/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I used to keep everything but I just started mulching anything older than a few months or so unless it stands out to me in some way. Given that, combining paper and digital I've only done about 100 pages, multiple things per page, of drawing.
That's pretty bad now that I think about it, maybe I'll start keeping everything again as a reminder of how much I'm actually drawing or not because I can remember a time when I would at least fill one page a day with drawings and I can draw quite small at times.

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I was trying to get it published.

I regret making the setting a farm. How many fucking chickens do I have to draw in the background

I need help /ic/.
I can't stay focused for the life of me. I study or watch a video course for maybe an hour before my mind begins to wander. I start thinking about literally anything else but the reading/video in front of me and without even realizing it i'm not listening. I'm hearing the words but they're going in one ear and out the other. I've tried forcing myself to pay attention, many times in fact. It's just not possible. If I'm not into it I'm just not into it, and trying to force it down only serves to waste time.
If my attention doesn't start to fail me my energy will. I get so easily bored, to the point of genuine fatigue setting in. I get drowsy after one video course. I have no idea why I'm so lethargic but it's the reality of my current conundrum.
Not to mention the seemingly random fluctiation of energetic optimism and defeated pessimism. In the span of a single day I'll go from feeling like I can draw the birth of adam with my eyes closed to feeling as if all this time studying has been for naught. And then I end up coming back to this terrible, terrible website.
What is to be done