/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

So a bit of background about myself. I been drawing casually my whole life but during january of 2015 I decided to devote to life to art and I'm not exaggerated when I tell you i drew 12-16 hours a day. I drew day in and day out, studied my fundamentals, drew from imagination, drew boxes and all that important shit and I was under the delusion that if I could train hard as I could for 1 year I would reach the level of a certain person I aspired too.


One year later, and still wasn't a fraction of his skill level. It was like everything I did was a waste of time and it completely devastated me.

I haven't lifted a pencil since december 2015 and sometimes when I see this person's work I started hating myself again and asking myself if I trained harder and longer maybe I could have reached his level. But i probably have already lost a good chunk of my skill.

Inb4 post your work, i included an image of where my skill level was.