/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>6632514
>>6632552
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9eK3AfLLcQ
10:40 - become falsely feminine, have a negative view of masculinity.
>looks nervously at my 2TB collection of femboy/sissy/sissyfication porn, cock cage, and large collection of Bad Dragon silicone.
Well this was a rabbit hole and a half.
I've managed to get an appointment with a therapist for this upcoming Thursday. Earliest I could find available, I hope he will be worth my shekels. I dont know how I never knew about this sort of stuff.
>>6632615
I have a feeling the middle path is what I'm lacking. I want to be able to fully express myself creatively which I am struggling with like a senex but clearly I have some puer issues as well. Almost like I'm stuck role-playing an adult but my inner child is too afraid to come out and play. I did a lot of stupid things (especially with drugs) when I was younger because I thought it made me "adult" and "mature". I think I know at least what the direction of the problem is with me.
Thanks again anon from bringing that video up.

>>4236901
I want to know how to obtain beautiful lineart.
I was given a 3000x3000 canvas and a default G-pen at size 7-8 from the heavens yet have no other direction outside of copying the anime in hopes of cramming multiple years of experience within a month.