/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I liked art before I learned that I needed to "construct", see forms, planes and shit. It has now been 8 months since I've started drawing and I:

Still can't draw a face
Still can't draw bodies
Still can't draw feet/hands
Still can't draw gestures

I want to learn to draw but I think deep down I don't want to. The shit I drew in the first 3 months is better than what I can do now. Every now and then if I really try I can do a traditional portrait. My practice method is flawed like I keep saying. Oh lets try to draw some heads, shit I can't draw heads. Let me try some bodies, shit I can't draw bodies. Okay lets do some gestures, can't even do those properly. Lets just draw for fun, immediately tell myself it is shit because I am so analytical.

Here is some literal shit I've done "recently" in no particular order.