/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I'm not sure I truly made it but its coming from someone who makes around $1200 from a commission batch and 70k followers. It felt like I connected the dots and solved a problem, but I had no one to really get praise from inrl and commentors on ig and twitter don't feel genuine, after a week that same artwork looked like shit to me again. I don't think there's an old drawing that I still like to this day. I usually really enjoy the result of my efforts for 2-3 days before I fall back into self loathing and ngmi mentality. I blame /ic/ for being this retarded.

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I've been planning mine for half a year, I just have to publish it but something tells me 'not yet fag no one will pledge to u'

but seeing shitty patreons like ErgoJosh's succeed motivates me I guess, just fucking weird he turned to coom when he used to shit on it before