/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>2305290
But I wanted to be an artist and I cant deal with those feels

I lost it guys, I started to procrastinate so much. how do I reignite love for art?

>>2135487
>ridiculous position

10 images
still not on auto-approve on HF

>>1686720
>tfw vilppu is not your grandfather

So,

How is this fast figure drawing thing helping me with ? Cause I doubt I will develop better anatomy with this. I think I will just get more retarded looking drawing in future when I continue with this. They all look like shit when I do them in 60 sec.

Other thing I want to brag about is that I cant do a pose thats doing what i want it to do. When im drawing i just draw whatever will come up. When i need to do a specific pose i have this huge fear that everything is wrong and cant do much with it. On the other hand when i just need to draw whatever i want i feel like im more open minded and dont have this fear.

The last thing thats bothering me is the reference drawing. I mean sure. There are those professional looking pictures but everytime i see them I think " gee I saw a reference that guy was useing". Man, those professionals just copy everything from reference. Theres no creativity from it just skill in copying.
What I want to do is being able to draw mostly from my mind and then use reference to enchance my picture AND being paid for it.... not just copy the fucking pictures..

So yes I want to be a concept artist but everyday i feel like crying and quiting. Theres nothing else to do with my life so Im spending most of my day on improving. Sorry guys if this is too chaotic post and sorry for my english im not native.