/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I just bought CSP almost a week ago. I draw great but paint terrible. I got a little moody about it and it made me think this is a human issue.
We want the magic potion that will solve our problems, for me it was making the jump to digital art. But not a lot of people want to take the months to get to that perfect point. It's why there's like 90 "HOW DO I DRAW!? NO I'M NOT READING THE STICKY!" threads every year. I am not satisfied with my artwork's color values/rendering and I want to be like one of my inspirations, Seth McGhee, but then I remember that when I 1st discovered his art, it was more flat and his digital coloring was very novice. Everyone has to start somewhere, I even look at my 2013 art & know that I'm moving up. But every single day I have moments like a janky mess, but I need to trust in the process. To have faith in the fruition