight off Amazon, but I also have copic markers and books that I can just pay for shipping. I don't know what I am going to do with my sketchbooks though.

>>2912431
Are those sketchbooks you've used?
If so, why not scan them pages you really like and post them online?

>>2912419
im not actually gay im just a faggot.

OP here. I read through the thread and noticed people saying they'll draw my waifu, but I don't have one and I really don't want anyone drawing things for me. However go ahead and try drawing barron trump's junglewaifu just for the kek

I like the direction this kid's going, totally would've sponsored his art career if he wasn't already rich

>>2912442
barron trump's waifu: https://twitter.com/vrunt/status/824427252767133696

>>2912435
I have a lot of sketchbooks I used, and also a lot I didn't use.

>>2912415
I should buy his plane ticket to the US, but would he immediately get deported thanks to Trump?

>>2912445
Couldn't you donate the sketchbooks you didn't use to a pediatrics hospital or a community center or a library or something?

>>2912445
if you buy me a lawyer ill marry him into canada.

hi OP

ausfag anon here
if you do murder my family and me
please murder my turtle last, i love her

>tfw you probably won't get anything but are still happy that some people are actually gonna get free shit

>>2912457
This will be OP once he gets everyone's addresses.

>>2912462
>get sketchbook and markers specially signed by OP
>"enjoy the anthrax :^)"

>>2912464
can my anthrax come with a cute asian girl in an LOL shirt?

>>2912466
If OP's gonna kill y'all he might as well grant your last wishes

>>2912469

He can come. I have a gun with his name on it.

ITT a bunch of suckers

>>2912469
Inb4 op is actually serial killer who got our names and addresses

>nobody confirming they got free shit with a screenshot

guys this is a little suspicious

>>2912486
Giving OP the benefit of the doubt, didn't he say he was trying to figure out how not to get his address to show up in packages? Maybe that's causing delay. Or maybe he's just dealing with something else

>>2912486
He's not made final decisions yet and said he'd give it another couple of days
Even if he'd started buying whatever straight away from wish lists it'd take at least a couple of days to be delivered, longer since its a weekend

>>2912486
hes doing credit card fraud and will claim the losses on insurance. Then you will all go to jail.

>>2912466
I meant like this and not league of legends by the way

OP here. I am not killing anyone lol

>>2912447
They're fancy sketchbooks that wouldn't be appreciated by people who aren't serious artists.

>>2912466
What's up with you and asian girls

>>2910999
Buy me games OP.

Dawn of War III, Dragon's Dogma and Nier. Steam codes. Thank you

songofsolomon96@hotmail.com

>>2912516
I ain't buying nobody no fucking games. I didn't save up the money I did by blowing money on shit like that.

It's been a couple hours since the last mail came in. I am still accepting mail though.

nosebro you dont want anything? except hookers

>>2912460
Same. Its a very nice gesture. I do hope that he decides to get something for me though ;_;

>>2912530
shoot me an email

>>2912460
Same. Its a very nice gesture. I do hope that he decides to get something for me ;_;

>>2912532
Damn this phone

>>2912520
Me neither but I already worked my ass off and bought me everything I need for my art. I'm left with basically nothing else, the only other shit I do is playing vidya from time to time and I just buy them when I have the money. So once every few months.

Only other thing I want in my life is a cintiq, currently working for it

>>2912531
I already did. It has the header "My wishlist ;_;"

>>2912536
So you don't blow your money but you want to blow someone else's.

>Me neither but I already worked my ass off and bought me everything I need for my art.

Good job, I can spend my money on people who can really use my help then.

>>2912541
>tfw need op's help but he dosent reply
;-;

OP here. I would give some of the money to my art friends I regularly talk to but I don't want them to recognize me and think something is wrong.

>>2912541
>So you don't blow your money but you want to blow someone else's
It's not like I don't want to blow my money, I don't have any for anything else than survival or art/work. I'd like some shitty vidya but it's something I survive without.

>Good job, I can spend my money on people who can really use my help then.
So do it instead of blowing them buying meaningless shit to fags on 4chan. Fund the research to cure cancer, give them to poor people, whatever dude, but don't act like you are doing something exceptional

>>2912553

Should I take his advice, /ic/? I guess nobody is getting anything on this board after all if he's right.

