/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I havent draw a single happy face since I started to draw, and I started to draw years ago. I think depression is really ruining my aproach to art, since I also use boring colors and uninteresting light setups. I get supermad when I fail to paint something I propose to do to the point of getting angry and yelling everyone irl. Everytime I draw a person and I recognize what it make it beautiful, I feel more and more ugly and hopeless. Also I have been feeling even loner now, because I have realized that "drawing for yourself" do not exist. Art has always meant to be shared, this was true even in primitive times. And yet I dont have any friends to share my art and no one seem to be interested on it when I post it since its boring and ugly, completing in this way a never ending cycle.