/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

young zoomzoom problems. I know it's retarded, but I need to vent somewhere.
I'm 20 yo and I'm preparing for art school.
>art school is a meme
yeah, yeah I know. It's not like I really have a choice.
I had this phase during my teen years where I thought everything is about passion, and as long as I'm doing something I love I would be okay. I told myself that money and social prestige all that stuff was superficial, and what really matters is that I do what I felt passionate for: drawing. That's why I didn't study and didn't really care about my grades. All I did was doodle in class, as if those scribbles in line notebooks would get me anywhere.
So the options are closed to me. I can't really apply to STEM or anything else because I know fuck all about that shit. All I have is some shitty doodles on scraps of paper. So Art School it is.