/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>2086196
>Can draw fairly decent work in front of a reference
>Draw things from reference hundreds of times filling countless pages for days on end
>Feel like you've learned something
>Draw later
>Reference isn't in front of you anymore
>Try to draw what you drew so many times earlier
>It's like you've never seen or drew it once in your life
>Have no idea what you're doing
>You're back at point zero
>Blank, gone, nothing
>Pick up sketchbook, back to reference, repeat it all over again
>Several dozen attempts later..
>Still cannot draw it
>You've learned nothing
>Your efforts were for nothing
>Everything you're doing is amounting to basically nothing
>This never changes
>Realize you're retarded, autistic, artistically handicapped or just all 3
>Despair