/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

AI is so fucking good. I haven't drawn a single thing since I found it. picrel is my pathetic drawing

i feel like my art is so soulless.
to be honest ive kind of been out of ideas lately.
i feel like im being so technical.
the last picture i drew, i just made because im sick of ilya clones who draw the same face cute anime girl again and again who has ZERO facial expression. yea its cute but without emotions, its just coomer trash. so i decided to draw a girl laughing. it came out okay. im not really good with color, but the drawing itself is fine i think. but thats the problem. who wants to describe their own art as "fine i think." ever since i found /ic/ everything i do is an attempt to learn or experiment. i probably have gotten technically better. ive tried new things. i got more comfortable with trad medium. ive learned a bunch for sure. but i dont have ideas anymore. i dont really have concepts that i want to express. i actually enjoy when my friends make a specific request because drawing every single day for over a year im finding everything boring. and not boring as in not challenging. i still suck at most things, but boring as in, i am caring less about it. i dont want my passion to die :( when you watch kim jung gi or someone like that... he just... cranks out these cool ideas. a tiger with a man's body sumo wrestling a fucking astronaut with tentacles on a unicycle. and i can come up with random ideas like that too but i just dont care. i dont want to draw that. i dont think its funny or cool. i need to find something i care about to draw in order to care about the art i am putting out if i expect other people to care about it.

https://www.deviantart.com/maikeru01/gallery
https://www.instagram.com/nuruigumi/

>>4802310
How the fuck do you draw hair highlights