/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

The fact that out there there's plenty of people who can spend their entire days drawing and practicing just pisses me off
When I was in HS I could happily spend 8hrs/day doing art but now I've got 500 different things on my mind I NEED to get done and anytime I spend drawing they're always in the back of my mind nagging me.

If I was born a woman I probably could've just taken art at uni, if only to have hours of self-study time and stress-free classes, then just married for financial support.
But I don't have that freedom, I have to secure a future for my family because I love them, so I had to take engineering and now I'm already in too deep to stop.
At least I know that the years will pass by in a flash, which is both comforting and scary in it's own way