/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I speak from personal experience. Constant internal criticism and self-flagellation will result in symptoms not dissimilar to those found in domestic abuse patients.

I became a victim of verbal aggression ALL BY MYSELF WITH NO ONE ELSE INVOLVED! All I had to show for it was a greatly diminished volume of speaking, a desperate fear of eye contact, and a pervasive stutter.

I'm not even cured, I'm shaking a little right now writing this. I'm so stupid, I can't do anything right.

I would cry tears of joy to know the freedom and happiness that those autists have. To live with dignity, I find I wish to die. In dying, I find joy undignified.

What the fuck am I writing, that was terrible. I'm sorry.