/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>6103130
>Uhh, how to learn what exactly?
lol, now i do realize how vague I was. I meant the painting/rendering.

In general, is like what I learn about the topic gets discarded by my head. Even something as simple as deciding the flat colours gives me trouble. The next steps make me feel really overwhelmed... I don't know how to continue, I feel like I'm wandering into an infinite desert of colors.

Being easily demoralizable doesn't help, because at some point the strange feeling in my throat and chest goes in my arms which become... lighter? So, when I decide to give up the attempt, I just test random things and give another try when I want to.

>pyw
Here it is: the monument of my failure.
The one below was made yesterday; the best one. But in the end, the same problems. I do admit that yesterday looked to me way worse, maybe just a mental thing, but still I get locked at some point.
Awww cute smile... sorry bud, I can't give you life yet...