/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>really enjoy making hand-drawn animation
>realize I'm absolute /beg/ tier in terms of drawing in general so I try to start learning more fundamentals
>slowly start hating drawing due to the boredom of practicing fundies and start animating less knowing I'll end up with shit if I do animate without knowing more fundies
>start to contemplate on whether or not to spend the day drawing and when I do draw or animate its on a super inconsistent basis
>usually end up playing vidya or cooming instead of getting any mileage in
>only reason I haven't quit entirely is because I really fucking love animation and appreciate the medium as a whole

Should I say fuck it and keep pushing? I'm considering uninstalling all of my vidya and just avoiding as much social media as I can.