Hey guys op here after seeing all these shit comments ive decided to give all my cash away to reddit

>>2912462

ill take my anthrax now ty bb

Holy shit the drama

>>2912555
go to /r sketchdaily they'll appreciate it more

>>2912561
why should op go on reddit when there are more autismos on ic

>>2912555
So are you finally showing your true colors OP? Legit or not your are just an attentionwhore

>>2912564
did anyone actually get an email back from OP?

>>2912564

>"I'll get you something"

oh thank you OP you're so generous and kind

>"I am not buying you any fucking games"

ur an attentionwhore OP

k

>>2912567

OP here. Plenty of people not responding to me either. Whatever, different time zones and all.

OP here. I decided on the people I'll be getting stuff for.

Have a good day everyone

>>2912570
>a single fag in the thread goes against OP
>w-wah is he right guys? You are not going to receive anything anymore :(

>>2912573
Was I too late, OP? =[

>>2912579
I think just got a mail. No you're not too late. I am not sending anything out for a couple days. There's also a lot of non-US anons so I gotta figure this shit out

>>2912567
Yes, asking a question
>>2912571
If that's real OP I responded answering the question but it said message was blocked the first time I did
Idk why but I think the second try got through. Maybe other people are having trouble sending emails too

>>2911991
Thanks man, this is motivating stuff. I'm a lonely guy, but I'm coming out of my shell. I'm only 18, I've realized that I need to fix myself socially. I need to make some real friends, go out there and experience new things, and I need to be with her. I have made plenty of progress, I've significantly changed the way I think, I'm more confident, more positive, and it's time for me to act.

>>2912584
OP here. Yeah I just got a message blocked message

"Message blocked

Your message has been blocked by **********@hotmail.com. See technical details below for more information."

>>2912590
Mark let me know if you got my mail

>>2912069
I have experienced those before. I can experience them by will, if I think intensely.

>>2912591
Yeah, just got it, man. I'll reply to you in the email.

>>2912573
Sent an email, if I'm not too late.

>>2912578

>>2912549
You could do it under the guise of commissioning them and overpay them.

But you said earlier you don't have friends?

Op if I email, would you teach a man how to fish rather than feed him for a day? As in, give career advice, since you've done well?

>>2912617
I don't have anything I want them to draw anymore. My art friends drifted apart, it's nothing personal.

>>2912620
I didn't get my money from art. If you have a good art job and no kids you can save a lot more than I did. I can give you advice on investing and saving, and how to keep moving even when everything's a shitstorm around you.

>didnt get an e-mail

Was I not whiny enough? Was it because i didnt tell you my sob story? What's the secret here

>>2912632
>Didn't told him a sob story because I don't have one except "I wanna keep improving"

>>2912632
You must git gud my child

>>2912394
>I've never sent mail outside the US.
you don't have to

if the anon is from europe or something, just make the order from amazon .uk or .de

confirmed, op is suicidal. everyone clear the board

>>2912590
Maybe it's because you're getting so many emails or something, but I think the only one that got blocked from me had a link to show my current tablets stats

Is it too late to send you an email?

>>2912553
Giving it to cancer research or poverty-fighting organization will be like a drop in the sea. People like Tom Cruise or Kanye West pay 1000 times more there. But a free tablet can really make someone happy.

if there's so few people, why pick and choose? help us anons out

Buy me a tablet and I'll be your gay hooker

>>2912442
>>2912445
This ones for you, op.
It's just a wip tho, I plan to take it a bit further.

>>2912510
I like asian and white girls mainly. But saying I want a cute white girl isn't as funny.

OP here. Decided not to post my ideas online anymore. It doesn't matter.

>>2912803
kek post it on tumblr under #donald trump

>>2912855
Ideas do matter op, but they are not the end result. They are merely seeds that can be planted and with care, they grow into something beautiful. Seeds themselves are pretty cheap.

>>2912860
and that told me absolutely... nothing

OP here. Not taking anymore wishlists. Have a good day

Will we ever find out what this was all about?

how do we save OP guys?

>>2912910
>posting email screenshots on 4chan
way to kill the thread, now OP won't reply to anything

>>2912855
>Decided not to post my ideas online anymore. It doesn't matter.

Op here, I was only kidding. The money picture was a screengrab off youtube. Enjoy your weekends.

>>2912923
at least gift to the 5 or so anons you initially chose

>>2912910
you can't save the unwilling

>>2912923
>>2912928

That wasn't me.