/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I really really want to enjoy drawing digital like you guys seem to do, but it's honestly so hard. I'm a tradfag all my life and Everytime I get on my decade old ultrabook I just end up doing nothing for 2~3 hours. it's many things but I'll try to enumerate some of them, if you guys have any idea how to fix any of them I'll sincerely thank you for spending your time doing so.

-1:
Drawing overall feels way harder, since things idk, are less permanent? The flow gets ruined every time and I just don't seem to get ideas, since sketching on pc feels irrelevant or something, I wanna draw something more complete than a sketch and a feel lines of a character doing nothing, that's something I even struggle in analog drawing because I never do illustrations.

-2:
Never really am able to get lines how i do traditional somehow. It always takes so long to do lineart and it always looks worse than my analog counterparts, and it frustrates me a lot cause I always consider it to be one of my main charms, and I get lazy to just keep drawing because of problems I cited above

-3:
Idk how to study stuff like you guys do.
As in the cool portraits or the environment quick sketch that I see some of you do from a image, I mean I never tried because I don't have a image and because I can't eyeball but idk, I just feel like a failure whenever I'm drawing digital.

Pic related is one of my drawings.