/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

i tell my self ill draw but all i do is stare at the screen for an hour and then i go back to browing 4chan, watching youtube, or playing games i dont enjoy. i hope i die in my sleep desu i hate living like this

>>2964863
no no no no fuck this

>>2940546
What the fuck? D-does that mean I have to draw three?

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>>2295555
>completely uninspired
>hate everything I draw
>waste too much time browsing the web and playing vidya
>procrastinate a lot because I'm afraid of failure
>wasting time hoarding tons of references I'll never use
>too much of a perfectionist and can't stop polishing turds
>look at old work I used to think was at least okay and am absolutely horrified
>can't stop envying other artists
>constant fear I'm doing everything wrong
>the more I learn and improve the more hopeless it all feels
>not sure I even like drawing anymore

Thanks for asking, anon. <3