/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I know I'll sound like a narcissistic faggot but who cares, here's a blogpost.
>2 weeks ago or so
>slowly improving, drawing now and then
>Loomisgrind is getting a bit boring
>fucking uni class requires us to get into groups
>friend brings some fat ugly fujo in the group
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>she's absolutely insufferable
>bosses people around, loudly listens to weebshit, acting like the queen but not getting any shit done
>her hair smells like rat shit, forced to breathe though my mouth when I'm near her because the stench is so awful
>when she's not being annoying this nuisance spends all her time scribling on paper
>take a look at what she's doing
>uwu homofaggotry
>she seems to draw the same 3 guys doing whatever all the time and nothing else
>tfw she's actually better than me
>tfw she can draw anime really well
>the same day I also learn that my retarded secondary school dropout cousin is drawing too
>tfw this dull faggot wants to go to japan and work there as a manga artist or something
Needless to say I got into high gear of loomis grind and studies to be sure to surpass these two as soon as humanly possible. I never understood anons resenting better artists until now, I felt personally insulted that these shitty human beings might be better at the one thing I want to get good at.