/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I didn't have time to properly work on this but i actually did have time and I'm a lazy shit. ah well, here it is. I've never really represented myself as an avatar--well except for the fact that I think I'm a penguin. I'm always just "gay" or well, Kazoo. But I like drawing lil' pengies a lot and use them as a theme. Penguins are really fascinating creatures, and they always look beautiful when they swim. Aren't they odd? They're birds but they can't fly, just swim. They can be a little awkward at times though, which I think I can relate to. The horse is not really how I represent myself but it is how I see the restless brain, specifically my mind. A manifestation of my ego? I have ADHD, bipolar disorder, suicidal thoughts, and suffer from depression so I imagine it's just galloping around doing as it pleases while I'm trying desperately to reign it in and mount the damn thing so I can actually steer it where I want it to go. I'm trying to tell you my life story in the description so you can feel bad about me. Please give me your comments and warm love in the discord. Thanks.