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>>4932580
so then i have to look for schools where i can get fluent in japanese and study abroad again.

family is broke as shit. im limited to what i can personally afford to apply to which is 3 applications for 50 bucks each.

1st choice school, accepts me, but to the wrong faculty, not the one with the japanese or business programs.

3rd choice school flat out rejects me even though i know for a fact that they accepted tons of minorities from my own graduating class with way worse GPAs and SAT scores.

2nd choice it is.

Signing up for first semester. Guidance counselor straight up lies to me and says if you want to study Japanese, you can't be a business major and you can't be undecided, you have to declare to be an Asian Studies major.

If I don't do this, I can't study Japanese and it will be a total waste of a semester and all that money.

Long story short, I graduate and can't find a job for shit. End up with tons of debt and working in a warehouse with illegals and drug addicts for 13 dollars an hour. At least one guy there is a legitimate psychopath. One guy got arrested for threatening and harassing a farmer because the farmer wouldn't let him have sex with his horse. For 4 years I live in my step dad's basement while working at this shithole, barely making a dent in the loans. Driving a shitbox. Gaining weight, getting depressed.

But I did rediscover my passion for art, this time in the form of car design. I teach myself to draw cars and 3d model. I look into schools, and I also look into teaching English in Japan.

Again to cut the story short, I ended up working for a Japanese company in America for a year and it was a fucking nightmare. I work a boring desk job now, and I still hate it. Nothing to do with Japanese or drawing.

Everybody tells me to go back to school for it but I just can't bare to put myself back in debt.

I really fucked up and I'm paying for it. College was the biggest mistake of my life. I'm stuck now.