/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>3190653
>get rare opportunity to work very little, just enough to afford rent and food
>tell myself I’m gonna use this time to make major art gains
>start off my first month of art studies strong
>getting the hang of gestures again
>co-workers start quitting or just slacking-off/calling out
>There’s a rule at work that a checklist of duties needs to be completed before any of us can go home
>Remaining co-workers don’t care, leave me to do a majority of the checklist so I can get home at a decent hour
>Get home exhausted and decide to rest up so I can draw on my days off
>Depression starts to set in
>I fight it but only for a week
>Coworkers continue to take advantage of my work ethic (I’m not great, but they do absolutely nothing in comparison)
>Start coming into work dead tired
>Get yelled at for mistakes I make
>Get yelled at for mistakes coworkers make, and ofc they don’t speak up
>Start going straight to the bar after work
>Spend my days off alone being sad
>No friends and no family nearby
>6 months pass like this
>I haven’t drawn at all

Now I have a full-time job and the energy to draw, but no time for it
I try to make time- but it’s too little too late