/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I've been wanting and trying to draw for 4 years and I just have 5 (private because reasons) mediocre drawings on pixiv and have just ranked up 30$ with commissions.

I practice and grind almost everyday and want to draw a lot of stuff but my mind is blank the moment I stare at the paper and I find extremely uncomfortable to draw with the tablet (intuos s). I really want to make something out of it but I find it so hard for no reason at all, I feel like I sabotage myself and lack confidence even though deep down I have faith that I would make good stuff. Anyone had the same issue?

Feels kinda like >>4638492