/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>2011 first class, first day of art college
>drawing 101
>nervous as fuck cause im a turbo autist that doesnt know how to talk to people
>guy next to me spills his redbull on the floor
>he jokes to me about it to break the ice
>few minutes later for some reason i think someone else is next to me
>make a joke at the guys expense "looks like he pissed himself huh?"
>its still the same guy there i dont know why i thought someone else was there
>just kinda scoffs at me and goes "yeah..."
>never made a friend during college

ive done a lot of cringy shit as a kid cause i have 0 social skills but this one in particular really hurts for some reason