/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>one year since made up my mind that art is my thing and I want to pursue it seriously
>can't really tell if I even made any progress at all, maybe technically, but all my drawings are still boring crap
>somehow got into uni, starting in 4 months, prof told me my portfolio is lacking but he can see genuine interest in the subject
>my confidence went up through the roof, can't wait till uni, don't even care if it's literal meme degree (animation), I just want art buddies
>the school my dad's been working at for something like 20 years is closing down, he's probably just gonna move to another one since he knows people, however still unsure about future
>I've already wasted tons of my parent's money during neet period
>got crappy job, but don't enough to support myself
>genuine worried
I've lived my whole life in middle class, normal mode and financial worries are kind of novelty to me, plus I'm still new to the whole adulthood thing. I just don't know anymore, I'm gonna get a loan or something just to survive uni and then end up even more in debt after that. Feels like shit desu, like I'm just playing "let's be an artist" while completely ignoring reality. Then on the other hand I know that this is what I want to do in life and nothing else will satisfy me
fuck