/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Mom just found out I was doing porn comissions because I forgot to turn of the computer's screen and let it sit there when she entered my room.

What do I do know? Should I just stay silent and act cool or what? My life is doomed. It is even worse because I am Asian.

>>6162446

>go to sleep: dream in perfect perspective from any angle, more creative story telling in my dreams than anyone on concept art.org, everything is rendered absolutely realistic from every angle and to scale, no issues with clothing folders ever. I can even fly over a fucking city and have it look absolutely perfect, I can drop down out of the sky and there are no issues with how anything looks
>wake up: can't render any environments properly, struggle to draw shit that is face on, can't decide if I'm doing things in the wrong proportions
What the actual fuck is wrong with me?

>>3474171
>Do any of you guys recognize the thing in this picture? have you seen him before? he never leaves the dark and he whistles and he never visits you unless you are alone.
Are you trying to bring Weeping Angels into existence or something?

>when 16 year olds draw better than you do

>chink parents say that chink artists won't teach anything useful in online streams
>go onto baidu
>ruan jia and HGJ and other fags share entire stream of them creating art for free and free step by step by steps
>go onto pixiv
>nip artists streaming their entire art creation process for free as well as free step by steps
>professional mangakas even stream their inking
>go onto deviantart/tumblr
>patreon/patreon/patreon/patreon/gumroad
holy absolute cancerous fuck

>>3094218
>The 1% of artists earning food from hentai, yaoi and furfaggotry
>the 10% of starving artists who could earn money but aren't
>the 89% of artists who are ngmi

>>3087101
>Plenty of rope
Jesus anon. Are you okay?

>figure draw for two years
>still retarded at it but improve approximately 20% but still shit
>draw portraits to feel less retarded
>doesn't look too bad when flipped
>resize to thumbnail
>looks shit
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*INHALES*
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK

This is how I art:
>Draw a reference
It sucks so I erase it.
>Draw reference again
I erase half of it and I start again.
>Delete and redraw eyes
The eyes still look wrong.
>Delete and redraw eyes
The eyes still look wrong.
>Delete and redraw eyes
The eyes still look wrong.
>Delete face and decide to trace it
The eyes and face still look wrong and apparently the other character in the photo is out of proportion.
>Delete the eyes. Trace the eyes
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Trace the eyes
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Trace the eyes
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Trace the eyes
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Don't trace the eyes but reference it closely
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Don't trace the eyes but reference it closely
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Don't trace the eyes but reference it closely
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Don't trace the eyes but reference it closely
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Don't trace the eyes but reference it closely
It still looks wrong.
>Delete the eyes. Don't trace the eyes but reference it closely
Finally it looks right!
>Add colours
It looks like shit.
>Delete colours and redo it.
Still looks like shit
>Delete colours and redo it.
Looks slightly better this time.
>Delete colours and redo it.
It looks better this time. Call it a study and publish it online.
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