/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

First 6.8 months after high school was
>wake up at 4:30 AM, jog in the morning, and really try to wrestle the clock for art.
>Drawing everyday, most of my days were 4-5 hours of drawing, bad days were 3 hours, good days were 6-7 hours.
>I used a stopwatch to time myself, made sure I actually got solid hours into my schedule.
>these hours are not including me reading art books, watching art streams/videos, animation-shit, and constantly thinking of art whenever I wasn’t drawing.
>used to wake up at 4:30 AM, jog in the morning, and really try to wrestle the clock for art.

Then came along the end of December when my college sister came back from her overseas class. She can’t fucking stop playing loud youtube videos at night and it keeps me awake the entire time. She can’t fucking use an earbud for her nighttime study shit for SOME fucking reason, when I do it for her in the morning so I wouldn’t wake her up. I even stopped using an alarm to wake myself up in the early mornings because it annoyed her. I kept trying to work around her college schedule but all it ended up doing was completely destroying my productivity. It didn’t help that right when she came back was when I got a little tired of art and wanted to take 2-3 days off completely staying away from art, but those 2-3 became an entire 3 months before I could even attempt to draw again.

It's now fucking June, my average day for the past month has been:
>wake up late, demotivated because sun is already up and it feels like the whole word has had a headstart
>end up wasting my fucking time on tv shows/twitch.tv (used to only watch art streams)/youtube
>keep telling myself that tomorrow will be the day I draw
>sleep late because of fucked up sleep schedule

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