/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

It. Is. Not. Working.
In this task you have to draw an object (pic is my hand) without looking at the sheet and the pencil
If you're doing it correctly the "left side of the brain should shut down"
You recognize this, when
>you think in pictures, shapes and colors
>you don't hear people talk
>after "waking up" you're supposed to be confused

No Betty Edwards, just no I'm definitely feeling this stuff or feeling different than usual

>"Some pupil might need 2 or 3 attempts to push the left side of the brain back"

6 attempts so far, still not working
Next step is drawing 20 minutes in a row instead of five
I don't think it will work, tho

Help me please