/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>I haven't drawn in like 2 months, I have a shit ton of tutorials and books but idk where to start. I'm a /beg/ so every drawing that I make fucking sucks and thats frustrating af.
I do loomis, looks like shit, I try to do bridgman, but everyone says its to advance for a /beg/, I try to do perspective, Is confusing af.
I want to be good at drawing but there is so much shit that you need to know to get to a decent level that it seems to overwhelming.
Im not giving up tho, I'm gonna start to practice a shit ton of gesture, and I'm going to copy my favorite artists drawings so I can get some milleage, but when it comes to the other fundamentals idk how the fuck I'm going to learn that.

>cover features young woman instead of glorified lolis soaring through the sky in panty shot perspective

>suddenly feel the urge to read a book and study it

are lolifags holding back artistic progress?