/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>7086272
What else can we do? Yeah it's just a "cope" or "fox and the grapes", but this sort of thing is outside my power.

If I was a millionaire, maybe. I could buy a plot and plant it without going far off course. But I'm a normal guy, with just an above-average job. I'd have to dedicate 5-10 years worth of income just to buy the land- forget building the domicile, water, electricity, irrigation- just the land.
I'd rather put that money into investments that might let me retire early.

I'm envious of a lot of things; rich people who can actually live life, skilled people who made it, people who had the opportunity as kids, people who live in a country with actual nature and clean air instead of just endless roads and smog.
It's all envy in the end, it's an unproductive emotion.

Just illusions in the face of me wanting to achieve my final goals, I sometimes get led here and there, but I always have to find my way back.
I'd feel way worse if I didn't draw for a few days than if my Azaleas died.