/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I hate how lonely I've become. When I first started drawing in 2010 with the Sonic fandom, there were so many other artists with me. I was absolute garbage but it was so fun coming home from school and doing all that autistic fan character stuff with them. As the years went on we grew up. We tried more original endeavors. It seems like most of them have given up and got lives. I'm still here making things.

The very very few that didn't give up still suck as much as they always did. It's disappointing to see but I still support them whenever I see their subpar art. I don't want to have a huge ego about my own art like this but, I can't lie and say I'm not good. I'm at a level (even if it's low relative to other more accomplished artists) that I would have never dreamed of.

I love drawing and all, it's my absolute favorite hobby. But year by year it feels emptier. I wish I still had friends who were lifeless NEETS like me who could dedicate their whole day to this shit. Who would be close to my (relatively low, like I said) level and had the same interests. Drawing with people is one of my fondest memories. Showing my art just doesn't feel the same too. I'm sitting on loads of art that feels pointless to share.

I'm not really doing anything to change this though. I don't want to "meet" anyone in this thread. Whenever I do meet other artists it just doesn't click, anyway. It can't be helped.