/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>three years ago joined a group of artists, there was a nice guy(cute, funny, interesting, supportive)
>became close, started to share our drawings(hentai), he corrected my drawings
>got a crush on him, became more motivated to draw
>a little bit later learnt that he got a girlfriend, who is a lot younger and cuter than me
>all motivation went down
the fuck should I do? And we still hang out, he shares hentai pics with me. with each day passing I love him more and more and he probably knows it, and a passion for drawing become appaling to me