/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>with lifting I can jump into it with almost extreme autism, bench press approaching 300 for example
>playing my guitar and cello has me mainly being lead by the sheet music and I become faster and better at playing through muscle memory training
>sitting down and drawing makes me lose almost all motivation because I feel so lost with how to practice, constantly trying to create a "workout" routine to make practice more manageable
I feel like it's because drawing is so intuitive whereas the former things I do can be done analytically. It's so hard for me to think abstractly that I literally feel like my brain is being squeezed inside a proverbial box that can't be broken out of, and that if I were to do so I would have some kind of epiphany and drawing practice would become as fun as every other hobby I do.