/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>Be in first year art studies (Prepa)
>Tired af everytime.
>Think I draw just dooble shit.
>Don't sleep enough.
>[Psychological problems intensifies]
>Start a forced family therapy because I discover my aunt was raped, restart to became a drug addict, died and my grand-father avenge her by killed the rapist.
>These facts explains why my father's family is fucked up and why we, children, got psychological problems.
>Feel forced to work more for got nice school.
>Give up my goals.
>disappoint my senpai.
>Still have pain in my back.

I hope things gonna be better soon.