/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

forgive me for shitty greentext
>be me
>always liked art and the cool shit you can do with it
>picked it up and dropped it about countless amounts of times in my lifetime because I have no motivation at all
>spend my time on /ic/ every now and then, a lot more than i should be considering I do jack shit
>look at threads like these, beginner threads, progress threads, etc
>mind blown at all the amount of effort people put into it
>always wish i was good at art
>i know i have to work for it
>never do
>everything else i'm interested in falls short to the same problems

I'm just a faggot, aren't I?